WestWorld 1,213 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Every day feels suffocating for me. Every time I open my eyes, I feel disappointed. Why was I born? If living hurts this much, why was I even born? If I was born to be loved, then why don’t the people around me love me? Why am I always alone? This pain in my heart, I can’t describe it. Loneliness is the most painful feeling in the world I think. I did my best to overcome and battle my demons but they grasp my feet and keep pulling me under. I’m trying to swim to the surface but I keep going down. I feel like I’m drowning and there’s no one to save me. No one who will give me their hand and pull me up. I don’t have anyone like that in my life. Depression is too hard to beat. I want to be free of this pain soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rvng 181 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 don't throw your life away, even if it feels lonely there's always someone who loves you, if you need someone to talk to then you can talk to me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Baeks Flat Ass 1,172 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Even if it takes some time, things will get better. You'll regret not continuing so hold on Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thigh-high feminist 15,771 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Nope, don't do this. Do you have access to counseling? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IjuswannaseeEXO 1,908 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 I'm not good with words, but please stay strong. We're here for you to talk to also. If you feel you don't have anyone talk to someone here. It's better to vent out your feelings and frustrations even to strangers willing to listen. I pray things will get better for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thigh-high feminist 15,771 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Try find angel.org they may be able to help you and DONT give up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
High Fructose Yoongi Syrup 7,149 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Dont let it beat you. Stay strong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
café 1,219 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 this isn't easy to do, but other people's love matters little if you love yourself first create reasons to make yourself so worthy of love that you will see someone you actually like when you look at the mirror, and people's appreciation will follow also, i don't know you but even as you are now, there will always be at least one person who loves you, don't always look at the people in front of you but also the ones who are sprinkled all around, you are loved Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Umji's butt minder 796 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Things are almost never as bad as we think. That you even spoke out here means that you are not as far in the hole as you think. Reach out for individual help. Call a helpline. Talk to a family member or friend who you trust. Speak to an authority figure in your life. You really are probably mentally exhausted and just need to rest. Please seek some help. We can only do so much online. You need to step up and help yourself a little. Take a good thought from all of us with you and do the right thing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WestWorld 1,213 Posted December 23, 2017 Author Share Posted December 23, 2017 Thank you all for your kind words but I don’t think I can keep fighting anymore. I’m thankful everyone said such nice things to me, really thank you and I’m sorry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
supercalifragilistic 3,020 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Hi, I don't know you but I'll repeat what Onew tell us on his twitter after the tragedy that is Jonghyun's death.. no matter whoever you are and whatever you do remember someone loves you more than yourself. Sent from my SM-J701F using OneHallyu mobile app Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eyebrows 200 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Whatever you do, don't give up. Even if you fight just a moment linger, you'll get closer to wanting to overcome the darkness. Please, please don't fall. I'm begging you, don't do it. Did you know, the Greeks believed in multiple types of love? There is a Greek love of those around you, your neighbor, and you are my onehallyu neighbor, even if I don't know you. Your cry will not go unheard. I give this love of neighbor to you. Someone out there will go on to love you so, so much more than you can imagine. Please wait. Until then, please focus on living another day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rvng 181 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Thank you all for your kind words but I don’t think I can keep fighting anymore. I’m thankful everyone said such nice things to me, really thank you and I’m sorry try, what if the future holds a lot of good things? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ByulHarangBona 35,161 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Thank you all for your kind words but I don’t think I can keep fighting anymore. I’m thankful everyone said such nice things to me, really thank you and I’m sorry There will always be someone who will be there for you. Don't throw your life away. If you need someone to talk to, my PM will be open. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hihihat 285 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 WestWorld, I don't know you but i love you already We are born because we are here to experience everything the world has to offer. Happiness, sadness, anger, love, joy, pain, everything. You are strong, but you are strongest when you find out, through experience and time, that your life is meaningful. There is a reason why in many artworks and literature, through a circle of raging fires and thick smoke, a small flower will always survive. Overtime, that flower will drop inklings of its own seeds, slowly turning the ruin around it into a garden full of life and curiosity. That flower is you. You are not alone, we are here for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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