Life is strange. I started to follow kpop to distract myself and to have fun, but then everything became heavy and frustrating and in the end I decided to abandon everything and follow only Jonghyun, only him. Every day I looked for his name, I watched his videos and I thought about him. And now he is gone. He died on December 18th, the day my father died, and he will be buried on December 21st, the day my father was buried. How is it possible? What fate is it? I will never forget him, I will always love him, he was my love and my pride and I had so much faith and hope in him. If sm will release his last album I will buy it and cherish it as a treasure but after the funeral of Jonghyun kpop is over for me, SHINee without Jonghyun is unthinkable and impossible. This is the worst of the finals, but I will never regret to have discovered the existence of Jonghyun, I will miss him forever and I send him all my love wherever he is.
You worked hard, you were awesome, now you can rest, I love you, goodbye.