ChungJoJo 31 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 So i finally got the guts to go up to this girl, and i said hi, and she ignored me, so i hesitated and tried again, this time she got mad at me and told me to fuck off, and then i broke down and then tears started coming out, and I ran straight home. you know, just when i thought i had gotten over my social anxiety, Its gotten worse, I'm so useless, everyone around me always tells me how worthless i am. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up ever again so i can enjoy my life in my dreams where i can be whom i want to be, i want to stop this emptiness, i want to stop this paranoia, i want to stop living, so everyone can just forget about me, so i can stop being an annoyance to everyone. I want to disappear... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nsfwwww 5,298 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 She's a bitch lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ohitsabel 905 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 i hear listening to taeyeon's new album MY VOICE solves all problems Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Twice snatched my weave 5,987 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 hello, just take a deep breathe. things like this in life happen, tomorrows a new day. there are billions of people in the world. that girl obviously rude af and you should be glad that you'll know not talk to her next time cause you don't need people like that in your life anyways. cheer up~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ninedaysqueen 3,134 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 she's a bitch and you deserve better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vanilla Cupcake 3,584 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 I think you need to see a therapist. These kind of thoughts are no joke. Please go find a therapist or a social worker, and talk it out. Come up with small goals to bring yourself back up again. Don't be afraid of the stigma of seeing a therapist; know that mental health is just as important as physical health. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GrumpyCatt 374 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 I dont get how people end up someone like that in the first place... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
otter. 3,413 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 Just go see a therapist. It's not a big deal to see one. Remember, everyone has problems in life. Most of us are not happy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chanychanchan 3,203 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 are you that ilovekoreangirl guy? Diamonds are view as the most precious rock in the world but in the end it's really just a frigging rock. Don't let other people define who you are, or you'll end up being mined and cut up like those diamonds, they never had a choice tsk tsk. ok that was a load of mess but you get the point that girl didn't see your worth but she can't possibly represent every girl in the world now can she? you'll find someone, hang in there ^^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jeong jaehyuns boyfriend 10,627 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 it's not you, it's her. she's disgusting. for a long time, i had trouble appreciating my own unique self-worth. you have a unique worth too, don't ever forget it. and don't give up! there will be better days and better people. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TickleMePink 17,072 Posted February 28, 2017 Share Posted February 28, 2017 Jesus all she had to do was say "hi" back Pretty rude to ignore Please don't feel like you're a burden, because it isn't your fault Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Your Bae 3,001 Posted March 1, 2017 Share Posted March 1, 2017 Excuse my language for a moment, but she's a bitch. All she could've done is give a little "hi" back and she didn't need to lash out at you at all. What a lack of manners tbh And looking at your post and your username, I am a little, if not quite concerned. If you need someone to talk to, get a therapist, a social worker, guidance counselor if you're still in school, hell, assuming that everyone here is posting to help you, don't hesitate to shoot a PM to someone here if that's all you can really do to reach out for help. It's not good bottling these emotions up because eventually they will explode before you know it. I used to live with these very thoughts actually. I also live with really bad social anxiety due to my mental disability so to be honest, you're not alone here. I used to think that I was a burden and no one wanted to be friends with me all the time, but while these thoughts still reoccur often with some people that I'm around, I began to realize soon enough that while there are people who may hate my guts, there are others who love me for who I am. And hey, as time passed, I started getting more friends and I was able to shut the negativity in my social life more easily. If you just focus on the love, then it makes all the difference; it's just that there are some real mean people out here. But please don't think you're a burden because of this one incident, because there will always be better days and better people to come across as you go through life, and there will always be someone that loves you for who you are. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Decretum 120 Posted March 2, 2017 Share Posted March 2, 2017 Don't worry about her. She's a cunt, mate. It's not the end of the world. There are plenty of nice people in this world. I think you should probably see a therapist, though. Thinking that way is not good. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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