PastelPetals 726 Posted January 27, 2018 Share Posted January 27, 2018 Over the year or so I have been on OH I have made at least 5-10 threads seeking validation. People will say that I don't need validation from the internet and real life is more important. But for me it's not. I am just some mentally ill, autistic, lesbian who never goes outside and spends most of her time feeling bad. This is not seeking pity but it's just the truth. People often treat me as stupid or crazy and overall just a lower being than the rest of the world. I have very low self esteem from school trauma and I don't know how to feel good about myself. So I seek it from others. I feel really bad that I must look for meaning from the internet but that is just where I am right now. I need to know I matter, I need to know others care. I hope one day I won't need this anymore. I will have a girlfriend, friends, a support system, etc. For now however I am just needlessly worrying others on the internet. This will be the last thread about this that I plan to make (but who knows) I thought everyone deserves to know why I really care so much. I just want to be liked by anybody I want friends and people who don't treat me like garbage. I am sensitive, innocent, and kind. I am human and I want to be acknowledged as such. I am sorry. ~Petal Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ByulHarangBona 35,161 Posted January 27, 2018 Share Posted January 27, 2018 Will you like me to PM you to talk to? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cake mf 1,737 Posted January 27, 2018 Share Posted January 27, 2018 tough love here, don't take offense...i dont say what i dont believe will help. I was once on a similar place, and you need to stop pitying yourself. Srsly. The past is the pasts' but the future is yours'. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Purplemint 1,544 Posted January 27, 2018 Share Posted January 27, 2018 You can pm me at any time if you need a place to talk to Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pirine 4,209 Posted January 27, 2018 Share Posted January 27, 2018 Sometimes we just need to feel heard, its okay. I know others have already offered, but im also here if you need someone to talk to. I know what its like to feel like to have no one and I dont want you to have to feel that way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastelPetals 726 Posted January 27, 2018 Author Share Posted January 27, 2018 Sometimes we just need to feel heard, its okay. I know others have already offered, but im also here if you need someone to talk to. I know what its like to feel like to have no one and I dont want you to have to feel that way. You can pm me at any time if you need a place to talk to Will you like me to PM you to talk to? thank you all for your offers I am very tired tonight so I won't be able to maintain a conversation but thank you lots Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pirine 4,209 Posted January 27, 2018 Share Posted January 27, 2018 thank you all for your offers I am very tired tonight so I won't be able to maintain a conversation but thank you lots Its okay, the offer extends to whenever you feel you need to <3 Im always here to listen and talk. I hope you are able to rest well soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mirurun 2,019 Posted January 27, 2018 Share Posted January 27, 2018 Hope you find people irl who treat you with respect and kindness! Sometimes, the negative people stick out like sore thumbs in our heads but trust that there are people out there who have compassion and will love you however you are. If you ever need to talk or advice, my PMs are always open Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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