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Cruel Reality. Chanyeol/Reader fanfic


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You knew better than anyone that you majorly pissed Chanyeol off, which is a very rare occasion, considering the circumstances. You knew you had to make it up to him, to find something to repay for what you said, but above all you needed to apologize. But that was the problem, you didn’t know exactly what to say or how for that matter.

 

You sigh, back where you started, you honestly didn’t want to make matters worse for yourself— you didn’t want Chanyeol to be even more mad at you if you were to try and apologize—so instead of trying o fix things like you undoubtedly should of, laid low, kept your distance from the man in case you might infuriate Chanyeol further.

 

Although as the rest of the day progressed, your so-called plan of avoiding Chanyeol only seemed to make the situation much worse than it already was.

 

Chanyeol was never very good with words, especially when he was this angered, you knew this yet why did you expect Chanyeol to confront you about your supposed-to-be-friendly-banter from earlier that day? It wasn’t like it was Chanyeol who started the argument, so why did you feel like it was him who should be the one apologizing? You groaned loudly, you hated it (like really hated) to admit it but, it was you who was in the wrong, it was you that kept things going not him. It didn’t make matters any better that you was a stubborn ass who couldn’t grasp onto the concept that Chanyeol was right, or that you were more than desperately wanting to prove that you were correct in the argument when clearly Chanyeol said you wasn’t.

 

Now here you was outside Chanyeol’s room, hand raised in the air to knock but your pride was getting the better of you. You clenched your teeth, it’s for the better, you told yourself, it was best to resolve things therefore you could go back to the way things were. You couldn’t stand the thought of your outstanding friend to hate you for the rest of his life over something so fucking stupid. You didn’t want to be childish in this new problem, you were a grown woman who could do things for herself and running away (like you had been doing) is never the solution.

 

Eventually gathering yourself you finally knocked, but when you didn’t get a answer you knocked again and again and again until you grew inpatient and just bardged right in, seeing Chanyeol look up from his phone only to give you the dirtiest look ever. Clearly he’s still mad, you conclude. Pulling out a earphone he spat angrily, “God, don’t even bother, just get out.†You bite your lip, sceptical whether this was truly a good idea like you assumed. You shake your head, ridding the thought. No, there was no turning back, he was something you could never lose, and you’ll be fucking damned if you allow it to happen.

 

“No, I came to talk…We need to talk.†You spoke after a pause, unbottling your courage to face him.

 

“I don’t care about anything that you have to say, now get out, I can’t even look at you right now.†Chanyeol replied coldly, looking back to his phone before putting the earbud back in his ear, ignoring you completely. You flinched, you’ve never heard that type of tone from him before. He used to be sweet and gentle, but this was something altogether. You scowled.

 

“I’m not going anywhere, we need to fix this, Chanyeol!†You declared slamming the door behind you shut, before crossing your arms to show that you was dead serious. “Suck it up, I hate this side of you and I’ll be damned if Iose our friendship over something so fucking ridiculous.â€

 

When Chanyeol noticed you wasn’t leaving he angrily pulled out his earphones and threw his phone halfway across the room, the device hitting the wall loudly as he nearly screamed, “Get the fuck out, (Y/N)!â€

 

“No!†You yelled back, walking over towards the abused phone to pick it up, luckily it had a case on it or else who knew how much damage it could’ve taken. When you made it across to Chanyeol you tossed it back to him, but not harshly, you didn’t want to complicate things further. “We are going to sort this fucking shit out Chan! You were right, okay, I get that now. Do you hear me? You. Were. Right! There I said it! I’m fucking sorry!â€

 

Chanyeol’s glare of daggers had yet to die down and you snarled, gritting your teeth. What the fuck do you want from me Chanyeol! To get down on my knees and beg for your forgiveness, to kiss your fucking hand like you’re a saint, to embarrass myself in public just for your joy, fuck I’d simply like to suck your cock just to show you how much I care for you, to prove just enough that I want us to be more than friends. That’s what you wanted to say, but the words didn’t come out that way.

 

“What do you want from me then, huh Chanyeol? What more bullshit do I have to put up with until you see that I’m truly sorry?†You furrowed your brows, leaning forward and grabbed Chanyeol’s neck roughly, pulling him forward to look at you as you spoke. Chanyeol eyes merely sharped. “Come on tell me, Chan!†You snapped, your fingers tightening around the nape of his neck, before you finally said fuck it all and placed your lips eagerly against Chanyeol’s in a angry kiss. You were sick of hiding, of running away.

 

Chanyeol only gasped surprised, other than that he didn’t pull away, which he probably should have. You soon tried to deepen the kiss, to pry Chanyeol’s lips to cooperate with your own but when he wouldn’t you pulled back abruptly. Such a fucking stubborn ass. Sounds like someone. “What do you want, Chanyeol? Do you want me to humiliate myself in front of everybody so you could take pleasure in my misery, would that be enough proof? Would you rather me tell all how I truly feel for you?†Chanyeol tensed against your hold and you inwardly grinned. “To tell them how much I want you to fuck me until I forgot my own name, not only because you’re sexy or innocent or charming in my eyes but because you also turn me on more than anything else in the world? Believe it or not but I can’t even fuck a guy without seeing your damn face, only you are able to make me come. Can you imagine what fucking hell that is, especially knowing that you won’t ever return my feelings?†You confessed looking deep into Chanyeol’s dark brown eyes.

 

Rejection, hesitation, acceptance, confusion, disgust, hatred, anything, but as you expected the man remained inpassive as ever. You growled. “I can’t read you Chan, I can’t tell if you want me, if you’d like to fuck me against that counter you were throwing shit onto earlier, if you’d like me to shut up so I could choke myself with your cock to further advance my apology, or whether you’d want to share my feelings. Just tell me what you want, I hate not being able to know what you think of me!â€

 

Chanyeol smiled, a low chuckle heard from him and you let out your held breath. “I’d like you to shut up and kiss me, to put that mouth of yours to good use without having to hear you bitching at me for being wrong all the time, when you clearly know I’m right.†You matched his smile, quickly leaning down, you take Chanyeol’s invitation, but this time he kissed you back.

 

Chanyeol allowed you to deepen the kiss this time, to slip your tongue past his parted lips where you explored the wet cavern, tonguing every nook and cranny to familiarize every bit of Chanyeol’s mouth and tongue so you wouldn’t ever forget it and the man let you. He let you take control, to have your way with him. Eventually you slid a arm around Chanyeol’s neck, the other running through his hair, where you pulled him closer, scooting him closer to the edge of the bed.

 

You were the first to groan, to wallow in the pleasure of longing and Chanyeol grins satisfied against your lips before you pull back, both immediately sucking in the room’s air. Chanyeol though shakes his head seconds along, yanking you back forward, running his own fingers through your hair, enjoying the softness that touches his fingertips. You moaned against him, feeling him lead you into his lap, hands trailing down your sides. You circle your limbs around him.

 

You couldn’t begin to express how much you’ve been waiting for this, to feel these lips against yours, to feel these hands upon your skin, to witness that look in his eyes that he always gave his former girlfriends. Over the years you forced yourself never to look, to never think of how lucky she was to have someone like him. And as the good friend you was stood by his side, you didn’t want to care as long as he was with you. But you found out that the more time had past only made you want more, that being just his “friend†wasn’t enough, you wanted him to look at only you, to see you like you see him.

 

You wished for so little yet so much and it was beginning to grow unbearable. Yet now that they were coming true before your very eyes you couldn’t help but think of how much of a dream this felt like. It was just so surreal.

 

You pull Chanyeol closer, wanton for his attention, digging your fingers into his scalp. If this was a dream you were hell-bent on never waking up-of letting him go-, because honestly you were sick of it, you couldn’t be that person who couldn’t have him to the extent you deserved anymore. You’ve longed for far too long, you had done your part of laying low, of hiding the truth behind your smile; you were done lying to him.

 

Chanyeol’s moves his lips across yours, kissing you with so much fever and passion, it was nearly almost too much to take in all at once. He hazes your senses instantly, bringing you to the loss of breath without so much as a second thought. Chanyeol trails his mouth across unknown territory, exploring your neck with his lips, electing blissful cries from you. Your body responds to his actions effortlessly, your back arching into the fingertips that caress your spine.

 

“Hmm…†You hum, biting your lip, drowning in the euphoria of pleasure Chanyeol was eagerly portraying to you. Shamelessly, you’ve dreamt of this multiple times, but never was you so far from the truth of the feeling. Never has your breath been so taken.

 

Chanyeol grips your hips, immediately turning around and pinning you to the bed. A short gasp manages to leave you, the thought of being underneath this man driving you mad with unsatisfied tension. “We should fight more often, (Y/N).†Chanyeol breaths against the shell of your ear, his hot breath ghosting across your sensitive skin, making you groan.

 

“I’d say.†You circle his neck, pulling him closer to your grinning lips. “Oddly one normally wouldn’t argue and fuck though.†You murmur, pressing gentle kisses across his racing pulse.

 

Chanyeol laughs, pushing you away from him by your shoulder. Your smile didn’t once falter. “I wouldn’t really call it arguing (Y/N), more so a stubborn attempt to be proven right, though gone out of hand. Moreover who said I was going to fuck you?†Chanyeol taunts, a smirk rising upon his handsome face.

 

“Yeah? Well…†You pause, quickly flipping each other around, this time with you on top. “-good thing I wasn’t aiming for that, now isn’t it, Chanyeol?†Said person gasps loudly upon seeing just where you were heading. “Like I said, sucking your cock is so much more of a apology than any, wouldn’t you agree?†Your hands make sure to take their time in sliding up his thighs, feeling his muscles tighten in the excitement of your tease.

 

Your make out session only helped matters, much to your delight. His arousal further rose as you proceeded. You casually lean up, lightly gliding your hand across his growing dick, scarcely enough to get a reaction. Chanyeol definitely gives you one, moaning lowly, hips lifting into your hand for more that you clearly weren’t going to give him. You’ve wanted this for years, you wasn’t about to make haste, not when you were having this much fun.

 

“You’re such a tease, (Y/N).†Chanyeol forces out through gritted teeth. You smile, pleased. “Yeah, and so are you.†Atlas, even with the remark that didn’t stop you, if anything it just made you want to do it more. To release the years of frustration you’ve had pent up. You press the palm of your hand harder against him, feeling his dick pulse against you. Chanyeol tosses his head back, a moan erupting from his throat, bringing music to your ears.

 

Eventually you move above him, sliding your hands up, away from his cock, where they run underneath his shirt. Your mouth follows, landing upon the bare skin that lies beneath your fingertips, tasting and savoring what you’ve never been offered until now. You kiss up his chest, moaning lowly. Chanyeol grabs you by your hair roughly, leading you to his lips, where he kisses you sloppily. This time around it definitely wasn’t as passionate as it was earlier, it was far more rushed and lust driven. Not that it mattered any.

 

Chanyeol hazes your mind in mere seconds, bringing you new unexplainable feelings you’ve never received before. In the end it was you who pulled back, panting for air, of course not without reason. You smile, “Don’t distract me, Chanyeol.†Having said that you move back down, unbuttoning his jeans, spreading his legs wider.

 

You hear Chanyeol’s breathing pick up when you reach into the slit of his boxsers, taking hold of his erect cock. Gingerly you glide your fingers over the moistened tip, wrapping your hand around the base where you slowly begin to stroke him. Alone the feel of him makes you mewl, bitting your lip.

 

“God, just hurry up, (Y/N). I can’t take this slow pace.†Chanyeol pleads, fingers digging into the sheets, the feel of your small hand touching him seemingly driving him nuts with desire. You stop your actions all together, meeting his eyes. “What’s wrong? It sucks doesn’t it, having to wait and be patient to get what you want? I would know.†Chanyeol whines noisily at your comment, bucking his hips up into your slow moving strokes,. He was begging at this point.

 

You remove your hand moments later, pulling down his boxers to reveal his cock. Chanyeol grunts when his dick meets the rooms cold air, kissing his flushed skin. You awe over his size, bitting your lip, your tongue eagerly waiting to taste it, to feel it around your lips. “God, you don’t believe how much I’ve wanted this, to have you.†You moan, wrapping your hand back around him, your thumb running over his cockhead, collecting the warm pre-cum.

 

Chanyeol moves against your touch, wanton for the mouth you’re so willing to offer. You grew too inpatient over the years so foreplay wasn’t a option in this situation, you needed his cock in your mouth, to feel his soft skin upon your tongue. Chanyeol wanted it too.

 

Leaning forward you lick a stripe up the underside, feeling his cock throb against it, a loud moan escaping the man beneath you. You do this a couple times, enjoying the pleasing noises that leave him, it at least gives you insight that you were doing something right. It was when you finally take him completely that he cries your name for the first time, his deep voice sending a shiver down your spine. God, did he sound sexy when he said it like that, you think blissfully.

 

You grin, eyes closed as you welcome the salty taste of him on your tongue, before continuing. You bob your head, further exploring hidden grounds, moaning lowly, the vibrations only making the feeling far more pleasurable for Chanyeol. And as expected he combs his fingers through your hair for more, helping you suck him off even if you didn’t need it. You honestly didn’t, especially not now given how much you wanted it too.

 

After a while you pull back for air, bitting your lip, a smile growing upon your lips. Chanyeol growls at the look, yanking your head back by your hair, roughly. “Fuck, (Y/N), if I would’ve known how damn hot you look sucking my cock, I would’ve asked you years ago.†You chuckle, indeed you should of.

 

It didn’t take much to proceed. Grasping his dick again, you lean down to lick up his balls, suckling one into your mouth gently before giving the other the same treatment. Chanyeol groans gruffly, his fingers digging into your scalp, your name effortlessly dripping like velvet off his tongue. Trailing away from his balls, you engulf him into your mouth, using the tip of your tongue to lick the underside as you move up.

 

Chanyeol visably shivers, tremors sprinting down his spine and you smirk, proud. You kept your rythmatic pace, bobbing you head faster as Chanyeol’s noises increase, cheeks hollowing. Your hand accompanies your mouth, stroking his balls before focusing on what your mouth couldn’t reach.

 

Your mouth tightens going down, taking him further down your throat to the best you could. Surprisingly you didn’t gag that bad, although your eyes did tear when you got close. Chanyeol throws his head back against the pillows that have scattered, a hoarse moan heard as he literally tries to rip your hair out. Nonetheless, his reaction to your actions was worth it.

 

“Holy shit,†Chanyeol gasps, hips rising for more of your skilled mouth. You smile forcing yourself back to give your mouth a break, instead you stroke him, your saliva helping in making him slick. Your tongue doesn’t need rest however, so you just lick at his swollen tip, running down to the underside where you suck lightly at the pulsing muscle.

 

“Fuck this.†Chanyeol finally says, pulling you up over his body. Though surprised, you go along with it, meeting the hungry lips that crash upon yours whence you had. You moaned, feeling his tongue slide pass your parted lips, joining in a swirl of passion. “I need you, (Y/N), like now.â€

 

You smile against his lips, “Took long enough, but what happened to your cockiness? Remember you didn’t want to fuck me?†You remark. Chanyeol flips you around, towering over you in a heartbeat. “Yeah, well thank your mouth, god I haven’t ever received a blow job that fucking good.†This just makes you beam with happiness.

 

“Just don’t rip my clothes off, alright?â€

 

“Then I suggest you get out of them quick.†He threatens.

 

You didn’t have to be told twice, as you quickly begin to pry your dress off, your stockings right behind. Chanyeol follows suit, pushing himself up to remove his own. Then once you both rid of the stubborn restraints, Chanyeol plants trails of wet kisses down your body, worshipping your petite form, as well as your soft skin.

 

You arch into his lips, feeling his tongue press against your neck, your breast, your stomach, his touch in general had your blood pumping.

 

“Hmm, Chanyeol…†you whine, passing your fingers through his hair. He grins pleasantly pleased at his work, trailing his lips up your jaw, his breath heavy and uneven at the shell of your ear. “I’m going to fuck you so good, (Y/N), expect to be sore by the time I’m done with you.†Chanyeol growls, nibbling at your earlobe. You moaned at the breathtaking sound so close, your cunt aching in the need for his cock, to feel him slide around your tight walls. “So be it, now just fuck me already. I’m tired of this teasing.â€

 

Chanyeol lets out a low laugh, “I haven’t even gotten started, baby.†And as he said he reaches between him, running his fingers through your soaked folds, rubbing your swelled clit with slick with cum fingers. You mewl, wrapping your arms around his back, your fingers digging into his shoulders. Chanyeol kisses at your raced pulse, creating hickeys and love bites across the junction of your neck and shoulders. You gasp, pushing your pussy against his fingers harder, you wanted them inside you so bad.

 

“C'mon, (Y/N), beg for me, tell me what you want me to do. I want to witness your frustration with my own eyes.†Chanyeol demands, his rubbing upon your clit getting faster. You inhale sharply as your unwelcome orgasm nears, his name rolling off your tongue with each ball of heat that builds in the deep pit of your belly. Normally you wouldn’t dare let him have his way so easily but right now you needed this, you wanted to feel those skilled fingers more. “Please…†You pant, “I need more. Please Channie.†You begged, tears stinging your eyes at the denial of your pleasure.

 

Chanyeol smirks proud, sliding a finger inside you, a loud moan coming from your lips as you finally got filled. Of course it wasn’t nearly enough to what you really craved for but as of now it will do. “Fuck (Y/N), you weren’t kidding, your fucking tight.†Chanyeol gasps, thrusting the finger in you fast and deep, feeling your muscles react to him. You throw your head back, legs spreading wide, your back arching the quicker Chanyeol finger fucks you. His name continuously leaving you like a chant.

 

He soon adds another, but even that was a struggle. In the end he sticks with the one. You could tell by the look on Chanyeol’s face that he was fighting the urge to fuck you, that he was holding out for as long as he could. Yet right now you wanted nothing more than that, to feel his cock enter you for the first time, to see that gorgeous look on his face when he reaches release. God you tremble at the thought.

 

You come back to your senses when you feel your orgasm rush. Chanyeol sees this too, and in result he picks up his movements, eager to please you. Whilst, you didn’t want to come, not because you wanted to with him (not that you didn’t) but because he hadn’t came when you blew him so why should you? It was only fair.

 

Panting and sweaty you push at his hand, stopping his actions. Chanyeol only looks at you, catching your sudden attempt. “I’m close, but I don’t want to come yet, not without you.†You admit, reaching further down, you grab his cock, stroking him a couple times to get the point.

 

“I won’t argue.†He replies gruffly, leaning down to your lips. You smile against his lips, giggling. He runs his tongue across your bottom lip, lightly bitting at it before he meets your waiting tongue. You whimpered into him, running your hands back up to card them through his mused hair. Chanyeol groans into your mouth at your domonice over him. Yet even if you controlled the kiss, he still left you without words, kneading your breast with callused palms.

 

Reaching between you, Chanyeol grabs a hold of his cock, stroking himself a few times before he aligns himself with you. Naturally he teases you with rubbing his cockhead against your hole, making you even more of a crying mess. You toss your head back against the sheets when he begins to enter you, clawing at his back. Chanyeol groans noisily, face obsorbed with unmistakable ecstasy when he pushes forward, filling you in one swing of his hips. “Fuck…it’s so big.†you point out, hissing as he filled you to the brim, there being a slight inch of pain. Chanyeol pants, “Yeah, well you’re too damn tight.â€

 

He’s still for a mere second, allowing you to ajust to his size, before he slowly begins to move. You gasp, your walls feeling every bit of him when he had. Chanyeol watches your facial expressions carefully to make sure he wasn’t hurting you and when he noticed you begin to relax into the pleasure, he picked up his speed. He starts a languid pace, fucking you slow and deep before picking up. You groaned his name, your voice beyond hoarse now.

 

“Ahhh, (Y/N), you feel so good.†Chanyeol moans, pushing himself up. He spreads your legs wide, holding them at his sides as he watches his cock. In and out, in and out. He drowns in the beauty of your pussy taking him.

 

Chanyeol fucks you faster now, burying his cock nice and deep until you scream his name, until you see nothing but the bliss he was washing over you. You grab the sheets above your head, neck stretched back beautifully. Chanyeol takes advantage of the position, panting against your skin as he licks stripes up the front, feeling you swallow deeply, the vibrations of your cries.

 

When Chanyeol moves you take in the sight before you, it seemingly knocking the wind out of you. Never before would you have known how incredibly sexy Chanyeol looked while in pleasure. This was a sight to behold, there was nothing more beautiful. Chanyeol looks down at you with half-lidded eyes, a sloppy grin plastered on his face when he realized just what you were mesmerized by.

 

You smile, reaching forward you pull him down, sliding your lips across his. The man groans, reaching down to rub at your clit. The kiss was broken easily, you bitting down onto his shoulder as extreme pleasure engulfs you.

 

“I’m going to come.†You blurt, feeling a massive build up inside your belly. Chanyeol grunts and just continues, rubbing your clit faster, his dick awaiting to feel those wonderful walls tighten around him. Unconsciously your cries increase in volume, body numbing as you near your golden peak.

 

“Come for me, baby.†Chanyeol moans in your ear, his hot puffs of breath only making your orgasm much heavier. With fingers dug into his skin you scream Chanyeol’s name, your body quaking in the intenseness of your satisfaction. Chanyeol hisses when you break the skin.

 

Your mind goes dead as the white haze clouds your mind, your body trembling in the aftershocks, heartbeat erratic between your ribs. Chanyeol kisses you on the cheek, “Good girl.†It didn’t take him long to reach his own climax, the feel of your walls gripping him like a vice were alone to put him at the edge. Quickly Chanyeol pulls out of you, crying your name as he spills ropes of white across your thighs and pussy.

 

You moaned at the feel of the hot substance running down your body. It took a minute to reclaim your lost breath and even though Chanyeol hadn’t he still cleans you up. Reaching back he pulls a couple tissues out from his nightstand, wiping up his cum to the best of his ability before he falls atop of you. You laugh, circling his back, hugging him tightly.

 

Eventually he turns on his back, so not to crush you with his weight, taking you with him. You sigh satisfied against his chest, listening to the hurried heartbeat as it slowly begins to steady.

 

There was a long pause of just peaceful silence, the sound of Chanyeol’s breathing soothing, almost putting you to sleep. But there was still something you had to do- say.

 

“I love you.†You confess lowly, closing your eyes. You feel Chanyeol move slightly, you guessed to look at you

 

“I know.†Is all he says.

 

Your eyes widen. Pushing yourself up, you meet his eyes. “What!â€

 

“You really don’t think I didn’t know, did you?†Chanyeol smiles, cupping your cheek. You furrow your brows. After all your secrecy, he knew all along. “Give me more credit than that.â€

 

“Why didn’t you tell me?†You question, moving into his gentle touch. You close your eyes, feeling his thumb run across your cheek.

 

“(Y/N), we’ve been friends for 8 years, what was I going do? I wanted you to come to me, to confess on your own free will.†He looks at you sternly and you exhale, leaning back into his chest.

 

You chuckle. “Its funny really how things work, isn’t it? Who would’ve known that us arguing would result to this.â€

 

Chanyeol kisses your forehead, wrapping his arms tightly around you, tracing your shoulder with his fingers. “Even so, I wouldn’t have changed a thing. Today turned out for the better and with you by my side it will only get better from here on out.â€

 

You smile brightly, your heart warming at the words you’ve been waiting years to hear. “Yeah.â€

 

…

 

Sitting upright you inhale sharply, your vision blurry from sleep. You rub your eyes, riding of the sleepiness. It takes a moment to register just where you was but when you had you hurriedly looked to your bedside, a smile growing as you hoped to be welcomed by the sleeping face of your beloved boyfriend.

 

However, what you found there instead makes your heart stop. Frantically you look at your surroundings. Regrettably you wished you hadn’t. T-This wasn’t Chanyeol’s room, you look down at yourself, this wasn’t what you were wearing. You begin to tear up…this means…

 

Your blurry vision worsens as you begin to take it all in. Your heart nearly breaks at the realization. There was never any fight, you never went to him, you didn’t confess, you didn’t…. Your tears fall down your face more frequently now, small whimpers of pain escaping your mouth. It can’t be, it just couldn’t. Not now.

 

But it was.

 

“It was…all a dream?â€

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