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So last year there was this guy that every time he would pass by me he would look. I noticed and thought he was cute, but nothing more. It was summer vacation and I saw him with a girl. They were hugging so I thought it was his girlfriend so I thought "Forget that...". Time passed, never thought about him again. I returned to school and he was in my class. I was like "OH I remember him, forgot his name...". I started to notice he would look... I was like "No, please no..." So I would think "It's not for me, it's nothing". But when I looked back at him either he would look away or just start smiling. I thought "I'm just imagining things or maybe he doesn't have a girlfriend anymore". I started to have a crush on him but nothing happened. He looked and nothing more... I ended school earlier and never saw him again since January.

Today I saw him with a girl, the same girl that was with him last year in summer. I don't have a crush on him anymore but got me thinking "Did he had her as a girlfriend all the time? Was I imagining things? Was I delusional?". 

 

In the end it was only a crush, we never really had big conversations, we talked very little and were never alone. But got me thinking "Am I that bad seeing who's interested in me? Am I always this delusional? Maybe that's why I'm a forever alone..."

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there's no way for any of us to tell he was interested in you or not since we don't know him and can't ask, but I wouldn't say you were delusional. anyone else would have the same response I think. I would notice and wonder if someone was looking at me like that.

 

pity it amounted to nothing in the end but at least it kept you entertained for a bit  :hurr:

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So last year there was this guy that every time he would pass by me he would look. I noticed and thought he was cute, but nothing more. It was summer vacation and I saw him with a girl. They were hugging so I thought it was his girlfriend so I thought "Forget that...". Time passed, never thought about him again. I returned to school and he was in my class. I was like "OH I remember him, forgot his name...". I started to notice he would look... I was like "No, please no..." So I would think "It's not for me, it's nothing". But when I looked back at him either he would look away or just start smiling. I thought "I'm just imagining things or maybe he doesn't have a girlfriend anymore". I started to have a crush on him but nothing happened. He looked and nothing more... I ended school earlier and never saw him again since January.

Today I saw him with a girl, the same girl that was with him last year in summer. I don't have a crush on him anymore but got me thinking "Did he had her as a girlfriend all the time? Was I imagining things? Was I delusional?". 

 

In the end it was only a crush, we never really had big conversations, we talked very little and were never alone. But got me thinking "Am I that bad seeing who's interested in me? Am I always this delusional? Maybe that's why I'm a forever alone..."

 

Please tell me why I went through the exact thing, without the "girlfriend" though.

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Please tell me why I went through the exact thing, without the "girlfriend" though.

 

It feels so sad, frustrating... But I guess that happens a lot. Withouth the girlfriend part, I've been throught that many time too

 

Delusional? No... He might not have been into you but there's nothing wrong with thinking he'd be, or hoping it.

 

Maybe it was his sister or a friend?

 

Doubt it, walking hugged, holding hands... The way they were with each other doesn't seem to me like a sister or a friend. But now I'm happy for him!

 

why didn't you just ask him?

 

yeah, I laked courage at the time and wasn't comfortable enough at the time to ask... 

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It feels so sad, frustrating... But I guess that happens a lot. Withouth the girlfriend part, I've been throught that many time too

 

 

Doubt it, walking hugged, holding hands... The way they were with each other doesn't seem to me like a sister or a friend. But now I'm happy for him!

 

 

yeah, I laked courage at the time and wasn't comfortable enough at the time to ask... 

 

Yeah like it happened 2 years ago, then last year we started talking finally..but recently it's been kind of going away unfortunately..

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That happens to me all the time, I know how you feel. It's frustrating but I guess if you really want to know what he truly feels then ask him.

 

Now I'm not going to aks him, I don't even know where to find him... Like I said, I didn't see him since January, I don't have a crush on him anymore.

I just think is if I'm that bad at seing who's interested in me... Well, one day I too will be lucky  :rolleyes:

He's still cute though  :lol:

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Yeah like it happened 2 years ago, then last year we started talking finally..but recently it's been kind of going away unfortunately..

 

Maybe he's not interested? Or something happened...

I wish I could help you but I'm so bad at this things... But I surely know how you feel!

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talk about delusional lol

there was this guy in my class that kept on bothering (staring,smiling),give me petname,texting me etc and only stopped after i hinted that i already with someone. found out 2 weeks ago he just got married with his high school sweetheart 

 

confused...

 

maybe we were delusional,or maybe they were into us albeit only physically. their hearts belong to someone else

i'm sure as heck won't stop admiring beautiful guys just because i'm not single, same case with them too i guess

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