[NB] Netizens question why Sulli ordered fresh groceries the day before her death

[Ash-Pikachu]

 

Article: "Sulli ordered fresh groceries the day before her death... suspicions on suicide as cause of death"

Source: Chosun Ilbo via Naver

1. [+7,535, -359] That's just how depression normally works. You could be fine one day and then become overswept with depression the next... What I don't understand is why she lived in that huge house all by herself. Her family knew that she was suffering from depression, they should've forced each other to stay with her.. how upsetting..

2. [+5,208, -147] I think people are feeling suspicious over her cause for suicide because they're not aware of what depression is really like... This is just how depression is. I've suffered from it for a long time so I can understand. I suffer from thoughts of not being able to make it several times a week. I can complete a satisfying day and lay down to sleep only to stay up crying all night until the next morning. I can spend all my energy in finding a delicious restaurant to dine at only to suddenly feel like I'd rather die today instead. I can laugh with friends and family only to think thoughts of death while showering, driving, or falling asleep. I don't think Sulli was able to overcome one of those moments and probably acted on a whim...

3. [+2,357, -70] Smiling faces can suffer from depression all the same. Just because someone doesn't express it on the outside doesn't mean it isn't there. I don't think people know anything about depression...

4. [+1,470, -47] I wish she was still alive... so sad to see someone so beautiful go...

5. [+1,448, -96] She was scheduled to film 'Night of Hate Comments' at noon but her manager didn't discover her at her home until 3:30 PM... It takes an hour and a half from Sungnam to the JTBC studio so shouldn't her manager have picked her up by 10 AM at least? To make it to the recording by noon? And I think all the problems with her real estate are worth looking into as well.

6. [+554, -92] I'm feeling suspicious as well. The best replies are almost like they're hoping that suicide by depression is the only answer to the case. No matter how depressed she was feeling, I don't think people normally order fresh groceries right before they commit suicide.

7. [+343, -11] The music video for 'Goblin' is just so weird. If you watch it, there are police line signs in front of the house and you can see someone trespass into the second floor when Sulli's sleeping followed by a bloody scene. The narration totally alludes to death as well, it's just so weird.

8. [+902, -612] I do think it is weird that none of the news articles have stated her cause of death
- That's what I'm questioning. Other celebrity suicides have always stated whether it was a drug overdose or hanging, something's weird about this.
- There's a rule that you're not allowed to state the reason in the case of a suicide, especially in the case of famous figures in case it inspires more suicides. It's been a while since that's been the rule;;;

9. [+321, -33] I know it's wrong to say this... but after finding out that Sulli died 666 days after Jonghyun's death makes me look at this differently..

10. [+263, -21] People who decide on suicide normally try to get their affairs in order and yet Sulli ordered food for herself to eat the next day? That's just weird.

11. [+238, -8] I do think it's weird that the media keeps trying to chalk this up to hate comments as the cause. There are rumors about Illuminati affiliations and it could even be a side effect of her depression medication... Something's fishy about it all.

12. [+232, -2] What I don't understand: her 'Night of Hate Comments' recording was slated for noon (and the leaked Katalk conversation was at 2:30) so why was it only until 3:40 that her manager got there? Shouldn't her manager had gotten there by at least 10 to get her prepared for her schedule?

 

http://netizenbuzz.blogspot.com/2019/10/netizens-question-why-sulli-ordered.html

[Nev Schulman]

Yeah uh as someone who has attempted before, I went to school normally the day of and even the day before. To me and this is what I think and I am not making assumptions just opening a different perspective, that something might have triggered her that day for her to do it. Because those have been always my case of attempting. Yes some do plan on suicide weeks or months before, but seeing as she bought groceries, something may have triggered her to actually take action rather than just the thought of doing it

[love]

5 minutes ago, Ash-Pikachu said:

1. [+7,535, -359] That's just how depression normally works. You could be fine one day and then become overswept with depression the next...

very true.  i won't go into too much detail for privacy's sake but i've known people who were volunteering with kids, spending time with loved ones, smiling and having a great time...only to take their own lives the following night.  mental illness is not a consistent nor predictable thing.

 

[coval]

Why would people want to know how she committed suicide...

[satoori]

3 minutes ago, coval said:

Why would people want to know how she committed suicide...

i don't think they necessarily want to know...i guess they find it weird it hasn't been released

usually the media release how a celebrity committed suicide. even in the west. overdose, etc. in jonghyun case they release it also.

my guess they haven't release sulli cause they're still investigating. wasn't there a thread posted here about the her brother asking for a autopsy or something...it was trending in korea too

Edited October 18, 2019 by satoori

[sparkle dust]

20 minutes ago, Ash-Pikachu said:

2. [+5,208, -147] I think people are feeling suspicious over her cause for suicide because they're not aware of what depression is really like... This is just how depression is. I've suffered from it for a long time so I can understand. I suffer from thoughts of not being able to make it several times a week. I can complete a satisfying day and lay down to sleep only to stay up crying all night until the next morning. I can spend all my energy in finding a delicious restaurant to dine at only to suddenly feel like I'd rather die today instead. I can laugh with friends and family only to think thoughts of death while showering, driving, or falling asleep. I don't think Sulli was able to overcome one of those moments and probably acted on a whim...

^^^^^^^^ dont know if someone went into my brain and wrote this or what

[Bitoku]

i will take suicide as her cause of death, there is nothing suspicious about it. but if she was killed by someone else then i hope it comes to light.

Edited October 18, 2019 by Bitoku

[deobizone]

Netizen #2 spilled

[Bitoku]

25 minutes ago, Ash-Pikachu said:

I do think it's weird that the media keeps trying to chalk this up to hate comments as the cause. There are rumors about Illuminati affiliations

"Illuminati affiliations" ... is this what haters are telling themselves when they are called out for making Sulli's depression worst?

[adda]

29 minutes ago, satoori said:

my guess they haven't release sulli cause they're still investigating. wasn't there a thread posted here about the her brother asking for a autopsy or something...it was trending in korea too

police only said it wasn't homicide.  Toxicology results have yet to be disclosed.

We don't know if she had a cardiac arrest or if she took something, we know nothing. "Suicide" was not confirmed. 

Edited October 18, 2019 by adda

[satoori]

Just now, adda said:

police only said it wasn't homicide.  Toxicology results have yet to be disclosed.

 

ok, thanks for sharing

[rei88]

I think I will just grieve quietly on my own until I can move on, it’s probably for the best. Sulli’s passing has affected me more than I could have ever imaged. 

Edited October 19, 2019 by rei88

[sakurahanabira]

32 minutes ago, rei88 said:

I’m being very careful as I say this: I also wondered why her manager didn’t show up at her house in the morning to get her ready. That question lingered in my mind for days but I didn’t think it was appropriate to voice that thought and it still might not be but I think we need answers on that for a complete closure. Otherwise, people are going to endlessly speculate, especially with the whole grocery thing now. 

her manager is her own younger brother, you know.

2. [+5,208, -147] I think people are feeling suspicious over her cause for suicide because they're not aware of what depression is really like... This is just how depression is. I've suffered from it for a long time so I can understand. I suffer from thoughts of not being able to make it several times a week. I can complete a satisfying day and lay down to sleep only to stay up crying all night until the next morning. I can spend all my energy in finding a delicious restaurant to dine at only to suddenly feel like I'd rather die today instead. I can laugh with friends and family only to think thoughts of death while showering, driving, or falling asleep. I don't think Sulli was able to overcome one of those moments and probably acted on a whim...

 

^ This x100

[rei88]

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Edited October 19, 2019 by rei88

[rananicolee]

Chester Bennington was laughing and smiling days with his family before he committed suicide. Depression will make you feel like everything is fine then a second later it isn't fine. I know this firsthand. I haven't had suicidal thoughts but one morning I was fine laying in bed then the next minute I found myself crying over something I can't even remember. 

[aeromancy]

I have depression and idk I do that a lot since moving out on my own. I just kinda get that small glimmer of feeling hope and it makes me wanna take care of myself and buy fresh healthy food to have a fresh start? It makes me feel like I'm taking control over it. And then the next day is hit or miss. Of course that may not be the case for her, we'll never know, but feel like I can relate by what's given and it breaks my heart even more. 

[YooJeong]

On 10/18/2019 at 9:29 AM, Nev Schulman said:

Yeah uh as someone who has attempted before, I went to school normally the day of and even the day before. To me and this is what I think and I am not making assumptions just opening a different perspective, that something might have triggered her that day for her to do it. Because those have been always my case of attempting. Yes some do plan on suicide weeks or months before, but seeing as she bought groceries, something may have triggered her to actually take action rather than just the thought of doing it

Exactly.

You can be fine one moment and drowning in sorrow/depression the next. Sometimes it gets worse over some days, sometimes it happens in an hour....depression is a master with many tactics. And triggers play a big role.

[RiseLikeACrowTit]

On 10/18/2019 at 11:46 AM, Bitoku said:

i will take suicide as her cause of death, there is nothing suspicious about it. but if she was killed by someone else then i hope it comes to light.

With how corrupt SK police is ???

[Nev Schulman]

Just now, RiseLikeACrowTit said:

With how corrupt SK police is ???

Her family would have brought it to light. The singer of Deux who passed away the family unfortunately never got justice over his death but his family made it clear that they thought it was suspicious that they tried to cover it up as suicide one point. His name is Kim Sung Jae. But yeah the police wouldn't do anything... but the family would know if it was foul play for sure.

[RiseLikeACrowTit]

2 minutes ago, Nev Schulman said:

Her family would have brought it to light. The singer of Deux who passed away the family unfortunately never got justice over his death but his family made it clear that they thought it was suspicious that they tried to cover it up as suicide one point. His name is Kim Sung Jae. But yeah the police wouldn't do anything... but the family would know if it was foul play for sure.

Hmmm probably, but SK police is nothing to be trusted, i will believe in the raw evidence