Ash-Pikachu 51,270 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 Jonghyun's Final Letter, as transmitted by Dear Cloud's Nine: 종현과 마지막 ì¸ì‚¬ë¥¼ í•˜ê³ ì™”ì–´ìš”. ì›ƒê³ ìžˆëŠ” ì˜ì •ì‚¬ì§„ì„ ë³´ê³ ì„œë„ ì €ëŠ” ì—¬ì „ížˆ 종현ì´ê°€ ì œê²Œ 다가와 ì´ ëª¨ë“ ê²Œ 꿈ì´ì—ˆë˜ 것처럼 웃어줄 것 같았습니다. 얼마 ì „ë¶€í„° 종현ì´ëŠ” ì œê²Œ ì–´ë‘¡ê³ ê¹Šì€ ë‚´ë©´ì˜ ì´ì•¼ê¸°ë“¤ì„ 하곤 했어요.매ì¼ê°™ì´ ë§Žì´ íž˜ë“¤ì—ˆë˜ ê²ƒ 같아요. 불안한 ìƒê°ì´ 들어 가족들ì—ê²Œë„ ì•Œë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì˜ ë§ˆìŒì„ ìž¡ë„ë¡ ì• ì¼ëŠ”ë°ê²°êµì—” 시간만 지연시킬 ë¿ ê·¸ ë§ˆì§€ë§‰ì„ ë§‰ì§€ 못했습니다. ì•„ì§ë„ ì´ ì„¸ìƒì— 그가 없다는 게 믿어지지 ì•Šê³ ë„ˆë¬´ ê´´ë¡ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤.ì§€ê¸ˆë„ ì´ ê¸€ì„ ì˜¬ë¦¬ëŠ”ê²Œ 맞는 건지 ê²ë„ ë‚˜ì§€ë§Œì¢…í˜„ì´ ë³¸ì¸ì´ 세ìƒì—ì„œ 사ë¼ì§€ë©´ ì´ ê¸€ì„ ê¼ ì§ì ‘ ì˜¬ë ¤ë‹¬ë¼ê³ 부íƒì„ 했어요.ì´ëŸ° ë‚ ì´ ì˜¤ì§€ 않길 ë°”ëžëŠ”ë°...가족과 ìƒì˜ ëì—,ê·¸ì˜ ìœ ì–¸ì— ë”°ë¼ ìœ ì„œë¥¼ 올립니다.분명 ì €ì—게 맡긴 ì´ìœ ê°€ ìžˆì„ ê±°ë¼ê³ ìƒê°í•´ìš”.ë…¼ëž€ì´ ìžˆì„ ê±°ëž€ ê±±ì •ë„ í•˜ê³ ìžˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. í•˜ì§€ë§Œê·¸ë§ˆì €ë„ ì˜ˆìƒí•˜ê³ ì €ì—게 부íƒì„ í–ˆì„ ê±°ëž€ ìƒê°ì— ì œê°€ 종현ì´ë¥¼ 위해 í• ìˆ˜ 있는 마지막 ì¼ì„ í•´ì•¼ê² ë‹¤ê³ ê²°ì •í–ˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì´ì œë¼ë„ ì¢…í˜„ì´ í˜¼ìžê°€ 아니었다는 ê²ƒì„ ì•Œì•„ì£¼ê¸¸ ë°”ë¼ìš”. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìˆ˜ê³ í–ˆë‹¤ê³ ...ì •ë§ ìž˜í–ˆë‹¤ê³ ...잘 참아줘서 ê³ ë§™ë‹¤ê³ ì–˜ê¸°í•´ì£¼ì„¸ìš”...아름다운 종현아 ì •ë§ ë§Žì´ ì‚¬ëž‘í•´ ì•žìœ¼ë¡œë„ ë§Žì´ ì‚¬ëž‘í• ê²Œ. 그곳ì—서는 부디 아프지 ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆí•˜ê¸°ë¥¼ ë°”ë¼. ..ìœ ì„œ ì „ë¬¸ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤...ë‚œ ì†ì—서부터 ê³ ìž¥ë‚¬ë‹¤.천천히 ë‚ ê°‰ì•„ë¨¹ë˜ ìš°ìš¸ì€ ê²°êµ ë‚ ì§‘ì–´ì‚¼ì¼°ê³ ë‚œ 그걸 ì´ê¸¸ 수 없었다.나는 ë‚ ë¯¸ì›Œí–ˆë‹¤. ëŠê¸°ëŠ” ê¸°ì–µì„ ë¶™ë“¤ê³ ì•„ë¬´ë¦¬ ì •ì‹ ì°¨ë¦¬ë¼ê³ 소리ì³ë´ë„ ë‹µì€ ì—†ì—ˆë‹¤.막히는 ìˆ¨ì„ í‹”ì–´ì¤„ 수 없다면 ì°¨ë¼ë¦¬ 멈추는게 나아. ë‚ ì±…ìž„ì§ˆ 수 있는건 누구ì¸ì§€ 물었다.너ë¿ì´ì•¼.ë‚œ ì˜¤ë¡¯ì´ í˜¼ìžì˜€ë‹¤.ë낸다는 ë§ì€ 쉽다.ë내기는 ì–´ë µë‹¤.ê·¸ ì–´ë ¤ì›€ì— ì—¬ì§€ê» ì‚´ì•˜ë‹¤. ë„ë§ì¹˜ê³ 싶ì€ê±°ë¼ 했다. 맞아. ë‚œ ë„ë§ì¹˜ê³ 싶었어. 나ì—게서. 너ì—게서.거기 누구ëƒê³ 물었다. 나ë¼ê³ 했다. ë˜ ë‚˜ë¼ê³ 했다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ë˜ ë‚˜ë¼ê³ 했다.왜 ìžê¾¸ë§Œ ê¸°ì–µì„ ìžƒëƒ í–ˆë‹¤. 성격 탓ì´ëž€ë‹¤. ê·¸ë ‡êµ°ìš”. ê²°êµì—” 다 내탓ì´êµ°ìš”.눈치채주길 바랬지만 ì•„ë¬´ë„ ëª°ëžë‹¤. ë‚ ë§Œë‚œì 없으니 ë‚´ê°€ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ëŠ”ê²Œ 당연해.왜 사ëŠëƒ 물었다. 그냥. 그냥. 다들 그냥 산단다.왜 ì£½ìœ¼ëƒ ë¬¼ìœ¼ë©´ 지쳤다 í•˜ê² ë‹¤.ì‹œë‹¬ë¦¬ê³ ê³ ë¯¼í–ˆë‹¤. 지겨운 통ì¦ë“¤ì„ 환í¬ë¡œ 바꾸는 ë²•ì€ ë°°ìš´ ì ë„ ì—†ì—ˆë‹¤.통ì¦ì€ 통ì¦ì¼ ë¿ì´ë‹¤. 그러지 ë§ë¼ê³ ë‚ ë‹¤ê·¸ì³¤ë‹¤.왜요? ë‚œ 왜 ë‚´ 마ìŒëŒ€ë¡œ ëë„ ëª»ë§ºê²Œ í•´ìš”?왜 아픈지를 ì°¾ìœ¼ë¼ í–ˆë‹¤.너무 잘 ì•Œê³ ìžˆë‹¤. ë‚œ 나 ë•Œë¬¸ì— ì•„í”„ë‹¤. ì „ë¶€ 다 ë‚´ 탓ì´ê³ ë‚´ê°€ 못나서야.ì„ ìƒë‹˜ ì´ë§ì´ ë“£ê³ ì‹¶ì—ˆë‚˜ìš”?아뇨. ë‚œ 잘못한게 없어요. 조근한 목소리로 ë‚´ì„±ê²©ì„ íƒ“í• ë•Œ ì˜ì‚¬ ì°¸ 쉽다 ìƒê°í–ˆë‹¤.왜 ì´ë ‡ê²Œê¹Œì§€ 아픈지 ì‹ ê¸°í•œ 노릇ì´ë‹¤. 나보다 íž˜ë“ ì‚¬ëžŒë“¤ë„ ìž˜ë§Œ ì‚´ë˜ë°. 나보다 약한 ì‚¬ëžŒë“¤ë„ ìž˜ë§Œ ì‚´ë˜ë°. 아닌가보다. 살아있는 사람 ì¤‘ì— ë‚˜ë³´ë‹¤ íž˜ë“ ì‚¬ëžŒì€ ì—†ê³ ë‚˜ë³´ë‹¤ 약한 ì‚¬ëžŒì€ ì—†ë‹¤.ê·¸ëž˜ë„ ì‚´ìœ¼ë¼ê³ 했다.왜 그래야하는지 수백번 물어ë´ë„ ë‚ ìœ„í•´ì„œëŠ” 아니다. ë„위해서다. ë‚ ìœ„í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì—ˆë‹¤.ì œë°œ 모르는 소리 좀 하지 ë§ì•„ìš”.왜 íž˜ë“ ì§€ë¥¼ 찾으ë¼ë‹ˆ. 몇번ì´ë‚˜ 얘기해 줬잖아. 왜 ë‚´ê°€ íž˜ë“ ì§€. 그걸로는 ì´ë§Œí¼ 힘들면 안ë¼ëŠ”거야? ë” êµ¬ì²´ì ì¸ ë“œë¼ë§ˆê°€ 있어야 하는거야? 좀 ë” ì‚¬ì—°ì´ ìžˆì—ˆìœ¼ë©´ 하는 거야? ì´ë¯¸ ì´ì•¼ê¸°í–ˆìž–ì•„. 혹시 í˜ë ¤ë“¤ì€ ê±° 아니야? ì´ê²¨ë‚¼ 수있는건 í‰í„°ë¡œ 남지 ì•Šì•„. 세ìƒê³¼ 부딪히는 ê±´ ë‚´ ëª«ì´ ì•„ë‹ˆì—ˆë‚˜ë´.세ìƒì— ì•Œë ¤ì§€ëŠ” ê±´ ë‚´ ì‚¶ì´ ì•„ë‹ˆì—ˆë‚˜ë´. 다 그래서 íž˜ë“ ê±°ë”ë¼. 부딪혀서, ì•Œë ¤ì ¸ì„œ 힘들ë”ë¼. 왜 그걸 íƒí–ˆì„까. 웃긴 ì¼ì´ë‹¤.ì§€ê¸ˆê» ë²„í‹°ê³ ìžˆì—ˆë˜ê²Œ 용하지.무슨 ë§ì„ ë”í•´. 그냥 ìˆ˜ê³ í–ˆë‹¤ê³ í•´ì¤˜.ì´ë§Œí•˜ë©´ ìž˜í–ˆë‹¤ê³ . ê³ ìƒí–ˆë‹¤ê³ 해줘.웃지는 못하ë”ë¼ë„ 탓하며 보내진 ë§ì•„줘.ìˆ˜ê³ í–ˆì–´.ì •ë§ ê³ ìƒí–ˆì–´.안녕. © OH!mes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gloupipoo 1,619 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 receipts Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MILJYU 1,529 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 uh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lizzo 4,159 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 WHY WONT THSI SHITTY DAY END FUCK ME Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thatoneuser 3,230 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 The signs were all there... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pirine 4,209 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 receipts Its real. released by a close friend. No full translation yet though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
youtrieditduh 4,575 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 no no no Jonghyun, you were worth so much more Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IKKY 6,735 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 It's weird to think that he doesn't exist anymore. How sad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
plutto 9,419 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 receipts Click here to view the Tweet Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VANTE 4,595 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 thats so fucking sad holy shit i cannot do this right now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Omni 1,778 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 This is so saddening. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fruit 8,880 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 Wait for correct translations, it's a long letter... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Going Crazy 1,199 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 Rest well angel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
copy and paste 236 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 It's unfortunate that he felt that way when he always above and beyond in every sense of the term. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cheolbong supremacy 16,576 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 I cant find words to describe how utterly heartbreaking this is Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gloupipoo 1,619 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 Its real. released by a close friend. No full translation yet though. Damnnnnn I knew he was depressed for the past year or so but never thought it ran that deep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maeo 13,013 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 there's a full trans going around but it's done by auto-translate, please don't post it here. I don't know why anyone started spreading it but I find it utterly disrespectful, insensitive and just fkin ugly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gloupipoo 1,619 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 Click here to view the Tweet thanks it's horrible Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mom 817 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 Wait for correct translations, it's a long letter... Oh my god. This is what's going to finally make me break down Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rockerchic88 9,477 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 More translations Click here to view the Tweet Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RUNCH RANDA 1,508 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 It's weird to think that he doesn't exist anymore.. I'm not too fond of this wording He did exist and will always exist, even if he isn't alive anymore, his achievements and his memories won't just disappear Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mees Madds 36,578 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 What can we do now? Just praying he found peace and a place where there is no more suffering. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jennaayy 14,875 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 Oh man this is heartbreaking Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KAI PARKER 4,559 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 WHY WONT THSI SHITTY DAY END FUCK ME Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rockerchic88 9,477 Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 Guys may I know who is dear nine? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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