Poem Fight Weaknesses

[zao]

This poem is dedicated for those who fighting their weaknesses. My weaknesses were self-harm and lack of confidence. I was managed to defeat it, hope you can too!

 

 

While I was younger.

I'm trapped in a situation.

Made me so lost.

Like trapped in a eternal maze.

 

So many things happened.

I was so scared of everything.

And also being lack of confidence.

Because they always looking me weirdly.

 

They care about my pronounciation.

They care about my pose and walking way.

They care when I did something false.

But they didn't manage to help me.

 

Hopefully, my internal soul was strong.

Stronger than I expect now.

I expect when I was younger.

I was already killed by my hand.

 

Yes, I harmed myself.

I was always doing self-harm.

Everyday with bloody nails.

And keep doing that everyday.

 

Because my lack of confidence.

Because I was insecure about myself.

I couldn't find any true friend.

I was always want to be alone.

 

I couldn't crying, I couldn't mad to anyone.

I was blaming myself, and having suicidal thoughts.

Hopefully that time, I was afraid of dying.

So I self-harmed instead of killing myself.

 

And since that time.

My days were so worst.

No day without bloods.

And a lonely soul will keep being alone.

 

For sure, I was lose from myself.

But someday, I found one thing.

That there are people who care about me.

And you are one of them.

 

Talking with you, is my healing time.

Your presence when I was down.

Your caring side when I was feeling alone.

And I believed you would help me.

 

Now, I'm here for you.

For every souls of you.

You're precious, not only for me.

But for the better future that need you.

 

I love you.

 

 

Oh, and check this thread~

(Care, Help, and Advice) Self-Harm Thread. (Warnings in OP)

[Green Tea Is Green]

Amazing, as expected~

[Elscian]

this was really inspiring

I'm glad you pulled your self together and got over those people who kept judging you yet did nothing to help you. someone who spreads love deserves much much better. good luck to you<3