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i was reflecting, as i, an insomniac, tend to do in the deep hours of the night

 

when i broke aaaybfeok my thoughts unnoticed it was already 5 AM, I have work at 6 so I had to get up and hurry. however I realized I could not move my body

 

this happens quite often when I feel too numb and don't take my meds (they don't really do shit but have somewhat of some placebo effect so sometimes I can fool myself into thinking they help), it's impossible to get out of bed. and when you do, you can't taste or see anything, and the whole day passes by like that, like you're still asleep, brain is broken, can't taste or see, every sound is too sharp and too quiet, etc

 

when this happens. how do U get through the day????

 

i tend to perform my cleansing ritual of watching 1 Taehyung fancam from each BTS era since 2013, and then I make a small sacrifice to my Sehun shrine and pray. I speak to him and intend to find that it helps most of the time, except on some days, God abandons his hopeless children and leaves them to drown in the moonsoon

 

on those days I can't pray to my shrine, so I eat expired food and see how many layers of blankets I can pile ooon top of myself while still being able to breathe. I win if I pass out

 

When I'm under the covers I sometimes will drink and stare at a gif of Taehyung. His smile gives me hope even on the darkest days. Today's gif:

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don't drag Taehyung okay I can't handle it right now

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I used to suffer from chronic insomnia but it miraculously went away after I started stanning Jungkook.

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just chilling ......u will be fine..smoke weed everyday~~~

weed is grosss I prefer tequila it takes me on a journey

I used to suffer from chronic insomnia but it miraculously went away after I started stanning Jungkook.

that sounds like a drag g tbh
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I used to suffer from chronic insomnia but it miraculously went away after I started stanning Jungkook.

 

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