Is it normal to feel guilty over how much someone loves you?

[EasySteezy]

I haven't felt this until today. He has hinted he's getting me a switch for christmas, but now he's talking little gifts, getting me a stocking etc. And he said it's because I love him more than anybody he's ever met ( he has no real fam. very heavy stuff that I wont go into publicly)

But I feel as though I don't... deserve it? I've been a real dick to every guy I've dated. And I even did something bad on accident to this guy too. I used to be actually very toxic toguys I dated on purposebecause I used to hate males(real daddy issues, really disliked the guy and took out on dudes I banged) I've done things that were really bad. and I just feel guilty because I feel like I'm being given something I don't deserve. I'm treating this guy really well though, because Idk why but I just really wanna protect him. Gives me extra purpose, I've never been so determined over something. But this feeling sucks.

I've been improving as a person overall over the years, and it seems to be working. but still...any advice on how to get over this feeling?

Also have you ever felt this?

[Belkiss]

That a very common feeling 

[Trashie]

if I'm to feel guilt for each one loving me so much I'd be dead by now

love doesn't come forcefully nor you asked them for it. they probably feel happy treating you this good

[Poetry]

Yes

[Suzy Quatro]

It could be bad thing if it makes you feel like the relationship isn't 'balanced' or that a person is doing more but to a certain degree it's normal.

[pierre]

Yes, it's normal