BlessMeAchoo 2,086 Posted November 5, 2020 Share Posted November 5, 2020 I'm kinda worried about Shownu tbh he's been looking kinda thin again lately. A lot of Monbebe don't seem to have even noticed because they're too busy fangirling about his abs. It was the same back in Fantasia era too. People were too busy fangirling over him in his sleeveless shirt to notice. I hope he's eating well and taking care of himself. It's worrying to see him like this since he likes food and is known to eat a lot. Obviously I'm not saying people should keep bothering him about his weight, but I don't think people should be ignoring it either. It's kinda weird that some people just pretend he hasn't been getting thinner and thinner when we can all literally see it happening right in front of us. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canis lupus 851 Posted November 6, 2020 Share Posted November 6, 2020 i can take your/you're and their/they're but could of/should of/would of is the DUMBEST grammar mistake ever lmao and i only see people who speak only English make the mistake lmao 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
seokii 3,424 Posted November 7, 2020 Share Posted November 7, 2020 Such a pity that vegans spend all this energy advocating for veganism. They should be advocating for vegetarianism instead. People don't want to go vegan. Hard to blame them considering how many categories of food veganism requires you to give up. It's not practical for a lot of people. But vegetarianism is just one category. That's so much less intimidating. Vegans could have had people actually willing to try eating some veggie meals- just skip the bacon in your breakfast and the chicken in your lunch... it's not too bad. But veganism tells your eggs have to go, you can't put butter on your toast. No honey mustard dressing on your salad, either. Coffee? Hope you like almond milk. By the way, you're never eating cheese again. It turns people off of veganism AND vegetarianism entirely. They'll eat steak just to spite vegans. It's so divisive. Such a shame, because vegetarianism alone has such a huge environmental and ethical impact! But all the advocation for vegetarianism just gets lost in a sea of hostile vegan voices. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlessMeAchoo 2,086 Posted November 7, 2020 Share Posted November 7, 2020 Spoiler Not at documents making me feel like a complete failure at life lol I live off my parents money so I had to mention that in some paperwork. It's lowkey embarassing because I'm 22 and I do wish I could be more independent. I still remember a now former friend ranting on at me saying 'it's fine for you because you're rich'. At the time I remember being hurt by her words because I don't consider my family to be rich and it felt like she secretly resented me the whole time we were friends. Reflecting on things now in some ways she might have been right. I still wouldn't consider myself rich, but I guess I'm privileged that I've never had to worry about money or my living situation. I know I shouldn't feel sorry for myself because other people have it much worse than I do and it's such a 1st world problem, but I can't help but feel down about my situation. Since leaving university I still don't know what I'm going to do with my life. The place I worked at closed for good last week and now thanks to corona I won't be able to find another job easily. I was going to do a course to study more, but that option has also flown out the window too. I just don't know what to do anymore. My life feels empty and it's like I'm drifting along without any aim or goals. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mrs. Morale 5,121 Posted November 7, 2020 Share Posted November 7, 2020 I can't believe there are "fans" who still believe Hyunjin is a girl & keep referring to him as "she/her". Like f*ck you & the leave the BOY alone 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rananicolee 10,276 Posted November 7, 2020 Share Posted November 7, 2020 When someone gives you their opinion on something, you cannot sit there and try to talk them out of their opinion or try to say "well, someone thinks this way". I'm not that person so don't even try it. If I don't like someone, I don't like someone. Don't compare my situation with someone who said something mean to you and you decided to stay with them. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canis lupus 851 Posted November 8, 2020 Share Posted November 8, 2020 these people joking that Koreans and Chinese people are saying the n-word (naega/nega and nei ge) really need to fucking stop lmao Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deobizone 7,780 Posted November 8, 2020 Share Posted November 8, 2020 My vibes today.... I had been listening to this song (bad friend) recently but it just hit me today after i had earlier txted my friend that i can't be a good friend bc of avpd...not in excusing or guiltimg way btw lol. Just sayinv in a way bc we haven't talked recently cuz she's friends w my x i wanted to explain to her what happened and ended up sayinv that basically as ill bow out to not complicate things and i think she'll / our mutual friend s should be fine bc im not much of a friend anw.i was in a neutral mood but then i was just crying to this song...but the avoidant energy in this song is insane to ne that i never noticed until rn after ive been listening to it daily ish for a few weeks? Now i wanna find more heavy avoidant energy songs and make a playlist Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canis lupus 851 Posted November 8, 2020 Share Posted November 8, 2020 people who leak sex tapes are pure evil... so fucking evil just know that you are among the worst beings to ever walk this earth i'm so fucking sad for the victim and the people who spread the video, too... you'll all go to hell Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Oli London 1,762 Posted November 9, 2020 Share Posted November 9, 2020 Now I've been wondering why fairyana and fairyalex has been bothering me for so long. Now is there anything wrong with hiding the fact that you are part black? It's not exactly wrong, because life does allow you to pass through life a little bit easier if you are perceived as not black or are associated blackness at all. Like, it's perfectly fine to delete all photos of themselves when they were darker, had larger noses, stronger facial features, and their natural hair texture was more apparent. There is nothing wrong with getting consistent hair treatments to smooth and straighten their natural hair texture or wearing wigs or wearing colored contacts or lightening their skin color to the point they look paler than northern Europeans or photoshopping themselves or using filters or whatever they did to change their appearance so drastically. Like there is nothing wrong with that. There is nothing wrong with doing different makeup styles either. But like, they claimed they're proud to be mixed, but like, I guess they're only proud of the white part and the 2% east asian part because... like they went from looking like biracial girls all their life to suddenly looking eurasian to 100% white girls now. And like, girly I know you deleted that pic of yourselves in a qipao inspired dress because you don't want to be called an asiaboo anymore or be called out on cultural appropriation but um... and they claimed to always be light, but like um girlie I saw your past photos and I really doubt that. You going from yellow toned to pink toned to gray toned to paper white in the middle of summer but stay saying you were always light. Like, it's fine to do everything you can and spend as much money as you want to change how you naturally looked like. It's fine. But like, if you said you didn't want to look korean, then why emphasize the fact that you are like 1-2% east Asian and try to look like them as much as possible. Why change your natural features to look softer, smaller, and paler? Why straighten your hair? Like even after straightening your hair, it still doesn't look like asian hair. Nothing wrong with not having the average asian person's hair, but the fact that you probably spend a lot of money just to have hair as similar to the ethnicity you say you don't want to look like is very telling. And why copy their style. Like the V finger pose came from asians, boo. Like you don't have to look asian to get an asian man. And your yellow fever fetish is so bad you dating asian men that even asian girls wouldn't date. You are pretty on the outside, can somehow afford college, designer goods, expensive clothes, consistent hair treatments to smooth your natural texture, yet you is dating men that look like that and act like that? Oh and I'm still cackling about the fact that your filter was so white it whitewashed even the black women in your deleted pool pic. And it's pretty clear y'all could not become famous off your natural biracial looks so y'all hopped on the next trendy look. Alright, I've said my piece. Bye! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freya 7,202 Posted November 10, 2020 Share Posted November 10, 2020 What kind of opinion is 'celebrities may have private lives in which they may not be as happy as their celebrity persona portrays'? Do you live in a reality where this is not general knowledge? How is it even an opinion? Are you dumb? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deobizone 7,780 Posted November 11, 2020 Share Posted November 11, 2020 (edited) God this is why i go to sleep 7-8pmish (tues morning until 10ish when he leaves is hell too..atleast i work every other weekday morning...)cuz my dad prolly get home around that time mostly and i cannot stand how... listening to him stomp past my room..no joke 20 times at least within a 10 min period. Regularly. Bc at end of the hallway is the corner is hallway he sets up his desktop, other end is way to the kitchen.. which he seta up his work laptop on kitchen table...which im begging him not to do when we move into actual house at end of the month. The douchebaggery is unreal... also for yrs in winter he just drapes his winter jacket over a chair in thw kitchen and its always pissed me off. Theres literally a rack for jackets outside pur backdoor in the hallway which he always leaves thru the nackdpor bc the parking spot is in the back. Or ypu have a room? You claimed the end of the hallway as ur office space? Put it there. The kitchen is the room before bsck door ofc. Albeit my family doesnt really eat meals sans holidays so kitchebn table isn't used that way but at 7am id like to sit down with my cereal or eggo u know? But i can't. Besides his laptop..atm there's just tons of shit there bc 1) when my grandma died last yr (dads side) my grandpa decided to sell their house & move to florida there my aunt,uncle and cousins live. Im not sure if to just move on or to be with them cuz my uncle was in military. He hasnt been regularly around for decades probd. Hes retired (? Idk if that's right word lol. He was in for like all the time i knew him til few yrs ago) and he finally finished that process recrntly so a bunch of stuff we had stored in his attic - just laying in kitchen & livingroom now. And month agp my other grandpa died and so..again boxes of stuff. There is really no space yet he takes up only chair and avaikable table space bye... the walking around drives me crazy cuz my door is in middle of hallway. So annoying... If my dad starts setting his coat in some common area in the hpuse tho idc i will buy coat rack and leave it by door bc im over it. The kitchen table is the back room again but parking spot is in front thank gods ❤ in general noise from my fam drives me crazy cuz this apt so small. I still haven't been in house myself but if there's a secluded room at end of a hallway ot sumn im calling it. Should be better though cuz there is 2 floors. Also 2 bathrooms. I wish there was master bathr tho bc i keep walking out my door at 6am to see my dad in his underwear walkimg in hallway and i wanna kill myself a little more each time. Its winter?? Wear clothes?? Also someone is alwaya shaving in sink and not cleaning it. Sis i shave parts of my head and clean throughout. Would it kill whoever does it to take a literally minute to swipe it up . If theres a bathroom less used i will frequent that one. Alsp my bed is annoying me these days hhh I have queen size but my parents used to use futon and when they bought bed + dresser set i took their dresser & mattress. I used to have futon on bottom of my actual mattress but i changed it to top like over yr ago?? And it was fine forever but recently its sort of scooting to the side >_> imma need to figure how ill set up my bed there hmmm. I mean i could just get rid of one the mattress but i like the elevation. Maybe ill just put one of the floor if i want a lower elevation to spice things up ig. Edited November 11, 2020 by deobizone Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ksoo9 314 Posted November 11, 2020 Share Posted November 11, 2020 I thought I get to stay at home today. Turns out it is tomorrow and I have to fulfill real life stuff today. I didn't realise until many hrs later. I was called via phone before that but I was also scolded for something irrelevant and not my responsibility on whatsapp. And after all that calls, I had bad menstrual cramps and headache and lied on the bed for the next 5hrs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anii 1,546 Posted November 12, 2020 Share Posted November 12, 2020 Spoiler It's rainy, cold and dark. I'm supposed to call my counselor but there's connectivity issues. I have a lot of work to do but I simply don't have the motivation. My father's getting on my nerves too. I can't show any weakness or vulnerability. I have to be 'perfect.' I envy all my 'friends.' I wish I could be like them. They know how to enjoy life. I feel guilt whenever I do something not academic-related. My webcam anxiety has skyrocketed. I thought things would get better. I'm so useless, it hurts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zack Morris 2,442 Posted November 13, 2020 Share Posted November 13, 2020 AAA is utter shit, they left us sitting on the side of the road for an hour+ on a busy highway in the dark. They could’ve at least called for a follow up but it was radio silence until we called them first to ask about the tow truck. I can’t imagine if this happened when one of us were alone, would’ve been an actual nightmare. Idk where the issue lies but they need it fixed ASAP. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canis lupus 851 Posted November 13, 2020 Share Posted November 13, 2020 these nsfw artists who draw nsfw art of anime girls in these awkward positions have never seen a real human woman's body before and it clearly shows 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anii 1,546 Posted November 14, 2020 Share Posted November 14, 2020 (edited) Spoiler I think I have every right to be angry over their decisions and actions. I may be seen as sensitive, but I think it's high time we start caring about our environment. This mentality of "I'm not gonna make a difference" should stop. I'm not telling y'all to go above and beyond with your efforts. Just a little awareness and giving a damn goes a long way. Edited November 14, 2020 by PurpleAnii 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lighterxx 12,204 Posted November 16, 2020 Share Posted November 16, 2020 I despise my fandom, I truly hate them. Disgusting, judgemental, incapable of understanding, ugh. Despicable truly. They make me gag. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wdojcdid8 396 Posted November 17, 2020 Share Posted November 17, 2020 Why is Edward Avila still famous? 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ksoo9 314 Posted November 19, 2020 Share Posted November 19, 2020 i will hunt down anyone that dares to hate on Jungmo in anyway with the PDX mess. Just saw a hate post on c r v t and i am so mad. The only 100% confirmed part in crvt related mess is Jungmo being rigged out and people are already hating him in a way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anii 1,546 Posted November 19, 2020 Share Posted November 19, 2020 This Produce exposé has brought out the ugly side of a lot of wiz*ones. They're saying that they're tired of iz*one being targeted and that the world is against them. Like, what?? Can you actually take your time to think about the victims for once? I put Kaeun in the Twitter search bar and the first thing that pops up is this tweet with hundreds of likes saying that she's too old for iz*one....Just say that you're happy she didn't make it. I get it's hard to process all this when it's your fave group that's involved but, please, show some decency. It's really hard not to support Mnet and Cjenm these days since they're literally everywhere. Many people will be outraged, but they will forget this mess when Mnet announce a new survival show or something. It's an endless, vicious cycle. The people in power will always win while the innocent will get nothing despite being wronged. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neito 752 Posted November 21, 2020 Share Posted November 21, 2020 My brother is pissing me tf off, ever since he came home from Cali he's been so fucking irresponsible when it comes to virus. He keeps going over to people's houses and gets mad at me whenever I tell him it's dangerous and he's putting our parent's lives in danger. You don't know who or what your friends have had over, how can you truly say they're safe? Acting like I'm the crazy one when it's a valid concern. I know he has issues with staying in the house but go meet your friends at a restaurant and sit outside rather than sitting in their houses and cars for hours at a time. Hopefully he'll become financially stable soon so he gets out and live however he wants, because if he brings something home I will personally end him. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deobizone 7,780 Posted November 21, 2020 Share Posted November 21, 2020 (edited) Man that one time weeks ago i leave my bike at work like40ish hrs bc it snowd really fucking me over Ive been using my chain degreaser but its fked fr hhh the chain keeps locking up when like..worst timings. Going uphill.. god the intersection by work (this happen to me earlier). fuck. They changed the lights that its like to press the button the walkimg sign is up like 20 secs so i domt bother unless im walking. And on each there's 3 outgoing lanes right.. str8 and turn , str8 only & turn only. So when the lights change i wait until there's no cars turning bc i only have to go straight to opposite sidewalk. But earlier (and i degreased my chain at like 5am this morning hhh) it locked up in middle of me passing and i can fix it fast but 1) wasnt thinking str8 so took me like another sec. 2)The cars finished turning but when it emptied some jackass decided to peel out of the str8 only lane to turn prolly to get out the intersection faster? Bitch wait 3 secs and itlk go green for ur lane i-?? Either that or went in wrong lane like isnt it common sense tho..for drivers?? Also was pick up truck ofc. Confirming my belief that truck drivers r assholes. I allow some exceptions tho but yea almost every one. That's only time that happrned and i hope never again. It was smooth besides that tho. Also can i just say i also hate it when cars turn on red?? Like just wait a few secs sis. I forsee hits that cost these type of ppl $$$$$$ in future and it will be deserved. Idk if this is my irritability or trauma from being hit by a car (on a crosswalk !!)last yr but ever since drivers being impatient really pisses me off... So degrease this morning..i was like fml cuz i just did earlier this week. Im guessing cuz thurs it was fking cold. Like 30 degrees at highest. Yesterday was like 60 degrees at same time it was 20 degrees yesterday (ok high 50s actually) but still insane to like double .. more than double to a point. But that day it snowed all late morning into afternoon into night was weird. Hasnt snowed since but has rained a bit. But yea before this week i degrease it twice since the snow iirc could go week or 2 without it becoming necessary Ugh im kinda concerned rn if at the house we r moving to i should leave my bike on porch bc i dont want it freezing up theres at least hallway in our apt and a garage to leave it in here. If there's room in my room i could put it there but eh idk. I think ill just get sumn bike cover? That should work. Edited November 21, 2020 by deobizone Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canis lupus 851 Posted November 21, 2020 Share Posted November 21, 2020 i get that feelings are valid and whatever but god damn be mature and suck it up sometimes, please, for our sake Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LoonAespa 610 Posted November 21, 2020 Share Posted November 21, 2020 Spoiler I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. It's been 4 days, since we last talked, I've cried myself to sleep that day, I am unable to forget about you, I've been missing you more and more each day, my heart has been beating so hard nonstop, I feel fucking lifeless, I told myself I can move on, but so far I am not doing any better. I love you so much, it hasn't been long, but I cherished your presence more than anything, I don't know why, but It feels as if I've been knowing you for years. I even imagined our future together, you're the only person who expressed interest in someone like me, but it seems that you hate me now, we will never talk to each other again probably. Should I have told you to not end things like that? Should I have insisted on keeping our relationship? but you've been suffering because I kept getting you in trouble with your homophobic family. Your absence is hurting me so much you have no idea, but I can't bear seeing you getting hurt because of me, it's even more painful. it's sad because I won't be a part of your future, it's actually devastating, but atleast I will be part of your memories, will you forget about me? Please be safe and happy, I wish you all the happiness in the world, you deserve so much, I wish you get to live as freely as possible, I wish you get to publish your poetry book soon. Live happily. Goodbye. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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