It's sad I don't have any Real Friends

[Thatoneuser]

Just think about it this way, people who like cutting someone off that fast aren't worth being friends with. I know it's hard but you can find friends as an adult. 

I recommend going to this website https://www.meetup.com/ it really helped me a lot with finding friends in my area. It's a website where people make groups and have different events for different interests. There might be a few groups with similar tastes as you in your area. There are resources for making friends. If you're uncomfortable with that then I would suggest enrolling in an interesting class like pottery or cooking, people in those classes tend to be nicer. 

If you ever need to rant you can rant to me.