Velveteer
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i can’t believe i’m graduating rn
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leeteuk's a wonderful leader and an amazing person who receives far too much flak. as heechul said during super tv, his leadership is one of the biggest reasons why suju has managed to last this long, and it's clear that junior sm groups look up to him, too. several exo members have fondly talked about how well they're treated by leeteuk and the rest of super junior; i remember yoona saying that leeteuk's only flaw is that his extreme kindness allows other people to take advantage of him. it always brings me to tears whenever i remember super junior's car accident where leeteuk—heavily injured and barely conscious—cried because he was being pulled out of the car before kyuhyun, even to the point where he mumbled kyuhyun's name while being carried away on a stretcher. it's frustrating that many people have a negative image of him because of misunderstood scandals; i think he's endured a lot and i've really admired him since he accepted the 5-billion won debt from his deceased father, who had committed suicide after killing leeteuk's grandparents
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writing thank-you notes for my senior walk tomorrow. i have some extra cards, so i'm thinking about slipping in some with no addressee that just say "in another life... we could've been friends..." and as i walk i will shove them into the hands of confused students i don't know, who will inevitably take them because i will be crying too hard to speak and i will look pitiful
i am a genius
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counting calories is hard but it's a lot better than where i was with anorexia and i've lost a lot of weight in a healthy way this time. im happy for me
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his photocard for director’s cut is so darn cute!! i wish i had gotten it

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his eyes are so cute his nose is so cute his laugh is so cute he is so cute i
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a few months ago, i went in for a high-five with my 2-year-old sister and surprised her with what my uncle calls a “high-face†(a light bop to her forehead). then she went to my dad and asked for a high-five, and we both thought that she’d hit him on the head, but instead she took his hand with both of hers and hit it against her forehead. even now she still likes these high-faces. she’s so cute and i love her
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i named all of them "seventeen" because it makes me feel better when i get rid of them but it has led to the unfortunate and unintended side effect of people thinking that i like seventeen
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tbh
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me: (makes a thread that gets no replies within 2 minutes) it's over, im done, nobody likes me, am i truly so useless,
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it’s very rare for me to compliment seventeen as a whole because i relish in making fun of them every chance i get, but right now i am in the mood to express all the love i have for them
i know i come off as a joshua akgae sometimes since i pretty much exclusively praise him and often make fun of the rest of seventeen, but honestly i am so proud to be a carat; these boys are so humble and unique and artistic and talented and i truly love the music they put out. i don’t shy away from having high expectations and i will not hesitate to roast them as soon as they release a song i dislike (in good fun, of course) and yet they still manage to surprise me with each album they put out—it amazes me. i initially only stanned seventeen because joshua was part of the group, and i vividly remember grumbling because screentime was divided among 13 members—12 of whom i had no interest in—but now i feel so lucky to have gotten to know these wonderful men. i appreciate seventeen a lot

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i literally just finished making a new profile but i’m already unhappy with it
i want to make one less rigid
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i can’t believe they all genuinely think i’m talented ;;;;; maybe it’s finally time for me to try to boost my self-confidence
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im honestly tired of not being good enough for my dad. isn’t it enough that i graduated at from the most prestigious and rigorous high school in my state? isn’t it enough that i’m “among the most talented designers in the magnet,†or that i own a national first-place journalism award? i thought i was finally becoming more confident after the senior walk, when my design teacher told me that i was talented and just needed confidence, and when my journalism teacher said i was amazing and should know it, and when i went to eat with a friend afterwards and was told by a stranger that i was beautiful. i really thought about myself afterwards and realized that i’m a good writer, i’m a good artist, i’m a good designer, i’m a good photographer, i’m a good singer, and i’m kind and smart and maybe even somewhat decent-looking. i’m tired of my dad focusing on my flaws rather than my strengths, and now i realize that it’s probably why i hate myself so much now. he said he was proud of me once when i was 12 and never praised me again since. when i proudly told him about my national award from the cspa, he just said “oh†and locked in a safe when i asked if i could frame it. i want to love myself—i know i’m good enough—but it’s so hard and i’m tired.