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I was searching for something in my computer, and by chance, this popped up and I decided to look at it. I was always a really sentimental person, so I must have saved this post onto my laptop even after posting it online. Reading it back now, it's like I was a completely different person. I'm glad I kept it though. I was 16 then, and tomorrow I'm going to turn 23. In retrospect, I think I did good... because now, even though there are still ups and downs, and there are still bad times, I think I'm a lot happier, and braver.

 

Time passes by so quickly... make sure to live happily everyday everyone <3

 

 

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Posted Today, 12:11 AM

im always concerned about time.

 

im growing 16 years old in january, and im already having a mid life crisis.

 

basically, i wont be a child ever again. 

my childhood is over.

all those years in my past, are gone. nothing but a memory, pictures and home videos.

 

sometimes, i get really depressed and ask myself what i want to do with my life.

im not ready to become 16.

 

i feel like i want to be 15 for a year longer. but time never stops, and that really bugs me.

 

i dont want to be like peter pan and live forever, but i want MORE TIME TO ENJOY LIFE.

 

the way things are now, time moves so fast and i blink once and a week is gone. 

 

i try to live everyday to the fullest, to stop and smell the roses along the way, to not have tunnel vision and to enjoy every minute of my life, but its so hard knowing that part of your life is gone. ive never felt this way before, and im probably the only one at my age that feels this way. all of my friends actually WANT to go out of high school FASTER. are they crazy? i want to stay in high school for as long as possible. last year went by so fast, and now that im in grade 10, half of my year is already over.

 

its really depressing.... and because of this i get depressed. and also because of what career i want to follow when i grow up. because i actually have the option of choosing a career, im really fortunate. but then again, having so many options can be a bad thing. my parents had few choices for jobs and were stuck with something that made them the most money.

 

but in today's society, us kids have the choice to choose our own jobs, and there are millions of jobs to choose from. i want to find happiness in my career, and i want to do something that i love because ill be doing it for the rest of my life.

 

i dont want to settle for less when i know that there is something better for me out there.

 

but again, my life is passing by and time is running out. this may sound weird from a 15 year old, but believe me. i want to live life TO THE FULLEST. everyday, every minute of my life, i want to be happy. 

 

its kind of like the book "the alchemist". i read it in english class last year and it really changed my life. until then, i didnt care about time or life. i would just do whatever, like everyone else. even after reading the book, my friends and peers dont care. but i do. it changed me. after santiago spent so much effort and time looking to fulfill his dreams, it turns out that everything that he ever wanted was right where he started in the first place. his key to happiness was right in front of him. 

 

maybe happiness is right in front of me, too. i just need help seeing it. and that's why i get depressed sometimes... so i would say im #3. im content.

 

i typed a lot XD

well, its late, so... i usually type a lot late at night. XD 

 

Saturday, December, 18, 2010

 

 

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