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Bad friend or im trippin?


lolski

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So i went to the club with two of my Friends, which one of them is my best friend. So there is this artist(rapper kinda) that im lately crushing on and i also told couple of times about how cute he is and that im really into his music. So he was there in the vip area and i already saw him from far away so i immediatly became excited and also told my friends that he was there. Then after a while there is this guy who is friends with my best friend and he calls us to the vip area. We go there, and it is a pretty small space and i see the rapper guy sitting and i squeled a little from the inside. So we were just dancing a lil bit and we were talking to some other artists that were there. But then this happens, i see best friend slowely going towards rapper guy and then after a while they get talking. Ok let me tell you this, i know her for quite a while and the way she was moving little by little towards him.. i knew she wanted his attention. And knowing her, if it was any other guy and she knew how hard i was crushing she would've called me over and introduced me. So after a while i get introduced to him anyway by some of his friends and best friend was eyeing him the wholeee time,when he was not there she would just stay put but then if she saw he was present again she would be all over him. So they kissed and just were vibing and after the party she kept going on about him. She talked about how sweet he is and their kiss, completly ignoring the fact i was crushing so hard for him. I was jealous as FUCK. The moment she went talk to him and didnt tried to introduce me at all really made me burn a little inside. Cuz believe me, if i have a crush on any other guy she immediatly tries to do something for me, especially because i almost never crush or am interested in guys and im also shy. So what happened really gave me a feeling as if she just tries to hook me up with guys that in her eyes are not all that, but this one time that she could actually introduce me to a guy that i really have a interest in she decides to go for it herself. And before we were called to the vip area i was looking back to the rapper guy the whole time and she was just lauging at me and joked about how i was looking at him the whole time. So is this friend of mine not looking after me as i thought or is it my fault that i didnt take my shot just like she did? Im really not someone who gets jealous easily and i also havent been in a loooong time, Like the last time i was jealous was when is was 14 or something and it was over some shoes my friend had but never never over some boy. Eventhough i didnt show it but my whole mood was ruined and im really trying to get over it and forget it but i keep thinking about it and the jealousy is so much there that my face is still super hot right now. Im writing this the next day btw.

Edit: BTW i guess out of jealousy i kissed some dude and he was so grosss and i hate myself for acting like thattr

Edit: should i adress this with her or let it go. I mean its kinda fucked up what she did but me talking about it makes it look like im in love with the guy

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