sapphicsunmi 2,713 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 sorry for triggering question im just wondering since its nicer to feel like ur not alone I was about to go out on the ice because i was so depressed but i just started crying and just sat there i still often feel like dying but im to weak to try it i would love to die, but right now i want to try to survive Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fantaji Land 644 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 Nah, but I do wish that something or someone would kill me one day because I'm soo freaking curious about the afterlife, but I don't want to kill myself yet because I want to experience things! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Clay 11,273 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 yes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EpikBlink 9,318 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 please call the suicide prevention helplife and talk to them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludark 972 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 I did have suicidal thoughts at one point, it was my 2nd year in high school I faced severe bullying(like my entire class bullied me) but I never attempted suicide and somehow made it through that year, the next year I was placed in a different class and things really only got better from that point. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hiraishrimp 5,413 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 please call the suicide prevention helplife and talk to them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lord Bendtner 232 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 No, I love myself far too much. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kamitruth 2,561 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 Suzy is the only reason why Im still alive. She makes me strong . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sapphicsunmi 2,713 Posted September 27, 2015 Author Share Posted September 27, 2015 I did have suicidal thoughts at one point, it was my 2nd year in high school I faced severe bullying(like my entire class bullied me) but I never attempted suicide and somehow made it through that year, the next year I was placed in a different class and things really only got better from that point. im happy for you, same thing happened to me when i was 11 but my parents made me change school Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barack Oppama 5,738 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 nah, but i have suicide thoughts, it's pretty normal to have those thoughts i think Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludark 972 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 im happy for you, same thing happened to me when i was 11 but my parents made me change school I was too proud to admit that I was being bullied, yet unable to properly defend myself which was incredibly stupid and really didn't help things tbh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sapphicsunmi 2,713 Posted September 27, 2015 Author Share Posted September 27, 2015 I was too proud to admit that I was being bullied, yet unable to properly defend myself which was incredibly stupid and really didn't help things tbh. i got bullied because i defended myself, i told my parents everything and the teachers too, but they just watched its probably because of that i dont belive in adults Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Salieri 4,473 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 Yes multiple itmes in my life since it's been hard for me soely, I lost so many things but went for help. Seriously I urge you to go find help and seek their support if you feel anything wrong about yourself. I'm speaking from personal expereinces and to this day I'm still sturglling so much in life but you can't let that pull you down. Keep on fighting for what you like and love and seek advice for any poteitnal dangers you might come across please. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shugwi 12,550 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 please call the suicide prevention helplife and talk to them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moonsus 2,143 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 Yes twice Fortunately I didn't suceed Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Theoneandonly 529 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 yes it started when i was only 11 but its getting better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nowhere Boy 2,431 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 No Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludark 972 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 i got bullied because i defended myself, i told my parents everything and the teachers too, but they just watched its probably because of that i dont belive in adults That's terrible but from what I learned bullying is very much about the ones bullying having fun in bullying others. And sometimes defending yourself isn't the right option because they enjoy seeing you struggle by trying to defend yourself(and ultimately fail at it), if you give them exactly what they want and act like it doesn't bother you at all without struggling, the bullies might get bored and move on. That's what worked for me anyway but I only got verbal abuse thrown at me and little to no physical abuse. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Homiez 1,660 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 seriously NO. I LOVE myself more than anyone else. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sapphicsunmi 2,713 Posted September 27, 2015 Author Share Posted September 27, 2015 That's terrible but from what I learned bullying is very much about the ones bullying having fun in bullying others. And sometimes defending yourself isn't the right option because they enjoy seeing you struggle by trying to defend yourself(and ultimately fail at it), if you give them exactly what they want and act like it doesn't bother you at all without struggling, the bullies might get bored and move on. That's what worked for me anyway but I only got verbal abuse thrown at me and little to no physical abuse. I know but i was 11 and i didn't know how to Act really,.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludark 972 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 I know but i was 11 and i didn't know how to Act really,.. Yeah I can understand then, I was several years older and even then it took me too long to realize. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Midna 2,032 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 Yes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sully 4,318 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 I think about killing myself all the time, and if things don't change, I see myself doing it within the next handful of years. And have done a suicide attempt before, but I guess I wasn't that serious because I didn't die. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gyujin 1,545 Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 In my early teen years. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
baechulgi 974 Posted September 28, 2015 Share Posted September 28, 2015 Yeah. I ended up in the ER and was admitted into a Psych Ward for a week. Please get help if you're having suicidal thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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