The Rant Thread

[harumaki]

gurl if you have nothing good to say you should just stfu 

[Anii]

Why do I take constructive criticism, advice and suggestions as personal attacks?? Lmao

[Mrs. Morale]

A*mys are the definition of A N N O Y I N G.

As soon as them see a group get a little success or achievement, they bring all sort of things just to hate on them... and then they turn around say "no fanwars", when it was obvious what they were doing from the beginning. Talking about educating other people, how about they go and educate themselves.

[LoonAespa]

it feels like I'mma end myself before this shitty year end.

[Mrs. Morale]

I love reading y'all rants

[Mrs. Morale]

THESE TEACHERS ARE REALLY SOMETHIN, HUH? Like they know we are suppose to complete 6 units for the term, but instead they waste all the term & only teach us 3 of the units. And you know what's fucking funny, it's the units that we never learned is coming on the test. And they expect me to teach myself the units...like if I would fucking teach myself I wouldn't be going school...why tf did you take my money and not wanting to teach me? Then give me back my fucking money so that I can go spend it somewhere else.

[Mrs. Morale]

I spend more time worrying about studying for tests than actually studying for them....

[Mrs. Morale]

Lol why do I feel like... these universities are trying to make us fail. Because of Corona their money have dropped and so they are trying to  gain it back by failing us to make us have to redo the module next year, pay thousands of dollars so that someone can talk to us on our devices, over our wifi, using our electricity, sourcing our own information, etc.

[Anii]

The number of times I've gotten into new groups and searched Twitter to know the members' positions only to have stans say: "AlL mEmbErS aRe MaIN dANcers, maIN VocALiSts, MaIn raPpeRs and VIsUaLs." 

Like, PLEASE. Who are you kidding? I don't check Kprofiles anymore since they don't seem to be updating the members' positions properly. It lost a lot of credibility when it categorized f(x) Victoria as Lead Vocalist lmao. I just wanna have a basic idea of the members' roles and not have you shove your delusions down my throat lol.

[Mrs. Morale]

I have test now but I'm so nervous I can't even start.

I don't know sh*t, I hate it!

[Mrs. Morale]

I f*cking hate my life...

[Mrs. Morale]

After this test am going to be depressed...

[Mrs. Morale]

I love the way how God is sitting up there watching me suffer...

Anyway, let's go f*ck this thing up!

[Nelkoya]

On 12/5/2020 at 11:36 PM, Koya said:

I'm so tired of my neighborhood. It's not healthy to be scared at every noise cause it might be yet another car burning, and it might be mine. I'm tired of hearing fireworks and firecrackers every night. I'm tired of hearing the police and firetrucks sirens. This neighborhood has never been the best, but it fucking went downhill this year. I'm so anxious about everything. I'm only 23 but I've drove cars away from a fire already 3 times!!! And it doesn't help that I'm fucking terrified of fire since we got that big fire in the basement right under my bedroom when I was a kid. Every time I smell that burning scent I start panicking, and those fucking firecrackers aren't helping!!!

I truly can't wait to move out. I truly hope I'll find a place where I can feel safe at home, cause it's been year that I haven't been feeling safe here.

1 week later and those fucking fireworks are getting worst every day. More fireworks, closer to the buildings, the trees, the cars, with bigger explosions... A fucking freak just threw a lot of them in front of my building, the cars alarms keep going off, there's so much smoke. It'll fucking cause fires at some point.

The police isn't even coming here anymore, except when cars are burning. This neighborhood is a hellhole and they just let us rot with it. I'm truly feeling more and more scared to stay here on the New Year Eve. Every year the streets get ravaged on that day. Car broken and put on fire, trash cans put on fire, but stops broken leaving broken glass everywhere... every fucking year. But it feels like they keep testing the water since the start of the month, and they see how they can misbehave without the police coming. I can't imagine how bad it'll be. How much shit they'll cause this year. I'm already fucking anxious about it.

I can't wait to be gone from this place. I'm moving out in a few months but until then I'm trapped in here. It feels so fucking unsafe. I hate it. I hate it so much.

[Wannabe]

hate that armys are now trying to claim sykkuno valkyrae and corpse... they are my favorite game streamers but other bts fans are annyoing

[Oli London]

I do not give a fuck about your pandemic weight gain. More people are homeless and starving than ever, so sorry if I sound a bit rude. I know what starving feels and see homeless people everyday holding signs and asking for help but I cannot always help so like could you please shut the fuck up about the fact that you can afford more than enough food than you need?

 

Edited December 15, 2020 by Oli London

[deobizone]

 

Ive been thinking recently of hiw fked mentally my fam is but...ive been thinking. This may be unfair that my brothers extreme anger issues annoys me this much bc he does have aspergers which ik causes behavior issues which is like understandable. But mostly when he was a kid. Like when he was preteen or teen my parents would talk shit ab him being that way.  And i always thought that's so fucked. But hes almost 20. And in first 2 yr of hs iirc he had big issues but got into therapy which helped. But hes been out for years and its just annoying to me to see him lash on people who don't deserve it. Like its so uncomfortable to see him in public - i mean we work at same warehouse except i work in day nd him at night but i work sat nights and just see him walking around looking angry AF. Im just like ?? The other day i actually saw him like this he was even looking at me like what r u lookimg at me so angry for? But its just his neutral fave. Its not even rbf he is just looking fuming 24/7. And few mins later i saw him talking to a shop lead complaining ab someone.  Like i assure you she was not even giving the smallest of fucks hhh. I was overtime an hrish a few weeks ago and helping one of the night shop leads w sumn before leaving and he was complaining to me ab my brothers anger issues and i was like girl i know

But i really bury these thots in me bc i don't wanna be problematic/ableist. But when i think ab it atm... mental illness doesnt free you from responsibility . I mean, as long as you are functional i think you have to own your toxic actions. This in my head this week as well bc im a fan of h3h3 and their podcast. Tbh i barely watched frenemies but i listened to 3 or 4 eps prolly. But this whole trisha situation. The way she kept calling hila a cunt & bitch and basically shame them for having a nanny etc. And her bpd... yea it can make you lash out but that can't just be excused cuz she has bpd. Plus doing these excuses.. isnt that fked to do that to the stigma of the illness. Like it paints it as this generally raging, toxic thing. As i posted before.. my sister has it and i wouldn't call her toxic. Whenever i see her triggered she is just sad and its sad to see. She was toxic to me as kids/teens but yea not as adults. And 2 of my friends also have it and i love them and wouldn't call them toxic. 

And thinking ab it in regards to my mental illness. Like my avpd im sure has caused me to be toxic to my s/o and friends in past. But wholeheartedly this is something i learned from.  Like esp around 2015-2017,2018? I had habits of just disappearing on my friend s deleting my sns & apps we used to talk then when reappearing they might be angry.  Its sumn i felt little control over but that played with their feelings for sure so anytime they lashed on me i prolly deserved. I think that's why it pissed me off so much when recently was talkimg to my ex and she told me i have to vocalize needing space when i was last to respond & then she didn't for week til saying that. Like im fine. I have much improved on that end imo. I mean im not healed,  im never healed. I still wanna kms for the rest of the day if someone so much as looks at me with a dirty look.. but in regards of disappearing on people yeah. And i wouldnt excuse my bad actions on my mental illnesses like.. i wouldn't say anger issues but i have really bad irritability that i just bottle up (and type essay here) but sometimes that overflows and i can be angry publicly. But i acknowledge that.  I can be a shitty person and i should work on that.  Ig i will thinking ab it now. But most the effects of my mental illnesses is just internal shit and causing perpetual anxiety & depression. Ill be honest i don't think ill ever be better in that regard... but that's only me that effects.  Im sorry if this is problematic to say. But if you mental illness triggers in mistreating others.  You have to work on that or ur toxic and deserve criticism. Yea its sad you can't help ur illness. But you can learn control and how u treat others imo. Ofc im not perfect but my outburst are rare. A few times a year maybe?  For my brother its really a regular basis thing. And hes 20 in 2 weeks. I feel like there's just not excuses for it. This feels bad to say esp if others with issues reads this.  I really don't mean it in hostile way but our outbursts is just not fair to other ppl who did nothing wrong,  or maybe they did sumn a lil annoying - doesnt deserve to be lashed on that much.  And as younger person,  these are fine, you have to figure out and understand yourself... but as u get older really just gave to work on these things. Even if u don't have energy to improve myself (ex . How im still really depressed etc) at least work on how you treat others. 

Edit; bonus rant cuzz literally seconds after i posted this i could hear my dad swearing in the kitchen ab moving his bag from the kitchen table to the floor next to it i mean. Against the wall by the table is sorta a sofa area? And he always put itbon the sofa. And yes i move it on the floor everyday.  This asshole can stop bitching it just annoys me he puts it there and puts his coat around kitchen table chair (which i moved to hanger by the door once so he stopped ❤) he keeps his coat in his computer room now which like...not put your work bag in there too? Its so dumb and lazy. Like don't be bitching bc you keep ur shit .. Every...day... where ppl are supposed to sit?? And the fact i can hear him from my room, clised door, roons away. Also its fking ridic btw. You have ur whole extra room where u have like 3,4 computers to urself. Keep ur bag in there dummy

Edited December 15, 2020 by deobizone
Lol

[Anii]

No more cloudy weather PLEASE. There was a time I loved it but after I became depressed, it just makes me even more gloomy. The sun better come out.

[pluto]

Ever since I finished uni for the winter, I realized just how hard quarantine is ;; I could always study before but since I don't have anything to study now I really have nothing to do gfgfjdfj Can't even meet my friends or visit my elderly family members 

[Zack Morris]

I ended up with a D in my easiest course. It sucks because I put so much effort into that class, wrote so many papers, answered so many quizzes, only for one missed test to screw me over. But whatever at least I'm done, fuck these professors for all the unnecessary stress tho 

[Anii]

Spoiler

When I changed schools two years back, I went through a difficult time. I left all my old friends and struggled to make new ones. In the end, I ended up making two or three friends by the time school ended. Not bad, but the lack of social interaction and sudden shift affected me.

I miss my old friends. We're all in college but now it's break time for almost all of us, which is rare. I'm planning a get together and I started by inviting a friend. By the looks of it, they can't come. I invited someone else and they're leaving town. This is already so discouraging. I'll try inviting a few more but I doubt they'll come. I just want to meet everyone before the year ends. I miss them and want to see them but things don't work out in my favor so why am I surprised? I feel so lonely. I don't think anyone misses me anyway. Is it dramatic that I feel like crying?

I slept at six in the morning. On top of the lack of sleep, I have chronic pain too. A mess.

I feel numb.

 

Edited December 18, 2020 by PurpleAnii

[Zack Morris]

I suffocated on my own [redacted] this morning in my sleep and almost died. And now I've experienced my first car accident. Thankfully it was minor cosmetic stuff and she was the one in the wrong. But who sees someone trying to correct themselves in a park and decides that is the best time to pull out of yours???

I can't tell my parents about it either and hopefully they won't notice a couple of scratches on my bumper but god I can still feel it.

This is the worst day of my life ngl 

[shooter]

i can't believe my best friend is getting back together with her douchebag of an ex. i remember how awful that relationship was for her and i honestly can't see that changing now with this "2nd chance". she's completely blinded by the idea of what they could be rather than thinking about how they actually are as a couple. all her friends dislike him but she refuses to take outside perspectives into consideration. this is honestly a fucking nightmare. last time they dated, he somehow managed to make her hate herself and treat pretty much everyone she knows, including me, like shit. idk if i can put up with this again. she constantly associates herself with bad people and enables them as long as she thinks they aren't hurting her directly. i'm worried about her and don't want to see her get hurt but at this point i'm starting to give up on helping her. it's getting harder and harder to overlook the fact that she allows people to be shitheads to others as long as they don't act that way towards her.

she's honestly the only person in my life i can call a close friend and i don't want this asshole to drive us apart again, especially if it ends with her being heartbroken and crying for months again over this loser who doesn't deserve it

[seola]

it's that time of year where kpop fans cringily obsess over tc candler some random ass blog. i'll never understand why it's treated like some big deal list like forbes? lol even so looks are subjective what's so important about making the list especially when the whole thing is pandering anyways

Edited December 28, 2020 by seola

[Mrs. Morale]

Unn whe de pan on OH can kiss mi black ass! Unn mek mi thread flop, unn nah even hav de audacity fe reply. Nah even wan "K". Eyuh dwag sh*t! A hope unn f*cking die!

Edited December 29, 2020 by fullofjoy