My ex boyfriend messaged me..not sure if he still has feelings for me or not

[WestWorld]

Okay so we met through an app and were in a long distance relationship for about 4 months. Although it was long distance relationship, it was probably the best relationship I've been in. He treated me the best out of all the guys I've dated. He helped me a lot through my depression, when they found something in my mom's brain, when I was feeling scared and confused about my future. He made me feel loved for the first time in so long. We also had the same type of humor and both horny perverts lol so he was basically like my best friend. But..we also fought a lot. I'm kind of the clingy, sticky girl so that would make us fight a lot. We broke up like 7 times lol but always got back together. Like a magnet, I was just attracted to him. We couldn't stay apart from each other. But about two weeks ago, we got into a huge fight. I hurt him so badly and the way we ended things, I thought he would never speak to me. But yesterday, he messaged me asking how I was doing. We talked a bit on the phone; he told me he was still trying to figure out whether he loved me for my appearance, voice or my personality. He said he probably wouldn't get back with me but he couldn't help but think about me all the time. He did over work time to distract himself but since he was on a break yesterday he messaged me. He said he missed talking to me, even just shitty conversation was okay with him. He still wanted to message me and talk to me on the phone (we ended up having phone sex LOL but he said he won't ever do that again). I still love him a lot and every time he sends me a message, my heart flutters and I feel excited. He messaged me cutely lol with emojis and talks like his old self; but I'm not sure..is he totally over me? I don't mind staying his friend honestly as long as he is part of my life. He's one of the most important person to me..ah fuck I really do love him T-T hug me someone pls

[kimchidiablo]

pretty sure that he wants you back

[lovesound]

/hugs

 

aww i think he still has feelings for you

[lovesound]

btw is this a straight relationship.. cuz idk if you're male or female 

[WestWorld]

btw is this a straight relationship.. cuz idk if you're male or female

Yes I'm a female ^^

[Tifa]

At least you had a boyfriend

 

i think he wants u back tho

[kyubix]

just give a try... but not put high hope... wish you a best luck

[Affley]

I think he still has feelings for you, if you really like him, it won't be wrong for you to take initiative first and talk to him about it. I really hope everything works well for you two in the end, good luck.

[JihyoStoleMyHeartAYAYAY]

pretty sure that he wants you back

[llamaswag]

He still has feelings for u (it is normal, it is not easy to get over someone u love) but at the same time he probably not sure he wants to get back together as u guys keep breaking up. It may not meant to be?? Unless u guys are a young couple that always saying break up word on every little fight. Then I guess keep enjoying the ride.

If u and him serious want to build a long term relationship and about each other, you guys have to talk through in what went wrong with the previous 7 break up and talk how to fix that before getting back together. And if still not working out, it is time to let it go and not wasting anyone time. There maybe someone else for both of you.

[sungjins]

I know what it feels to break up several times and get back together again in a long distance relationship. By the sounds of it- he wants to give it another go even if hes saying otherwise..so if you're willing to try again, then I'd ask him how he feels about it. Either way, there's no harm in telling him how you truly feel