I would say it is more or less your experience with men being different from your experience with women.
Unfortunately, men in the gay community are predominantly very promiscuous and very rarely do you find one who has the "old fashioned values" of what it means to be with someone. While there are plenty of men who think that way, it is also very hard to find since our community is overflowed with so much disrespect, hate and promiscuity. You just have to find the right guy in order for you to feel a mutual balance of dating a man and dating a woman. They are out there, just not very easy. At least, this is what I believe since I have more than enough friends who are in the same situation as you.
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thanks! yeah I guess it's just me being unexperienced, and i agree with you that gay community isn't really big on romanticisim (in general), it's sad but anyways yeah the right guy will come.
thanks for replying!