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Well, before anything, I'd like to say that I am *in no way* bragging about anything. I honestly don't intend to.

 

I have a very good life; I honestly cannot complain about anything. I was lucky enough to be born in a family with money. Thanks to my parents, I already own a large condo and two cars. I'm 19 years old and I live by myself and don't even have to pay for the bills because my parents already do it for me. I honestly have everything I need and more; I don't even have to clean or cook because there's someone who does it for me. I travel all the time, I go out partying almost every night, I can buy shit whenever I want to, etc. I'm very thankful about those things and I will never take them for granted. Ever.

 

Anyways, there's this guy I like and he also says he likes me back. He even says he's in love with me and blah blah. We talk every single night from 11pm to 6 am. I have even stopped partying so much because I have to be home so I can talk to him on the phone. He's 23 years old and he also comes from a family with money.

 

The thing is, he also likes other girls. He says he likes a lot of girls and is interested in them. He said he likes them, but he loves me; he has feelings for me. That there's a difference between liking and loving.

I mean, it really does hurt because I'm actually making an effort to be with him, but he still goes out a lot, hangs out with girls, and there's even one girl in particular who he likes and she also likes him back. Like, he has even showed me pictures of their convos and they always say cheesy stuff and blah blah. He says he shows me because he trusts me and wants me to trust him, but like, wtf. How can I trust him after seeing shit like that, right?

 

So then I start thinking in general. -I have money. I'm pretty. I have boys chasing after me, there's even one guy who's been sending me letters and roses every single day for the past few months. V (the guy I like) isn't even that good looking. His parents don't even have as much money as mine. I can speak 3 languages. I have a nice body. He doesn't deserve me, I'm too much for him!-

 

And then I start feeling bad about it. I feel bad for thinking that way, but I do it to make myself feel better and to make my feelings for him go away.

 

Idk. It might seem like something stupid or whatever, but I can't sleep. I have been feeling guilty all day long for thinking such things. I know I'm not better than anyone and I have what I have thanks to my parents, but I just start thinking that way whenever I think of V and it makes me feel like a shit person.

 

What can I do? It makes me want to apologize to him, but it's not like I said it..

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Well, before anything, I'd like to say that I am *in no way* bragging about anything. I honestly don't intend to.

 

I have a very good life; I honestly cannot complain about anything. I was lucky enough to be born in a family with money. Thanks to my parents, I already own a large condo and two cars. I'm 19 years old and I live by myself and don't even have to pay for the bills because my parents already do it for me. I honestly have everything I need and more; I don't even have to clean or cook because there's someone who does it for me. I travel all the time, I go out partying almost every night, I can buy shit whenever I want to, etc. I'm very thankful about those things and I will never take them for granted. Ever.

 

Anyways, there's this guy I like and he also says he likes me back. He even says he's in love with me and blah blah. We talk every single night from 11pm to 6 am. I have even stopped partying so much because I have to be home so I can talk to him on the phone. He's 23 years old and he also comes from a family with money.

 

The thing is, he also likes other girls. He says he likes a lot of girls and is interested in them. He said he likes them, but he loves me; he has feelings for me. That there's a difference between liking and loving.

I mean, it really does hurt because I'm actually making an effort to be with him, but he still goes out a lot, hangs out with girls, and there's even one girl in particular who he likes and she also likes him back. Like, he has even showed me pictures of their convos and they always say cheesy stuff and blah blah. He says he shows me because he trusts me and wants me to trust him, but like, wtf. How can I trust him after seeing shit like that, right?

 

So then I start thinking in general. -I have money. I'm pretty. I have boys chasing after me, there's even one guy who's been sending me letters and roses every single day for the past few months. V (the guy I like) isn't even that good looking. His parents don't even have as much money as mine. I can speak 3 languages. I have a nice body. He doesn't deserve me, I'm too much for him!-

 

And then I start feeling bad about it. I feel bad for thinking that way, but I do it to make myself feel better and to make my feelings for him go away.

 

Idk. It might seem like something stupid or whatever, but I can't sleep. I have been feeling guilty all day long for thinking such things. I know I'm not better than anyone and I have what I have thanks to my parents, but I just start thinking that way whenever I think of V and it makes me feel like a shit person.

 

What can I do? It makes me want to apologize to him, but it's not like I said it..

are u writing a k-drama

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Well, before anything, I'd like to say that I am *in no way* bragging about anything. I honestly don't intend to.

 

I have a very good life; I honestly cannot complain about anything. I was lucky enough to be born in a family with money. Thanks to my parents, I already own a large condo and two cars. I'm 19 years old and I live by myself and don't even have to pay for the bills because my parents already do it for me. I honestly have everything I need and more; I don't even have to clean or cook because there's someone who does it for me. I travel all the time, I go out partying almost every night, I can buy shit whenever I want to, etc. I'm very thankful about those things and I will never take them for granted. Ever.

 

Anyways, there's this guy I like and he also says he likes me back. He even says he's in love with me and blah blah. We talk every single night from 11pm to 6 am. I have even stopped partying so much because I have to be home so I can talk to him on the phone. He's 23 years old and he also comes from a family with money.

 

The thing is, he also likes other girls. He says he likes a lot of girls and is interested in them. He said he likes them, but he loves me; he has feelings for me. That there's a difference between liking and loving.

I mean, it really does hurt because I'm actually making an effort to be with him, but he still goes out a lot, hangs out with girls, and there's even one girl in particular who he likes and she also likes him back. Like, he has even showed me pictures of their convos and they always say cheesy stuff and blah blah. He says he shows me because he trusts me and wants me to trust him, but like, wtf. How can I trust him after seeing shit like that, right?

 

So then I start thinking in general. -I have money. I'm pretty. I have boys chasing after me, there's even one guy who's been sending me letters and roses every single day for the past few months. V (the guy I like) isn't even that good looking. His parents don't even have as much money as mine. I can speak 3 languages. I have a nice body. He doesn't deserve me, I'm too much for him!-

 

And then I start feeling bad about it. I feel bad for thinking that way, but I do it to make myself feel better and to make my feelings for him go away.

 

Idk. It might seem like something stupid or whatever, but I can't sleep. I have been feeling guilty all day long for thinking such things. I know I'm not better than anyone and I have what I have thanks to my parents, but I just start thinking that way whenever I think of V and it makes me feel like a shit person.

 

What can I do? It makes me want to apologize to him, but it's not like I said it..

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So then I start thinking in general. -I have money. I'm pretty. I have boys chasing after me, there's even one guy who's been sending me letters and roses every single day for the past few months. V (the guy I like) isn't even that good looking. His parents don't even have as much money as mine. I can speak 3 languages. I have a nice body. He doesn't deserve me, I'm too much for him!-

 

 

 

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So then I start thinking in general. -I have money. I'm pretty. I have boys chasing after me, there's even one guy who's been sending me letters and roses every single day for the past few months. V (the guy I like) isn't even that good looking. His parents don't even have as much money as mine. I can speak 3 languages. I have a nice body. He doesn't deserve me, I'm too much for him!-

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if this story is even real then the only thing/advise I have for you is that there is a difference between loving yourself , which is a good thing and looking own on people.

 

This guy is obviously not good for you so if you use this method to dislike him the oh well as long as you don't say it to his face . I mean friends are usually the one to brag and tell you you're better than this and deserve better so why not? However I don't see why you are bragging about your parents money ? and look down on someone when you its your parents hard earned money.... either way its your life...

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BITCH!!! I just read some more after initially giving up on this glorified dear diary entry, and I just nostral-reflexed over my fucking laptop screen! Boogers everywhere,,,,, How dare you!!!///////

 

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Go listen to some Taylor Swift break-up songs and move on or go buy a third condo or something.

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Regarding your "he doesn't deserve me" part, I don't think that looks and money (or who has more of it) are important when two people love each other. I don't see why he would be worse than you only cause he doesn't have as much as you and I'd say it sounded like you're looking down at him.

 

But seeing how the guy you like acts around girls, I would honestly be angry at him and talk to him about it. If he loves you he shouldn't be going out with and liking other girls. It sounds like he's a player and not really serious about the relationship with you.

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I dont get how having money is even relevant to the issue with the guy? Cool you both have got a rich family, but how is that related yto your problem, idgi. He sounds like a player, get over him. One day there will come somebody who truly cares for you and will prove it with actions instead of a few cheesy words here and there.

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You soud conceited and naive. He's a manipulator not a smart one tbh but you're falling for his bullshit. Cut him off. He's toxic and tbh he wouldn't piss in your mouth if you were dying of thirst on the side of the road.

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