I am low key evil tho

[redheart]

I'm nice I swear, like you could ask any of my friends or relative irl

and they'd tell that I'm by no means a bad person

but sometimes I get this urge to be really mean and cruel

like sometimes when this friend of mine would calls me

to talk about some personal problems she's having I'd be listening to her and think about telling her that she needs to shut the fuck up and that nobody cares about her or her feelings certainly not me

 

or when this friend of mine that had bad self esteem for the longest time and is recently starting to feel better about herself, would talk to me about how she's finally starting to love herself and her body

I'd think about telling her she's not that great and she ain't shit anyways

for both those situation I imagine how they would react 

 

or when I'm waiting for the train and it's arriving

I'd think about throwing myself on the rail way because it would annoy everyone and slow the trafic

or think about how it feels when you die being hit that by a train, or how my friends and family would feel bad

and wonder why I did that

 

I love those friends I mention and I don't want to commit suicide but I don't know

sometimes those thoughts come through my mind and I can't stop them

I never and will never act upon them but it happens from times to times 

 

so does it happen to you too or am I a freak?

[Pleasure]

jiayou? is that you?

[Full Moon]

arent we all like that?

[redheart]

jiayou? is that you?

 

who?

[PromiscuousBunny]

arent we all like that?

[jiayou]

jiayou? is that you?

I am high key evil 

[Haze]

I'm lowkey evil... but I can't relate to the instances you listed lmao.

 

Aside from maybe the first one.

[Mark Lee]

Me too, my friend calls me the spawn of satan.

[Pleasure]

I am high key evil 

 

  rip angel jia.