Why do people like toxic relationships so much?

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Idk what is the specifics ppl r glamorizing but i have seen ppl say ab fictional couple thats toxic (whixh i assume goes over their head) is goals/makes them swoon..

I assume these ppl lack experience dating or just have low standards hhh. And i feel like jealousy is oftem portrayed as cute or endearinf by ppl but nah tbh its clingy and obsessive...unhealthy tbh

Personally relationship wise im either not loved enough or loved too much. And i havemt enjoyed it. Ive been cheated on several times and the 1 relationship i had that i thought was "the one" and could work spirsled cuzshe invade my privacy and expected too much from me like idk how to desc briefly but i csnt be someone to text for hrs everyday so yea it was uncomfortable to be too loved too...neither of these r enjoyable. And i def donglt enjoy being huet by someone ofc hhh. I really dont get it. And i have all time low selfbworrh so what possess pplbto want a bad relationship?? That much