(Energizer Lovely Paradise: The Park Kyung Thread)

[Holke]

if y'all havent seen it in subs

 

 

SOBS VIOLENTLY

doll-like

my nickname is dolly

excuse me while i die

[Holke]

 

 

take a trip to greaseland

 

"Don't ever leave cause I never will, I only think about you, believe me" 

 

Those lines slayed me. I need to let out my inner kyung feelings that I've been hiding for so long. 

 

 

my forever favorite gif of all time. 

 

The lyrics in Oh and Ogeul Ogeul are seriously so greasy that you could just drown in the grease. It's insane.

 

I have an arsenal of "favorite gifs" because I can't just choose one.

 

 

 

or maybe these are my favorites

I DONT EVEN KNOW UGHHHHHHHHHH KYUNGGGG

 

 

[Holke]

THAT SECOND ONE

 

AING:UOVMAWR JCNARO NF:OMA

 

KYUNG'S. SO. CUTE.

 

I really hope Kyung finds this thread someday. His ego will grow ten sizes that day. He'd love all the appreciation.

 

 

 

Found this on tumblr the other day, and thought it was friggin adorable:

 

 

 

Holke, since you're a huge Kyung stan, so I'm curious what your opinion is on the matter! How do you think Kyung has changed/grown over the years?

Oh my goodness. I could basically write a novel on this because I've watched Block B very closely and seen quite a few emotional changes with several of the members over the years.

 

Kyung has been kind of the loud mouth of the group since debut and on the surface, he seems like the happy-go-lucky and carefree type of guy with how bold he is with his words and his mannerisms. It's not until you see him off of the stage that you even get the real thing. Some would say that that's the same with all idols, but Kyung's changes are like night and day. I don't know how much you've followed his tweets, but he has a lot of emotional issues underneath the surface and I don't think that his members treat him badly or anything, but I think they are not exactly skilled in dealing with someone like himself who has a bit of depression. I only say that he probably has depression because he has tweeted many times about feeling down and sometimes he does it without really thinking about how he's in the spotlight and deletes the tweets soon after they're posted. But of course, fans are ninjas and see them. I really think that he's learned to deal with his feelings a lot better and he doesn't run to social media anymore. He wears a very genuine smile off of the stage, too, and it's really nice to see it, because there have been so many times that he looked like he was going to burst into tears. I don't think that his greasiness and prankster antics are really a facade or anything, though, because he has many sides like most people.

 

 

 

Also I really do believe that he got plastic surgery on his jaw and I saw the most improvement after his jawline became smaller. He seemed to be more confident about his appearance. He didn't like being called cucumber, horse, or carrot. He treated it like a joke, but you could tell that it bothered him.

 

 

[Holke]

o look who has a Kyung badge 

YESSSSSSS

 

*creeps on thread*

 

i'm liking the discussions here!!

You know I like to talk :3

 

Yep, very in league with what I was thinking as well. Kyung is noticeably a lot happier nowadays, and it's really nice to see. I do think the over-confidence he displays at times is to offset how he feels on the inside. However, I'm with you in that I don't think his greasiness is at all a front, especially not when he talks about how much he appreciates and cares about BBCs. His words have always seemed very genuine and heartfelt. Though sometimes, it does seem like he tries to cover up when things hurt him with cheesiness.

 

I was actually looking for an interview where he talked about being depressed, but I couldn't find anything. It may have just been his tweets I was thinking of. It's hard to gauge whether becoming an idol helped his self-esteem or hurt it more. He may have had confidence issues pre-debut, but by becoming an idol, his appearance and image became that much more important to the society he's in. Soooo many comments about his face and height. On the other hand though, he ended up gaining a large support base of people who love and cherish him. Actually, thinking about it (and at risk of inferring too much from one photo), in the picture that was shown on 5MBC of Zico and Kyung with those girls, Kyung looked very awkward and uncomfortable in the back? This may just be projection on my part, since it took me forever to become comfortable with how I looked on camera.

 

 

This was interesting to think about!

 

I forget where, but I remember Kyung saying he used to have like an... "us vs them" mentality, where he was kinda standoffish towards newer members. Outside of Zico, I'm not sure who he would have felt comfortable enough with at debut to rely on for emotional support (though obviously they're all much closer now).

 

It almost makes me wonder if Taewoon helped Kyung out a little along way? I don't have anything to back up that thought outside of blind speculation, but they do seem very close when they interact. Taewoon seems more.... emotionally understanding than Zico? That's not to say Zico isn't empathetic and uncaring, but I've always felt Taewoon has a better idea of what to say and how to deal with people? Zico seems like he has to work at it a bit more, but he's grown a lot over the past few years, especially into the leader role (but this is a post about Kyung!). I could see Kyung turning to Taewoon at times, since they've no doubt known each other for as long as Kyung has known Zico. Again though... that's all speculation and me just talking out my ass. xD

 

But yeah. In short, Kyung's definitely gone through some emotional growth the past few years. He's really such a big sweetheart, but he seems very easily hurt.

You know what? I actually see that, too. I see that Jiseok is a little less music-oriented and Jiho and that might make him more approachable? He seems like a really big-brother type with the way that he talks about Jiho and he probably feels the same about Kyung because they've been around each other since they were children. It's so cute to think about :3

[Holke]

http://instagram.com/p/oV6wA0wwJ2/

[Holke]

KYUNGSTAGRAM!

MY LIFE IS COMPLETE BYE

[Holke]

PARK KYUNG DOING OGEUL OGEUL IN BUSAN

https://soundcloud.com/nublock/parkkyung-solo

MY SOUL HAS LEFT MY BODY

 

oh soz it's hidden at the moment

hates you forever

[Holke]

it's VIXX's anniversary so I wanted all the member's badges so I hid Kyung's badge but I still have it it's just hidden

I'LL ALLOW THIS BECAUSE I LIKE YOU

[Holke]

Double Chaos Crown for Kyung XD

 

 

But those pics... haven't we seen them already XD Why won't he post a new pic, a selca, I dunno XD

Yeah, he's posting a lot of old photos. Oh well. He's beautiful and he's spoiling us with his Insta <3

[Holke]

http://instagram.com/p/oqXE_nQwEY/

[Holke]

 

cr: LOLPYO

MY HEART IS EXPLODING.    

[Holke]

Holke I swapped my Kyung badge for a Kai badge u mad

I GIVE UP ON YOU

[Holke]

 

 

OH MY GOSH HE'S SO HANDSOME

[Holke]

 

This gif got me feeling.......umm... 

UGHHHHHHHHH

UGGHFHDHSDIFHSDK

[Holke]

PLEASE TREND #AightKyungDay FOR PK'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!

[Holke]

Ahoy there *waves*

Taking the time to appreciate Kyung being cute and showing off his rather uhh, masterful blending of language.

Kyung. Accept no substitutes!

He's so lovely~

[Holke]

aww poop

NO NAME CHANGING ALLOWED /SMACKS/

[Holke]

I refuse to let this thread die. Let's get it rolling again, okay?

 

[Holke]

 

Lovely~~

[Holke]

NO! Thread don't die! 

I don't want it to. I'll cry ; ~;

[Holke]

This thread will be revived.

[Holke]