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[SAD & EMOTIONAL AF] taengsic drabble. read at ur own risk lmaooo.


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oh my god. so i wanted to make a quick drabble based off a beautiful dream i had... i ended up crying in the middle of it lol. i posted it on my tumblr and a mutual said i should post it on AFF but i know for a fact that place isn't gonna get me places due to a smol spat ;) lmao. please no negativity because this shit gets me emotional... keep in mind this isn't a theory in any way, it's just a small drabble i wrote last weekend(?) based off of a dream.

 

(-: ♥ well enjoy the feelings lol â™¥ :-)

 

 

Taengsic moments were rare even before Jessica's departure, because they weren't displayed as very close. 
 
But they usually texted and talked late at night about their hopes, dreams, and goals. They weren't really public with their friendship, but they were probably one of the most intense friendships in the group. Taeyeon knew that Jessica wanted to either take a break or leave, but it was obvious a break wasn't possible. Jess had always told her about pursuing her dreams as a great businesswoman, and leaving the group on good terms. She had flashbacks for a few days on how emotional she got while explaining what she wanted to do since she was a child. Taeyeon didn't want to admit it to herself or anyone else that it hurt Jessica, and herself.
 
She decided to talk to the members about how close they really were, and how releasing her from the group would be for the best. They met up in the practice room to speak about it as a whole, but Jessica had an extremely hard time accepting the truth, and that she would be happier this way. Taeyeon sat down furthest away from the argument, holding back her words - since she wasn't very good at explaining things anyway. She looked at the ground most of the time spent in there that day, looking up at Jessica's tear stained face a couple of times and regretting them. It was in there she realized that she didn't want to display Taengsic friendship as vividly as the others, because frightening images popped up in her head on how people would judge her immensely for the adoration being shown towards Jess, which was much more intense than the adoration being shown towards the others. 
 
That's when the peak of her depression began. The members wanted to get in contact with Jessica, but they were afraid because she posted on Weibo, angry and hurt. Taeyeon still strongly knew that this was for the best, even if it meant sacrificing their friendship and/or reputation as a group. The emotion in Jessica's eyes and voice when she spoke about her love for design and fashion, she knew that wasn't being faked, and it wasn't some sort of phase. As said above, they all met a couple weeks later and exchanged hugs, tears, and lost moments. 
 
Taeyeon looked at comments on websites with slurs such as "snakes" being used to describe the remaining eight. Tons of theories were being passed around like crazy, and there was too much drama to risk meeting up again. Even more theories would be made up. Soon enough, Jessica was advancing majorly in her business, and facetime/skype was a normal thing between her and the girls. Taeyeon was usually the one in the corner of the screen, just secretly taking in how much Jess' face has grown and become even more aesthetically pleasing. They talked about success on the Girls' Generation recent comeback, and Jessica's brand. Everything was great, and Taeyeon's solo debut "I" was about to be worked on, and the anti-Taeyeon’s were already bashing it. It wasn’t even out, but the desperate ones remained the way they they wanted to be.
 
She asked the production staff to make sure that the lyrics were said to be made by other people instead of herself, just to avoid drama - because who knows who looks at that stuff. The title song is about how people should appreciate the good parts of the world. She often loses herself in singing, and that's when she becomes emotional. It depends on the overall mood and concept of the song to influence the rest of her day, or at least a few hours after it. "Gemini" was written specifically about Jessica, and very obviously. Gemini meaning twins, Jessica and Taeyeon look alike in face structure very strongly. If only they knew, she wondered. If only they knew she adored Jessica Jung until the end of her days, until time has stopped forever… if only she knew.

 

 

 

 

leave your review if you want? or if you want a part 2 which idk lmaoasfjgkdjhk ENJOY

 

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