ChungJoJo 31 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 For all that its worth i find life pretty useless, i mean i can't get anywhere in life, i'm trying but the world just pushes me back to square one. Alot of days i keep wondering, you know maybe i wasn't suppose to exist and this is gods way of punishing me, which is to push me to suicide, maybe i was meant to commit suicide. Because no matter what i do, or try to do, I'm not happy, no matter how hard i try, or how many lies i tell myself to continue another day. So really whats the point of all this... I honestly feel like everyday is another push to killing myself and to be perfectly honest. The noose never looked so appealing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fool 2,878 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 pls dont kill yourself there are a lot of things to live for (family, friends, pets, etc). you should talk with your friends or a therapist and get everything off your chest. hope you feel better ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChungJoJo 31 Posted July 9, 2017 Author Share Posted July 9, 2017 pls dont kill yourself there are a lot of things to live for (family, friends, pets, etc). you should talk with your friends or a therapist and get everything off your chest. hope you feel better ! Family, friends? They dont care about me, my family shoves my mental illness away and tell me to just "cheer up" my friends dont care they just move on, i am nothing, i am insignificant, and a burden to everyone around me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fool 2,878 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 Family, friends? They dont care about me, my family shoves my mental illness away and tell meto just "cheer up" my friends dont care they just move on, i am nothing, i am insignificant, and a burden to everyone around me. :/ it's alright. you can always find new friends. do things youre good at and things that make you happy. even if there is nothing, find stuff to do! i just went through your profile and your messages seem very concerning. maybe you should see a psychiatrist and get some help. and you said you would want to get married, so that seems like something you can look forward to! even though i just met you, you seem like a great person and i care about you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dioo 19 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 To pray to God Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Clarity 70 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 Life isn't smooth-sailing all the times. Please, if you have something bothering you, go talk to a therapist or someone close to you. Don't keep it bottled up. I was once in the same situation as you. You have to learn there's more things in life than just focusing on the negatives. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JihyoStoleMyHeartAYAYAY 22,189 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 For all that its worth i find life pretty useless, i mean i can't get anywhere in life, i'm trying but the world just pushes me back to square one. Alot of days i keep wondering, you know maybe i wasn't suppose to exist and this is gods way of punishing me, which is to push me to suicide, maybe i was meant to commit suicide. Because no matter what i do, or try to do, I'm not happy, no matter how hard i try, or how many lies i tell myself to continue another day. So really whats the point of all this... I honestly feel like everyday is another push to killing myself and to be perfectly honest. The noose never looked so appealing I kno the feeling. But instead of suicide, I'm just waiting for my time to leave this world. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trinity 772 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 Family, friends? They dont care about me, my family shoves my mental illness away and tell me to just "cheer up" my friends dont care they just move on, i am nothing, i am insignificant, and a burden to everyone around me. Forget them then as they don't understand Just know God put you on this earth to live Everyone's life is hard, you just have to move through it Please don't kill yourself Find things that you love and aspire to do and just focus on that Maybe set up an appointment or ask your parents to with a therapist so you talk out all what's making you depressed with no judgement It's helped me You can always pm me if you need someone to chat with as well Here's an anonymous chat site for depression, anxiety, etc https://www.7cups.com/anonymous-chat/ Hope i helped <33 I care about you and you're not alone Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyrie 6,251 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 The point of living is to eventually earn enough money to go to Disneyland. ...at least, that's what it is for me. I am often suicidal but since I haven't been to Disneyland yet, I'm going to keep on going. Take things one day at a time. If that's not good enough, pick something that you want to experience, like a movie coming out, or a game you want to play, or a comeback you want to hear- and set that as your goal to live until. Then, when that's over, pick something else. And so on, and so on. Eventually, maybe you won't even have to pick a goal. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trigger 38 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 Just live for yourself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderatоr 62 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 i also tired of Living, i mean what is the purpose to become someone's slave and then retired Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
a n a 1,011 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 same lmao what's the fucking point Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remus 1,775 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 Try drugs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Enki91 91 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 Dude, please get help. I actually see lots of similarities to how i felt years ago in your post, that situation is not as uncommon as you might think. But there is a way out. It will be tough, it will cost lots of energy and willpower but it's worth it. If none of your relatives and friends are supporting you, seek the help of a social worker, or as others have suggested depression/suicide hotlines, they will help you with the next steps until you feel strong enough to continue on your own, no matter how long it takes. But to do that, you have to do the first step and seek that help, and then have to tell them exactly how you feel so they can understand your case. Don't worry about any consequences or anything, they are confidential and their job is to help you, not punish you. Also don't go down the path of alcohol and drugs, it's just a temporary solution that will only make things worse. I've been there myself and will regret wasting those years my entire life. We're all here for you if you need someone to talk to, even in PM if you don't feel comfortable doing it publicly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
edoc 94 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 To watch pron that's what I'm doing right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
5th_wall 1,042 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 For all that its worth i find life pretty useless, i mean i can't get anywhere in life, i'm trying but the world just pushes me back to square one. Alot of days i keep wondering, you know maybe i wasn't suppose to exist and this is gods way of punishing me, which is to push me to suicide, maybe i was meant to commit suicide. Because no matter what i do, or try to do, I'm not happy, no matter how hard i try, or how many lies i tell myself to continue another day. So really whats the point of all this... I honestly feel like everyday is another push to killing myself and to be perfectly honest. The noose never looked so appealing If you believe in a god, why would he create you, if not for you to life? Life is not a punishment, it is the road you travel on. The collective sum of all the steps you have taken and all the experiences you've made. I am sorry you are having a hard time. What makes you happy? What are the tiny things that make you smile? Perhaps it's time to treat yourself with kindness. Sent from my HUAWEI VNS-L31 using OneHallyu mobile app Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aegyo Chorong 35 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 I honestly know what you mean. Everytime I look out into the world all I see nothing more than death and despair. The hopelessness just consumes me everyday and I feel that I'm reaching to the point of no return. I have basically isolated myself from the world, because there is no one I can relate to. Everyone that I know is just obsessed with themselves and the material things of this life. The loneliness doesn't bother me much, the only thing that really affects me is knowing​ that things will never change and that I'm powerless to do anything about it. I'm not gonna say don't commit suicide or do because only you and you alone know what you're going through. Also with respect to God, I'm a believer in Jesus( not a Christian though), however I don't have the bubble gum and rainbow view of the world.I have read the Bible and I understand clearly what it says. Jesus never said that you would have a nice life, a big house or a beautiful spouse. People think that prosperity means physical wealth, but that's a lie. If you look out your window you'll see that most of the time it's the people who do good are the ones who suffer, and it's the poor who are taken advantage of while the rich an evil reap the rewards. But remember Jesus said that you will suffer. That's why he said to "take up your cross an follow me". The cross symbolises suffering. Jesus did also say that your reward is not in this world, but in the next one. This clearly shows that your life may not be a happy one. I don't know what your beliefs​ are but the principles are the same with regards to life. At the end of the day you will have to make your decision just as I will have to one day, but if there is any advice that I can give you is to just be patient, and also spend some time opening your eyes and freeing yourself from bondage. Take care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bom 2,161 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 Mental health issues are the absolute worst, dealing with a seemingly unbeatable storm in your mind can seem impossible. I hope you can find someone to talk to, these thoughts can be so lonely and debilitating but there are people who understand and can help you. Please take care and do things that make you happy ~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChungJoJo 31 Posted July 9, 2017 Author Share Posted July 9, 2017 Just live for yourself. i don't know how to. I never lived for myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trigger 38 Posted July 9, 2017 Share Posted July 9, 2017 i don't know how to. I never lived for myself. You make a list of what you want and work to earn it. That's all there is to life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lihanam_j 595 Posted July 14, 2017 Share Posted July 14, 2017 If you believe in God you should realise that He created you for a purpose, just like everything else. God does not make mistakes. Also if you believe in an afterlife you should understand that this world was not meant to be created perfect, its a test for the next life. Anticipate that great moment and work towards improving your self and soul. Idk if you hold the same view as I do but if you stop living for other people, becoming a slave to them, stop becoming a slave to this world, and even your own self, become a slave to God. Then you'll have a clear goal to work towards. Also what always helps me when I'm depressed is telling myself that everything is eventually going to be okay, because it's in God's hands and we're part of this great eternal scheme which is flawless. And it always turns out this way. I think its less about luck and more about possessing that mindset. I hope you feel better. My prayers are with you. And I firmly believe its going to be okay. Trust me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Archived
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.