Velveteer
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please be happy for a long time, friend
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i can't believe im letting myself get aegyo'ed into a healthy eating schedule
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cute
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i initially thought i was bothering whenever i talked to him since we're both shy and get nervous in dm's but recently he's been dming me first more often and last night he seemed super excited when i woke up from my nap and responded to him, it was so sweet
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wholesome
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adfjdmfwjks this is one of the most wholesome things i’ve ever seen them say omg, i’m so happy that my heart hurts. i love them so much
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â€really activates my almonds†AJDNAJFJDK NOOOO
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i’ve been feeling down recently so my friends made an appreciation card for me in secret, what did i do to be blessed with such wonderful friends
i love them so much-
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if i’m being 100% honest with myself i wasn’t...completely unhurt by what happened during the game
like i’d never mention it to him or any of our friends because he was so emotionally affected by what he did to me, to the point of loss of appetite and chest pains and insomnia
but i guess my joy at his win is also accompanied by some level of hurt
i joined the game to hard ally him because i wanted to be better friends; i contacted him at the first second, right after gamestart was announced, even before contacting my cousin or checking the playerlist. i was just really happy to have been playing a game with him considering that, in the first and last game we played together, we didn’t know each other and shot and killed each other lol

i was so excited about allying him that i gave him all my info right off the bat which...unintentionally made things harder for him?? apparently he was pinpointing my cousin and i as threats from the very beginning but since i was nice i made things harder for him and he ended up killing all of my allies first since he didn’t want to kill me

and then at lategame he finally had to send someone to nuke me but cried at my death
i’ve been feeling guilty about the game bc i didn’t know how much i was hurting him by being nice but everyone i’ve vented to has pointed out that it was on him for killing my allies behind my back and also backstabbing me, and that i shouldn’t fault myself for just being nice

and now thinking about i guess i...kinda am a little hurt? i reached out to him extremely early, gave him the aliases and roles of everyone in the entire game, offered to heal him, never shot his allies even though i didn’t know them, was completely honest about everything, wanted him to win, argued that he was trustworthy to all of my allies who doubted him

and then for him to kill all of my allies
for me to be cucked by some players he allied n3 or later—players he didn’t know outside of the game

i guess i’m a little upset
but i could never admit that to him since he himself already felt utterly horrible about everything. god, i feel guilty even lying to someone, much less backstabbing; i can’t imagine how he felt personally killing so many people who trusted him



ugh i wish i could just stop thinking about this game already
ack idk why i rant here when i know no one is going to read much less understand all this, but i gotta tell SOMEONE
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HECK i finally placed leaning-lawful good on the alignment chart two games ago and i thought i was free from the "extremely chaotic good" label that my friends keep using to make fun of me but then i placed CHAOTIC DEVOTED for the latest game wtf,
i don't deserve this, i snaked jav so hard during the game how am i devoted ;_;
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holy shit i just finished reading his entire role pm and his playing skill is insane wtf?? is this really only his second game??? his play is practically flawless and he easily outsmarted arguably the best player in the community atm, god i really hope to see him in more games

starting from n2 it sounded like he had a good grip on the game and honestly from n3 onwards he probably singlehandedly masterminded it. i was pretty happy with how the jaburu trio controlled everything for 5 phases last game, but conq on his own displayed even more control while managing to keep himself low-profile and friendly with most of the game

he put a huge deal of thought and analysis even into tiny things. like, honestly, this is probably more thought than i put into anything during the entire game

and he also had a good idea of where all his allies stood from very early in the game. ack, i thought i was a decent player as someone who's currently third place in wins in the community but seriously, after reading his role pm i hesitate to even call myself a player
[3:38 PM] kim: i think most of my role pm was just shitposting feat. mod commentary
[3:39 PM] kim: i wish u guys saw my face when i saw conq's role pm filled w actual intelligent thoughts
[3:40 PM] Euklyd: conq is intimidating i can't imagine reading a second conq role pm
[3:41 PM] Euklyd: "wow i guess i actually suck at this game" --me
tbh same. euklyd's probably up there as top 3 eimm players (imo) with his 5 wins and 41% winrate, but even he completely pales in comparison to conq
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oh no i was happy for so conq when he won but then he added me to his role pm and heck i had no idea that i made him feel so bad throughout the entire game. there's no way i could have known and i know it's not my fault, but god i truly feel horrible


i was just trying to be friendly when i gave him a full sheet but really i accidentally set him up to feel guiltier when he had to shoot down my allies


i didn't even consider crying until i saw this message in his role pm ;-; i was just so so happy that he won and now that i know that he feels so guilty about it (a large part of it being because of me) i feel really horrible

ugh seeing stuff like this
he played this game amazingly well and despite him backstabbing me and killing my allies i couldn't be happier than how this game turned out. he told me that he would retire after this game because he felt so bad about everything he did (which is a shame bc i really wanted to hard ally him at some point), but had he stayed, i really believe that he would be the best player in the community

and then i accidentally made him feel super super shitty because of my dying message ack
im just so relieved that he didn't see what i put on the sheet[2:36 AM] kim: did u see the message on the sheet
[2:36 AM] Conqueror: uhh
[2:36 AM] Conqueror: wait
[2:36 AM] kim: i was kinda half-hoping you didn't see it
[2:36 AM] kim: because
[2:36 AM] kim: i would've felt terrible if it made you feel worse :NotLikeNico:
[2:36 AM] Conqueror: where's the message
[2:36 AM] Conqueror: :GWvictoriaNotLikeBlob:
[2:36 AM] kim:

[2:36 AM] Conqueror: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[2:37 AM] kim: :GWfroggyBlobSweat:
[2:37 AM] Conqueror: OH NO KIM
[2:37 AM] Conqueror: :GWvictoriaNotLikeBlob:
[2:37 AM] kim: im glad u didn't see it during the game
[2:37 AM] Conqueror: no i didnt
[2:37 AM] Conqueror: or
[2:37 AM] Conqueror: oh god
[2:37 AM] Conqueror: i dont know what i would have done
if he had seen that im really afraid that that might have broken him ugh
[2:32 AM] kim: im only tearing up rn bc i had no idea i made you feel like this :GWvictoriaNotLikeBlob: im so sorry
[2:32 AM] Conqueror: no kim dont
[2:33 AM] Conqueror: i was tearing up when
[2:33 AM] Conqueror: ah nvm
[2:33 AM] Conqueror: you were just really great to me all game so
[2:33 AM] Conqueror: killing you
[2:33 AM] Conqueror: felt terrible
[2:33 AM] kim: i know im sorry
[2:33 AM] kim: i
[2:33 AM] Conqueror: even though i made the decision to do it
[2:33 AM] Conqueror: no dont be sorry
[2:11 AM] Conqueror: NO KIM
[2:11 AM] kim: IS JUST
[2:11 AM] Conqueror: IT WAS MY FAULT
[2:11 AM] kim: NO
[2:11 AM] Conqueror: I KILLED ALL Y OUR FRIENDS
i know he killed all my friends and arranged for my death but i don't resent him at all for it. im only happy that he won and nothing else. but seeing him feel this way makes me feel horrible—i guess i wish i weren't so friendly with him during the game or that i died earlier so he wouldn't have to worry about killing me
[2:47 AM] Conqueror: IM SORRY KIM
[2:47 AM] kim: IT'S OKAY
[2:47 AM] Conqueror: i feel so bad about it
[2:47 AM] kim: I SAID IT'S OKAY
[2:47 AM] kim: i know
[2:47 AM] kim: but
[2:47 AM] kim: please don't
[2:47 AM] Conqueror: no it's not your fault
[2:48 AM] kim: i'd feel better knowing that
[2:48 AM] kim: ur not feeling bad
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: i mean
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: i still feel bad but
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: i should
[2:48 AM] kim: BUT NOT TOO BAD
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: OKAY KIM
[2:48 AM] kim: and not for too long
[2:48 AM] kim: YES
[2:48 AM] kim: thats the spirit
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: ALRIGHT
[2:48 AM] kim: and lets get u back on normal eating schedule too
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: oh god
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: eating
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: okay
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: yes
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: i
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: lost my appetite
[2:48 AM] Conqueror: these last few days
[2:49 AM] Conqueror: hoepfully
[2:49 AM] Conqueror: can get back on a normal eating and sleeping schedule
it's clear that this game took a huge toll on him emotionally and i hope he feels better soon
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i thought it was an overstatement when he came to me calling me "the girl in charge of the game right now" but after my conversation with him—assuming that he's sincere—i just realized that im hard allied with 4/9 of the surviving playerlist, soft allied with 4/9, and have a reliable mole in contact with the one person in the game who currently wants me dead
maybe i actually am the girl in charge of the game right now

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i can't believe he considers us friends when only a week ago i was afraid of even being in the same vc as him

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holy shit my friend made this for me on my 16th birthday
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omg he said i was good at acting as mafia

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omg he said that i carried him for several nights and that i was the number one reason why he won ;_; after my partner died i felt like a useless ally but i’m glad that that wasn’t the case after all
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i have to win the next eimm to tie at second place again

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im so happy he won
but now we’re no longer tied at second place for wins AND now i have to share third place with one of the other winners UGH
guess i have to participate in the next game and win
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lol i was worried about facing them in the graveyard when i died but everything ended up fine

im still mad that they leaked my role and alias to literally everyone n1 though. definitely warranted my shot
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NOT AGAIN I THOUGHT I ALREADY GOT OVER THIS IN 2015
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shit i was right fi feel like i’ll be shot twice tonight ;;;;;;
edit: @sylv if you're stalking my posts rn you were the best partner even if you wanted to dayvig me <3
im so happy we became friends

























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