GirlBye 27,959 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 im sick all the time and am always having to deal with some health issue that puts a burden on my parents for the past year my memory keeps getting worse and worse i work so hard in school but for what? i haven't been able to gain any work experience during college due to my health issues so no one will hire me after i grad so all the money my parents spent will go to waste whenever i think it's finally getting better and i feel happy something has to happen that destroys it i just want it all to end tbh i don't like talking about my feelings to my family and friends since i don't want to burden them hence why im making this post since no one on here knows me irl i read it helps expressing what ur feeling one way or another hence this post i just want to be healthy and happy and to be able to accomplish my goals... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
oceana 271 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 I hope your health will continue to improve! Don't overwork yourself with school load and most of all avoid getting too stressed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
delirium 4,237 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 Failing or feeling like you're a failure is a common experience across humanity. Many peopl have been where you are. Your present doesn't always determine your future. Perhaps, your experiences aren't wasted, at all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ErikaEGO 8,626 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 It might be hard to talk to the people in your life, but if you think about it they are meant to help you. I had to learn that I wouldn't burden my loved ones by telling them my problems, if anything they were worried and told me they would've preferred I told them earlier. I don't know how much people on oh can really help professionally with your health issues, what has your doctor suggested to you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SJJD 1,975 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 op have you tried talking to a therapist? it sounds like you have some pretty heavy depression you're dealing with. i honestly know how you feel (i'm partially hospitalized for depression right now) but you have to understand that depression has a way of twisting thoughts and making you believe things that aren't reality. things may not be as bleak as your depression is making it seem. i know you can pull through this, the human will is one of the strongest things in the world. it would probably be very helpful for you to see someone and maybe try an antidepressant. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RiseLikeACrowTit 862 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 im sick all the time and am always having to deal with some health issue that puts a burden on my parents for the past year my memory keeps getting worse and worse i work so hard in school but for what? i haven't been able to gain any work experience during college due to my health issues so no one will hire me after i grad so all the money my parents spent will go to waste whenever i think it's finally getting better and i feel happy something has to happen that destroys it i just want it all to end tbh i don't like talking about my feelings to my family and friends since i don't want to burden them hence why im making this post since no one on here knows me irl i read it helps expressing what ur feeling one way or another hence this post i just want to be healthy and happy and to be able to accomplish my goals... Maybe focus on living and not surviving; enjoy the things nature offers you, trust me life is complicated for all, read maybe can help you; you definetely should share this ideas of yours with someone irl, it's burden you, I think is important you share them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BITE MY CLIT 7,042 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 Aw I hope your health continues to improve! There is nothing you can do about it so don't blame yourself and beat yourself up about it. For now, just try to do your best in school. I hope everything works out for you <3 Have you tried applying for internships related to your field of study? Is it that you aren't getting opportunities because of your health problems? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GirlBye 27,959 Posted December 12, 2017 Author Share Posted December 12, 2017 Aw I hope your health continues to improve! There is nothing you can do about it so don't blame yourself and beat yourself up about it. For now, just try to do your best in school. I hope everything works out for you <3 Have you tried applying for internships related to your field of study? Is it that you aren't getting opportunities because of your health problems? i can barely handle going to school with my health, i don't know how i would handle work on top of it it's gotten to the point were i feel like i can't breathe and want to kill myself op have you tried talking to a therapist? it sounds like you have some pretty heavy depression you're dealing with. i honestly know how you feel (i'm partially hospitalized for depression right now) but you have to understand that depression has a way of twisting thoughts and making you believe things that aren't reality. things may not be as bleak as your depression is making it seem. i know you can pull through this, the human will is one of the strongest things in the world. it would probably be very helpful for you to see someone and maybe try an antidepressant. i've thought about going to a therapist but my parents would then know Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cutie Unnie 1 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 Stay strong ! I hope you're health continues to improve !! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SJJD 1,975 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 i can barely handle going to school with my health, i don't know how i would handle work on top of it it's gotten to the point were i feel like i can't breathe and want to kill myself i've thought about going to a therapist but my parents would then know does your school have any mental health resources? my school let me do five visits free with their on campus therapists without my parents knowing, maybe yours has something similar? or if you have a women's center on campus, they typically have a therapist able to meet with people for free for circumstances like yours. i know it's hard, but it can really help, and you don't deserve to feel like you're feeling right now. even calling a hotline can help! i don't know what country you're in, but i've called the us national suicide hotline and it's helped me. like you said in your post, just talking about it can make you feel better and they're trained therapists there to help you anonymously. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GirlBye 27,959 Posted December 12, 2017 Author Share Posted December 12, 2017 does your school have any mental health resources? my school let me do five visits free with their on campus therapists without my parents knowing, maybe yours has something similar? or if you have a women's center on campus, they typically have a therapist able to meet with people for free for circumstances like yours. i know it's hard, but it can really help, and you don't deserve to feel like you're feeling right now. even calling a hotline can help! i don't know what country you're in, but i've called the us national suicide hotline and it's helped me. like you said in your post, just talking about it can make you feel better and they're trained therapists there to help you anonymously. ill look into my school's mental health resources thank you ive tried calling the suicide hotline but i always hang up before i get connected...idk why im so scared to talk to someone irl... even after posting this thread i broke out in a cold sweat im scared since i don't want to kill myself but a part of me feels like that's the best solution Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SJJD 1,975 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 ill look into my school's mental health resources thank you ive tried calling the suicide hotline but i always hang up before i get connected...idk why im so scared to talk to someone irl... even after posting this thread i broke out in a cold sweat im scared since i don't want to kill myself but a part of me feels like that's the best solution it's really scary, i know i was shaking the first time i called. someone answers and they ask what's going on, if you're in danger and everything, and then just help you talk things out. it feels like a huge step to take but i promise even talking to someone briefly about it will make you feel so much better. they usually connect you to a local hotline, and they might even be able to help you out with some resources. killing yourself is never the best solution. i promise you can pull through this and you will be so thankful that you didn't hurt yourself. i know it's hard but you just have to keep moving forward. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GirlBye 27,959 Posted December 12, 2017 Author Share Posted December 12, 2017 it's really scary, i know i was shaking the first time i called. someone answers and they ask what's going on, if you're in danger and everything, and then just help you talk things out. it feels like a huge step to take but i promise even talking to someone briefly about it will make you feel so much better. they usually connect you to a local hotline, and they might even be able to help you out with some resources. killing yourself is never the best solution. i promise you can pull through this and you will be so thankful that you didn't hurt yourself. i know it's hard but you just have to keep moving forward. thank you so much Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SJJD 1,975 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 thank you so much just promise you won’t hurt yourself tonight. if you ever need anything i’m here for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GirlBye 27,959 Posted December 12, 2017 Author Share Posted December 12, 2017 just promise you won’t hurt yourself tonight. if you ever need anything i’m here for you. im in a much better state now my school does have a therapist so im going to try to make an appointment with them your words helped me calm down so thank you for that, hope you don't mind if i pm you in the future Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SJJD 1,975 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 im in a much better state now my school does have a therapist so im going to try to make an appointment with them your words helped me calm down so thank you for that, hope you don't mind if i pm you in the future i’m really glad to hear that. and of course, i’m here whenever you need me! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jinsouljin 36 Posted December 12, 2017 Share Posted December 12, 2017 i hope your health improves! don’t end it all /: i really believe in you! go see and a therapist and see if it helps. you can even pm me if you need someone to talk to Sent from my iPhone using OneHallyu Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kayden411 6,540 Posted December 14, 2017 Share Posted December 14, 2017 I just want to say if you want to talk to anybody in a safe environment you are more than welcome to message me. Or not. But the offer is there. Take care of yourself please *hugs and love* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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