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I came here again to search which shinee shows i haven't watched. I believe there's still something i'd watch
i'm glad that they made it through this comeback 
I wonder when shinee songs were played in other episodes without shinee in. I also felt bad at previous ep, but later on i just realised it's just normal thing like you said. And from the last ep at least they were in screentime until the very end.i was watching subbed ep of happy together's karaoke segment for onho. i felt bad and really sad that onew said he's not confident people would pick shinee songs to be sung at karaoke. he half jokingly and humbly added that even if someone will pick shinee's song on the show, he would not believe it. he'd think the staff rig/plant their song there. even competitive minho who hates losing agreed with what onew said, and he added at first they didn't really wanna go on this show, and said that it will hurt their pride/rep (fear they'll be humiliated). it breaks my heart seeing that shinee members have low confidence in regards to their popularity (also knowing the hardships they went through last year, as well as them knowing that some of their fans left them for newer groups).
good thing mc yoo jae suk disagreed and made them feel better by saying " but shinee's songs are popular. ring ding dong got banned during school's examination (added this to for humor purpose), there's also songs like lucifer, replay".
shinee were last to stay there but fortunately some guys picked replay at last.
(ngl i was worried shinee's songs wouldn't be picked at all and that they'd go home empty handed. but thank god.)
they looked happy and surprised.

anyway, this isn't bad at all. i've watched some happy together's karaoke segments before and some established names/legends like shinhwa and rocker kim kyungho stayed and waited there until the show ended and they ended up going home without anyone picking their songs, unfortunately. i felt bad for them. it's also a matter of luck, not just popularity.
anyway, it's awesome how amazingly popular and trendy shinee songs were during their early years like replay, rdd, lucifer, etc which are still very well known and have impact. mention at least any of these 3 songs, people will definitely know shinee. the last popular shinee song in the public was - view(2015). today's gen of kpop fans underrate shinee so much and they thought shinee are not well-known but thats not true. their past hits still make them relevant today. nowadays, shinee songs don't do as well as in the past but that's understandable for a group thats in their 10th year. still active and having longevity is more than good enough.
When i was in karaoke i always searched shinee songs ofcourse. And tbh RDD or lucifer wasn't something i looked for karaoke. Even replay is so hard to sing. The moment i found "Stranger" was the best!
If they came to me i might faint instead and lost the chance to meet them

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Still can't get over how hilarious key in weekly idol

He had his moments, i just can't stop
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Jonghyun's voice was in

ot5 voices which is something we used to hear and but not anymore. And suddenly it comes again. Just like short a dream that i would wake up after. Why must i cry everyday
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After the happy vibes, so they chose to wrap up the EP like this

Wait the water scene really didn't come out as well? Poor minho and onew 😂
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So busy that can't catch up all those content. They're flooding everywhere OMG, and glad they won for mcountdown. My heart. Sad i couldn't vote them tho.
I'm still not done with good evening and just digesting i want you. And it's almost over lol. Not ready for our page.
the moment i stopped and enjoyed all the fun and thought i would not cry anymore but one other moment suddenly hit me again.Man. I really thought I was done with tears
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Onew and minho mixed up "drive" from EP 2 lol. Reminds me of Misconceptions era when Onew almost spoiled Like A Fire (butterflyyy move)
Maybe they just don't want the sadness got spread non stop and affect the others, but this is conflicting to me too. And thank you, this is not something easy for me tho, esp (can't imagine) the fans who've been supporting them since debut. I think just expressing that we're still grieving with them is ok, maybe as long as we're not judging or over analysing their grieving expressions/gestures.Hi shawols. I'm unlurking because this is making me concerned. I've been following this comeback through social media. Mainly in youtube comments I often saw people being testy about other people mentioning Jonghyun and expressing sadness. Essentially calling them a debby downer or trigering.
I know that some of us are annoyed by the careless remarks of rip Jonghyun on A LOT of SHINee videos. But these comments are not in the reply section of those rip Jonghyun comments. I think the wordings would be very discouraging for some of us.
We all dealt with grief differently. Some of us want to express our sadness. Some of us are strong enough to take and spread positive outlooks from a tragedy. So let's respect each other. If someone are able to be cheerful, happy, positive, don't be angry at them. Don't ever think that they forget Jonghyun. But if someone is still broken down by the sadness please also allow them to express it. Don't silence them. Don't exclude them. Don't say that they make everybody down/sad. By silencing them you make them feel more alone in their grief.
On another note, SHINee The Story of Light is AMAZING. I like all the songs in episode 1 and all the teasers in episode 2. It makes me questioning my own brain, has it turn pearl aqua? Why am I liking all SHINee songs? Haha. Even though I am silent in this forum, I will keep supporting SHINee.
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My job is already mentally and physically tiring and they sure have tons of activity! i can't catch up. Watching them needs much energy too

same girl. We need time. I started to get excited again like the others by watching them performing but seeing those shows still left a big hole. Sometimes i'm afraid that i get used too see them as 4 when i really need to face the truth now. Even their songs has new colors too. I just need break, not continuously updating like the past time
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Welcome back

Thank you
thank youI think that depends on what you wrote.

What hurt them was being accused of profiting off Jonghyun's death by holding the concerts and staying together, basically. I must admit I find it to be a very strange line of thought to consider them doing that.
I can definitely understand feeling sad about seeing just the four of them on stage. I still catch myself looking for that 5th person. But they said that they need to go on to not break apart. So, I will try to take care of my sorrow on my own and support them as best as I can.
besides that hurt feeling that i couldn't face their new form, i mean like even until 1 year ago in posts i liked to subjectively give opinions abt everything such as their clothes, acting, voices, songs, performances including the thing i like and dislike. Idk how would they feel if they read it with them had done their best. I thought maybe i need to tone down that habit a bit
but nvm abt this tho, like you said, it depends. (even now i want to say that i like good evening performance in concert much better than mnet because the stage is too small for that crazy moves)
Thank you, i even signed my username wrongNice to see you back.
Hugs

The mnet prevote yeah let's work together!
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Kinda scared posting here that my posts were read by them and hurt their feelings but oh yeah i come again.
Before the comeback i avoided them again, their pics of 4 of them in photoshoot made me burst in tears. But then finally i broke it, their good evening performance at concert made me coming back again into the fangirl mode lol.
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Still can't get over keyword boa (i almost typed "keyboard" lol). He's such a tsundere fan. Fan of boa (only glanced at concert, calmy talk with boa and take her like a man ugh i think i'm falling in love again. Also tsundere fan for his group shinee lol.
Did i just see Taekey pics??? ugh my heart
Stay strong boysEdit: if they arrived together at once i don't think i can take it. Glad it's taemin and key first
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Trueee when i watched the ep 9-10 i was like nooo don't end, it's too short. I need to wait for 3 days. The show is so lovely to watch. And it reminds me of the way he's with arisa, trying to out from comfort zone lol.
I'm a bit sad when he joked about the young look to meet the idol standards, when their normal friends already look grown up like he imagined he would be. "I'm afraid my 40 would be like this too" loool so hard i love you key.
But i don't want to talk about it further. It's great that he's honest to speak up about that. And the MJ convo..nonono

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Just watched the MV, not the other tracks yet. I can't describe it, still can't process what did i just see. Seeing him in that cheerful MV :')
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how am i going to watch it oh God.
I said i'm be able to watch their videos,but then i feel my head was going to explode sometimes. Just thinking about him and OKMT too much. I really need to rest from all these but ofc i want to watch it darn it
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and it's been one month.
30 days of missing jonghyun every single day.
30 days of trying to accept what happened.
30 days trying to make him proud wherever he is.
i honestly can't tell if i'm still in denial or if i've understood that he's gone. it's still pretty much confusing to me and maybe it will be for a long time.
from now on, we will remember the date month after month, year after year and that's how things will be. this is the first one and it's been rough and painful already.
i just hope that we can heal, so we can give shinee members the strength and love they deserve. that's what i'm looking forward to do more than anything, because they mean so much to me that i'm beyond words.
i just wanted to thank you guys, all the shawols and this community we created for being here, there, wherever you are and giving them love. and giving each other support. personally, i'm not sure how i would be doing without all of it.
Sometimes i cried, i denied or just felt sad thinking of him/them and still asking "why". I could watch their old videos but the news of the remain 4 and the tribute broke my heart again. Now i'm be able to watch their videos again, they're super cute here. My fav "performance"
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I can't give any positive words, just grieving and grieving again so I put in spoiler in case you don't wanna see it.
I haven't watched the entire, even before i already cried hard. I needed a moment but the news kept poppin out even when i didn't wanna see it.
I thought i had moved on and chilled a lil bit but the tribute makes it even more real that he's already gone. Maybe it's the phase of realization.
Maybe it's better for anybody but it still feels too soon and cruel for my poor heart.
Seeing Lee Hi, it's harder to feel about SHINee's concert
I tried to avoid them but when i turned my radio on, i heard shinee's intro of Love's Way.
Let me 'lol' this because it's only the demo song that shinee used. Maybe 80's american song. Even that random stuff happened in my life.
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randomly thought of the RDD era when they, one by one was sick and the hyung: yesung/leeteuk came to replaced jonghyun's vocals.
Now they're really preparing to continue performing as 4, with their improved vocals, i can't
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This is so hard,
still not be able to read all the letters..SHINee is my only fav group. Before this tragedy. i had already learned from other groups who still continued to fill the missing members, it's uncomplete.
But this case is SHINee, it's mentally harder for them (I alr watched ladies code too anyway </3, so heartbreaking)
I hope the practice doesn't pressure them much. You don't have to practice, SHINee. Just stand and sing your heart. Sorry i'm just rambling rn
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a lot of effort to make up jonghyu'ns absence :((

they are talented as four, they could fill jonghyun's parts now. But i can't imagine shinee without jonghyun. All their voices taste different. Even Jonghyun said shinee would be different if it's with different members. Argh i can only hope the best for them. They already did so much since young age.
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Well SHINee members still have their family on their side, let's hope they could cope with this by the time passes. Now i feel really bad about his sister and mother. Like i hope SM (i mean, yeah the company where jonghyun had worked for so many years) do something for his family to stay healthy physically and mentally, please protect them. Idk if i can't trust their company or not but at least his family get the treatment right.
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i tried to freed myself from despair by avoiding listening and seeing posts about them. But today. i can't help but reminizing their start of 2017 when they celebrated it so happily, and i cried hard again that it ends like this. Singing replay, one, selene 6.23, (finally broke down watching the funeral again, that time it was just blank and refused to believe it).
while thinking God gave me so much amazing things that year irl. Like, it's unfair if i'm only stuck alone with this self dark phase. I have people around me whom i need to take care, and they are caring to me too.
i know this would not heal soon but i believe it gets better with time if we try. I hope the remaining four are also healing and find the path the best for them

and for minho and naeun, i'm happy seeing them on drama together :D
(it still haunts me that minkey roled in drama about losing friend because of suicide ->kibum with dongyoung)
kdrama needs to stop that action on scene
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not a calming words so it's on spoiler
I woke up with that pictures and videos, surprisingly i didn't cry because it's still hard to accept that reality. It's just like watching movie (even i cry at movie). But now the weight in my heart is so heavy
Hopefully we can go through this and remember we still have the family/members/friends whom we are so close to. But i just need a break for a moment.
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almost all the celebs were seen, tbh i'm lookin forward to see how onew and taemin are, i hope they're in safe place, along with jjong's family
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until today i still cannot believe Jonghyun has left us......
i'm really sad......
same, it's been two days, passing so fast. And i'm still not believing it.
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Key is wearing Jong's birthday present to Portugal.
holy shot
I came to my computer to settle in for my daily check up on news in the Kpop (mainly Shinee) world, and....like a fool...LIKE A FOOL...thought: "I'll just check in on Netizenbuzz first"..........followed by "but ugh...every time I go there first she's reported on some huge event or contoversy and I end up being shocked by the headline and get rocketed into a serious of emotions I don't want to experience juxtaposed against the brash tabloid harshness of thatwebsite"....and then.......you know how you don't want to do something...or you resolve not to do something in your mind....but sort of loosely.....so then you do it while a voice in your head says "yeah, don't do it"..................................................so I typed. I pressed enter. I waited. (Slow internet). I wondered, as I waited for the white screen to change: "there's gonna be some horrible thing about Onew...there's gonna be some horrible thing about Onew....should have just eased myself into it on the OH thread...dammit".............................................and then it loaded and I....was relieved....you see - my laptop keyboard is broken, so I use my touch-screen laptop's onscreen keyboard, which covers half the screen when active/open.......so I was relieved - because, after all, Min Hyo Rin and Taeyang are getting married! Nice news for everybody! Fun little article to read!
And then I scrolled.
And then I entered an alternate universe.
And then my brain stopped processing facts.
I read words
I thought.....that's.....those are words on a page.
Those are words.
I am reading a story.
Someone somewhere died. Oh the people in the story will be sad. The writer will describe that.
And that is where I am. Removed and numb.
And I can't deviate from this track. If I do...I will feel his sadness. I will feel the vast chasm of sadness and pain. I will ache and never ever resolve it.
An angel goddamit AN ANGEL
AN ANGEL
me too, it's like the shitty fanfictions i used to read, the members had big fight and one of them collapsed or suicided :(((( it felt like i only read a story. It's still hard to accept.. i read the timeline and comments but my brain couldn't proccess it that he's already gone. I thought, it's a joke, not so funny joke :(((
i can't even quote properly @addictorama
i still listened to jonghyun's 1000 on repeat, before that incident OMG
please be strong everybody, i hope the members can get themselves together rn please be strong guys.
I came to my computer to settle in for my daily check up on news in the Kpop (mainly Shinee) world, and....like a fool...LIKE A FOOL...thought: "I'll just check in on Netizenbuzz first"..........followed by "but ugh...every time I go there first she's reported on some huge event or contoversy and I end up being shocked by the headline and get rocketed into a serious of emotions I don't want to experience juxtaposed against the brash tabloid harshness of thatwebsite"....and then.......you know how you don't want to do something...or you resolve not to do something in your mind....but sort of loosely.....so then you do it while a voice in your head says "yeah, don't do it"..................................................so I typed. I pressed enter. I waited. (Slow internet). I wondered, as I waited for the white screen to change: "there's gonna be some horrible thing about Onew...there's gonna be some horrible thing about Onew....should have just eased myself into it on the OH thread...dammit".............................................and then it loaded and I....was relieved....you see - my laptop keyboard is broken, so I use my touch-screen laptop's onscreen keyboard, which covers half the screen when active/open.......so I was relieved - because, after all, Min Hyo Rin and Taeyang are getting married! Nice news for everybody! Fun little article to read!
And then I scrolled.
And then I entered an alternate universe.
And then my brain stopped processing facts.
I read words
I thought.....that's.....those are words on a page.
Those are words.
I am reading a story.
Someone somewhere died. Oh the people in the story will be sad. The writer will describe that.
And that is where I am. Removed and numb.
And I can't deviate from this track. If I do...I will feel his sadness. I will feel the vast chasm of sadness and pain. I will ache and never ever resolve it.
An angel goddamit AN ANGEL
AN ANGEL
me too, it's like the shitty fanfictions i used to read, the members had big fight and one of them collapsed or suicided :(((( it felt like i only read a story. It's still hard to accept.. i read the timeline and comments but my brain couldn't proccess it that he's already gone. I thought, it's a joke, not so funny joke :(((
i'm glad that they made it through this comeback 
The SHINee World - SHINee's Official Thread - Forever with Jonghyun
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Shawols have been veteran of crying for 1 year and it's easier to imagine the enlistment days