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I'm not sure if this is where I should be posting, but I'm trying to get to 100 posts so I can finally get my Shinee badge ;_;

Ah okay that makes more sense Because if the reason why they took so long was because it was a suicide/mental health report and not a physical health one then...I don't know what I would do

Wait is this for real A whole fucking hour? I hope they fucking choke

Oh my god. My sincere wishes for your friend. Please help her through this time and make sure she's taking care of herself. What a dark day it is.

I don't know how to feel right now. Anger, frustration, helplessness, sadness I've been going back and forth between reading posts about Jonghyun and being numb and in a way accepting what happened and then realizing "Jonghyun's dead" and breaking out into tears again and looking for something to distract myself with. And repeat. Bye kpop. I'm out. I can't do this anymore. Shinee isn't shinee without Jonghyun, and kpop isn't kpop without Shinee.

I loveeee the plot of the MV so much Like the part where the clock ticks and the girls all tilt their heads and change and transform along with the mv color palette change And how they pretend to lead the guy out to safety but then Yeri kills him behind his back using a long range crossbow Queens only edit: Oh and there's also the detail on the phone booth that shows 28 other delivery boys missing

IM JUST SO HAPPY THAT SM DIDN'T FUCK THIS UP

yeahhh it does seem a bit petty :/ anyways I also stan f(x) and shinee and my biases are amber and key what a coincidence :D

Sorry this is also ot, but the picture of "amber" blocking her isn't actually amber they purposefully covered the username with emojis but it's just another username that starts with lla Like the last letters of the username are "ia" they did such a poor job of hiding it

are you me

thank you mom I feel like I'm confessing just to be honest and get it off my chest, but it is difficult coming to terms that the feelings are most likely one sided... flirty straight girls make life so difficult lol :')

Thank you guys Yeah I'll stop worrying about labeling myself for now, it's just weird sometimes when you don't fit in with the straights but also you don't feel like you're completely qualified for the lgbt community yaknow. I think I am prepared for the worst case scenario at this point, I just want to get it off my chest lol. I mean worst thing that could happen is that she says no and I can finally stop wondering. Also she's not the type of person to get really weirded out, like she has a lot of gay friends and a girl actually did confess to her before but they're still friends lol

hi guys so this is gonna be really long and off topic but I'm not really sure where else to put this So question is what do you guys count as attraction? Am I bi or am I straight and this is just a fluke/ I'm misinterpreting my feelings? If I am attracted to her should I confess to her during break? edit: put word vomit into spoiler

omg I hate icebreakers, I can't fully be myself until like weeks or months into a friendship and my first impressions are always super awkward ;n;

I should check out the rest of her album too and I'm not a college kid yet but I think we sign up for all of our classes at orientation? 3 pm doesn't sound too bad tbh, but I've heard to avoid 8 am classes at all costs heh lol I have this strange fear that I'm going to be completely physically and mentally lost at orientation (like I always am ) and miss something really important ._.

oh yay :DD I love my cat so much I can't even describe it in words lol ;o; and I just visited your profile and jam jam by IU is such a bop??? wow thank you for introducing me to this song

yeah it does seem like too much xD I actually had it about 3 years ago but the score thing kind of overwhelmed me so I became inactive lol and thanks for the advice lol, my life isn't all that interesting but at least I have a cute cat that I can snap about *u*

does anyone use snapchat here? I'm thinking about getting one (i know i'm super late) but I'm ugly so does anyone have any tips on how to be funny while avoiding taking pics of yourself lol edit: or just some general tips on how to use snapchat would be nice ;n;

this is superr late but cute jongkey date at taeyeon's concert!! Click here to view the Tweet Click here to view the Tweet

hi everyone! recently I've been very busy with graduation and some end of the year projects but here I am, finally making time to properly celebrate shinee's 9th anniversary!! (I know, forgive me for I have sinned ) for 5 years, I've watched our boys grow up to be five of the most wonderful human beings I have ever set eyes on, they are all so talented and yet so humble, so perfect and yet so human, I still get teary eyed thinking about how they even admitted that they came together for work but they're practically family now and anyone would be blind to not see how much shinee loves each other honestly how sm managed to find these 5 shining boys and make one of the most perfect bands to ever exist on this world is beyond me thank you shinee for bringing light and happiness to my life, for serving us timeless bops year after year (honestly I could make a whole other post about how much shinee's musicality has matured throughout their careers), for making me grin like an idiot watching you guys being dorks both on and off stage, for making me have to suppress the urge to spontaneously burst into tears whenever I see a picture of you guys LOL (jk but ot5 gives me some serious feels...) what a blessing to be in one of the most loving and tight-knit kpop fandoms, to support a band with no member changes who's survived the harsh industry for nine whole years, to see these 5 beautiful men continue to remain strong and smiling... okay now that I've finished blubbering I should probably get back to making posts so I can finally get a shinee badge

Depends on what kind of look you're going for! Dark red lips would look really good with a dramatic look For me personally I like nude lips because I like more of the focus to be on my eyes, but anything could work really as long as your eye and lip makeup is somewhat cohesive! And yeah I'm terrible at eyeliner too

when are you guys's prom? mine is this saturday we're also staying at a beach house over the weekend and senior skip day too wahaha my checklist of things left to do is: buy a clutch, wax legs, and figure out how or who's gonna do my makeup and hair

IM DEAD

Haha fr This might sound super nerdy, but I'm extremely excited for college! I love the independence, the libraries, how no one judges you, no dresscode, the campus, a new start, I could go on and on lol. I feel like the education system at college is more suitable for me, like how there's less homework and it's more independent study and test based, also you don't have to be super buddy-buddy with your professors. Ugh I just want out of high school

I hope so It'll also be a nice way to make friends since I'm pretty shy...