someone wake me up from this nightmare

[☾vroomvroomilikethat★]

tried to keep a clear and logical head for the whole day but it's almost become the breaking point for me

why is this life so full of misery and pain

why must living beings suffer so much just to strive for a bit of happiness

is it too much to ask for inner peace while one is still breathing

 

 

we will and we must move on from this.  but how, when it just seems so bleak and things can never stay the same at this point

[starfruit]

im so sorry

stay strong op

[Mom]

The grief will fade in time for those of us who didn't know him, and who never met him. Eventually, it'll just be a dull sadness, until eventually even that will go away when we think of him, and we'll try to remember all the good that he did when he was with us.

 

For us, it's just the shock and suddenness.

 

I personally feel like shit for the people that knew him, personally, that loved him - and to them I would say that it'll get easier to deal with every day, but it's okay for them to never entirely get over it. They got to know the Jonghyun that existed behind closed doors, and they'll mourn him in a different way I suspect.

 

And that's okay too.

 

It'll be okay.

 

It's okay to be shocked, and to grieve, but don't get consumed by it, because it.will.be.okay.

[Ego ista]

It’s not a nightmare it’s real life and it’ll dull soon enough

[YuMing]

stay strong op 

[Daria~]

You’ll be alright. It still sucks tho

[Trinity]

Stay strong

[Anki_tao]

idk... the worst part is... we don't know him personally. we are just fans . unknown people million miles away.... what can we do? how much do we care??? the entire twitter will trend hashtags for days, change their DPs, post condolences and then ...what? we move on because it doesn't really affect us. We don't know him. We couldn't help him. We can't care about him. I feel like a hypocrite every post i make about being "sad". I am turning this into a pity party for myself. I am using the life of another person and making it about me. How horrible. How horrible.

 

While all of us screaming and crying, people who are really genuinely affected- the immediate family and friends.... they are silent. Who knows what is going on through their minds. 

Who knows went through Jonghyun's mind.

 

I sit bewildered at the irony of this situation and my own inner demons.

[moomoo]

Vroomvroom - when the dark night comes, we gotta look towards the bright stars (and moon) in sky. As many as there are nights, there are also days.

 

I used to have depression for about 10 years—it's a tough battle, and it was only after seeing it as a illness I no longer wanted to have, is when I started to seek counseling and get better. It was deciding that you don't have to live a miserable life.

 

I hope in this time of sadness, you can find happiness. Stay strong, seek help—there is no shame in doing so. 

 

Just also know that your presence on OH (and all those beautiful Moonstar posts) really brought people joy (at least, this one moomoo did:).

 

As Moonbyul said:

 

Hope you find the light!