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If he does believe in me it's only because he hasn't met me yet. I'm a haphazard individual. If I manage to do anything right it's usually pure dumb luck lol I'm trying to get better about that but my clumsiness also likes to rear its head *sigh* *facepalm* I'm #JealousofMyOwnBias too. He's so graceful and beautiful and good at being good at stuff. *throws a mini CNU party featuring streamers* Seriously, whole weeks should be devoted to the celebration of that guy. I think I have potential to become like that but I'm still stuck in my ugly duckling phase. Where is my swan action? Where?! You have a job and that is nothing to scoff at. Just think of me who looks at a job application like "sure i'll do it later" then watches Btob Thriller video 45 times instead. Meanwhile you're at work slaving away and actually dealing with other human beings. IDK how you do it, but I need to become more like you. Kekekeke You can try but no way am I going. I used to let people drag me onto rides but once they saw how miserable I was they just stopped asking. lol I hate motion. I'm the kind of person who is afraid of everything that moves weird. Planes, motorcycles, swimming, etc. I pretty much need to be stationary at all times or i will lose my sh*t. lol Maybe we should both watch Hello Baby? I can't guarantee I'll make it through but I'll try. Your jealousy group therapy idea sounds good. Except we'd better not have our biases there cause I'd get mad at the therapist for talking to CNU. "Why do you keep asking what CNU thinks? get out of my man's head!" OMG yes I died. JinYoung was waiting with his mouth open like a baby chick and just nothing! Every time nothing! Gongchannnnnnn!!! Y is he so funny? And when he told the bragging story of how B1a4 started, how they all sincerely begged. LOL I laughed so hard my stomach hurt. Can I just take a moment and express my love for Gong Chan Sik? JinYoung aegyo never makes me cringe. It only makes me smile. Idols act so embarrassed whenever they do aegyo but they know we love it! You know u wanna see this on your dates! I love that picture! It makes me wish I was laying right next to him. And then, since I'm lazy and hungry, he always starts feeding me in the fantasy. All sorts of things - grapes, french fries, fish shaped crackers, trail mix LOL *goes on diet forever* This is my favorite picture of Jinyoung. He looks too perfect for words. What do you think?

his FACE i cant even imagine someone hotter than wonho

Upvote plz? Some people destroyed my empire today Must rebuild Will upvote everyone else who needs it

I love it. And Jinyoung in the ratty wig I'm dying

I can relate. I finished college but I still don't have a job. LOL How does this happen? I think I suck at finding jobs. And applying for them. And interviewing. And actually getting the job. lol Somewhere in the process something always goes wrong. Ahh oh god OTL I'm trying to pull myself together though. Gotta make my bias proud. I mean he's so awesome it makes me feel responsible for being at least 15% that awesome myself. LMAO! And you said you had no jokes. (Does this mean Jimin really does have jams? Mind = blown!) You are probably great on your other threads. Sometime you should tell me where they are so I can swing by & visit! Sure, we can just add that to JinYoung's resume now. Actor, singer, songwriter, dancer, producer, magical fairy tale creature capable of granting numerous wishes. See, it fits perfectly! In fact, he probably already has that power and just hasn't told us yet. I mean, if he even looks good in a ratty wig, he's clearly magical. Jinyoung, why are you holding out on us? lol Expose your true nature! I share your goals, I wanna go to amusement park with CNU too. I agree, he'd ride roller coasters if I wanted him too, but I am too scared to do that. So we'd better stay off those, unless he is fully prepared to be cried upon! lol We can ride the teacups and merry go round while you and JinYoung ride the scary stuff and we can eat cotton candy and laugh at your screams. I kinda wanna see it now too so I can observe our biases Dad styles! Like you, I mostly watch other stuff numerous times, like Weekly Idol. They are always so funny on there. And your man gets so mad when they pick on him. His face! *dies* He seethes quietly for the whole episode. CNU just looks innocent and accepts his torture. lol I could watch it over and over forever. I think mainly havent watched Hello Baby because I know I'll get too jealous. If I can't stand to see CNU even stand next to a female model, watching him heap love onto children would be the end of me. I'd be watching in horror like "why can't he feed ME mini carrots? why can't he read fairy tales to ME? This is bullshit! My life is a LIE! *trashes room*" LOL I really gotta do something about this jealousy. I just don't know what. Yep. No matter how I look at it, this is a magical creature:

lol Yesss, Kookiez is so lovable I'm doomed as well. Student loans own my soul. I shall never be free. Between college and kpop it's over for me. *practices Lonely to sing at subway* lol You would too? I mean, we'd have to - it's JB! He can't ever die, he must live forever and be preserved at all costs! You know, even just imagining CNU parenting is too cute and too funny. Oh I would die of laughter, so don't worry, I wont stop you from any mischief. I'll be waiting around to get my lolz. And yes, I saw how every time they did turns he looked like was going to hurl! lol Baro should have gone first, he would have loved it! I was watching them last night on Mix & Match, it was the one where they were doing some type of water skiing in boats and I was like "ooh look, more stuff CNU won't like" and sure enough they didn't even show his footage at all, just everybody elses. I know he was mentally grumbling somewhere like "that sucked. the things i go through for this band. I just wanted to sing, i did not sign on for this. nobody appreciates me enough" ROTFL My family complains because I don't like any stuff like that either. They're always trying to go to water parks and take me on roller coasters and put me on boats and make me ice skate and I'm just like "look deeply into my eyes and know that i'm not going." lol I'll take any man too! As long as he's tall, a nice person, employed, sane, not too stingy, not very moody, not a f*ckboy, generally trustworthy, and fun to be around. Oh look, I just eliminated 99% of the male population! Good thing I didn't add attractive or that would have been 100% down. Annnnnnd now you know why I'm single. But it's fine. Once we find our B1a4 lookalikes/actalikes, we'll never be lonely again!

lol lol lol You should have seen it coming! You say you have no jokes, Jimin has no jams....It's perfect! But no, you really do seem like you have jokes. You are just lowkey funny rather than "look how stupid i am" funny. But you're welcome to join the dark side at any time. We have Kookiez. Great Idea, I think I'll do that. *holds massive grudge* You have no idea how bad the prices are. Every time I go I spend $200 bones. That's why there has to be limits. I'm trash for like every bias group I have. I will do anything for them. If JB from Got7 called right now and asked for a kidney I'd be like 'I got you fam" lol Really? Sweet! You can be official godmother to all the cubs. You won't even have to worry about them driving you crazy because CNU and I are alike, peaceful and harmonious. Crazy is not our style. Naptime is our style LOL Have you ever seen CNU's face when someone makes him do something difficult/exciting etc? He hates it so much. When they went paragliding I was dying laughing because I KNEW he was not gonna like that. I knew it! Aren't they? I was scrolling like "who is THAT?!" but I should have known it was JinYoung. Oh he of the perfect face. I don't blame you for wanting a lookalike. I am on the lookout for a guy that looks like CNU. If I ever find a suitable copy of my bear prince I'm catching him for sure. I'll have to overnight you a bridesmaids dress cause the wedding will be on! I hope you find a JinYoung too. We deserve at least that much in life

LOL Thanks! I shall go on a quest to find your jokes. They are lost in an unknown land, along with Jimin's jams. *facepalm* I warned you about me, didn't I? lol It's terrible, I really can't stop I hate her also. How can I not when I saw the pic of how she was wrapped in the cheerful handsomeness that is B1a4? Its just unfair And I would go there every day but it's just WAY too expensive. I'd be broke for life. I'd end up living in a box by the river surviving on cheetos and singing B1a4 songs at the subway for spare change. It's a dark dark path that I dont want to go down, so i only go to the kpop shop once every two months or so. It is, isn't it? And yasssss clown couple pics. lmao Oh my God, we would be so cute. *fangirls* We need to get married and have like 15 bear cubs. Kekeke Yeah I guess it is evil to be that beautiful. JinYoung is deadly. I agree, his innocent smile is perfect, but all the rest are great too! When JinYoung is your bias death by bae is inevitable! Even when he's just hanging out with friends he's gorgeous

LOL Nah, I don't believe it. You're not boring. I'm sure there are tons of jokes in you somewhere, and I will find them all! Muahahahaa! Yeah it does sound hard to find but I am good at waiting. Or I could just order it at the kpop shop. I'm sure the store owner there will help me out. She likes B1a4 a lot. She met them and I am so jelly Oh my God, you did kill me with those pics! I was not expecting to see CNUBae's best photoshoot just randomly pop out like this. My feels and my body were not ready! But I gotta say, that last pic is his hottest ever LOL That's just too attractive. I love how one eye is a triangle and one is a square. Clown CNU is my new aesthetic!!! *draws on own face* And so now I must get revenge for this torture by hitting you with JinYoung Spam! Tell me, which JinYoung smile is your favorite? You must establish his best smile. Its your duty as his stan! (Wait...Are you even still alive? LOL Too much JinYoung can be hazardous)

YES. He keeps getting rid of his hairs. Why? Why hurt me like this? I thought he loved all Banas, so what about MY needs? LOL/j/k Even if he was bald I'd still love him. IDK what i fell for first with CNU. I think I love his eyes the most. First eyes then voice. Or maybe first voice then eyes. Then there's dancing ability.....I just dont KNOW! We're gonna need a bigger posterboard lol Oh yes. And really, anyone who is sleeping on Got7 deserves to feel bad lol Well, you can tell me that you have it because if I try to set it on fire you can always just call NCT to put it out *facepalm* Be warned, I am the queen of lame jokes and bad puns I am jelly. You have inspired me. I will start buying B1a4 albums too. I'm sure Jinyoung would approve of my decision and be proud of you like Yeah the angle on that was just wrong, but pictures of CNU are like pizza, even the bad ones are still good

exactly he's such a prince

Aw man! You shoulda hunted him down in your dreamland! I dream a lot of weird/scary/annoying things too! I may only remember 8 dreams in a whole year and 4 of them will be totally messed up! But then the other 4 will be weird or good. But you never know, Suho can show up in our dreams at any time looking like this and smiling his sweet smile down upon us: We can only hope!

I'm the same I rarely dream Or more like I rarely remember them But sometimes they are so nice Actually I had a Suho dream once He was my ex and I really wanted him back That's how I knew I was dreaming, cause in real life I would never let Suho become my ex LOL

Good Lord Suho come save me from my Suho-less existence!

It's evening here too, but I lazy so I slept all day. LOL I just woke up and drank coffee. Now its time to paint! Sweet dreams! Maybe Suho will show up

Thanks for the Suho fix I can now start my day

LOL I can just see it now "Dear JinYoung, I was captivated by your foxlike eyes....etc etc etc" in very very tiny script written all around the one poster board. And on the back, finishing up with "lets go out" But it'll be fine. We'll just get him a magnifying glass! Me too! Though I finally got my turn this year when they started liking Bangtan and I was the one to laugh and say "Oh Bangtan? I loved them since debut. Kookiez was always my bias. You just now realized him?" Revenge! It's so sweet Yes, that's because scarves are apparently sneaky and we had no idea they were plotting to sneak up on our band, but now we're onto their game! Oh you're gonna get a scarf now? Let me know when you do, so I can come burn it borrow it! lol lmfao Exactly. I mean it would have been pretty weird if there were no girls in the Sweet Girl video, but still. That's too much for my heart. You are? which ones do you have now? Was he cute? Was he super cute?! I just googled it and I hope google lied to me because I cannot believe the photographer took his photocard this badly: LOL LOL LOL

lol lol So our next problem is how do we fit everything we need to say on one sign? You'd be like "Just write a few words to CNU" then come back later to find me rolling out a mile long scroll of compliments That aint fitting on a poster! Maybe you're right. Just say saranghaeyo and move on! Finally, I meet someone who knows my pain! Everyone else was like "oh you didn't know about Infinite? sucks. I've been their fans since debut! lol" LOL well Baro is cute, but you missed everyone else! Lonely is one of my favorites too. It's a great song, but also CNU's scarf dance. It was so beautiful. I've been against scarves ever since I saw it. I mean, really, what right do scarves have to steal my dreams like that? They get to drape around CNU's neck whenever they feel like it? Really? What has that scrap of fabric got that I dont?!?! *rounds up every scarf on earth and torches them all* lol Whew, I feel better now You know I feel you on that MV jealousy. I mean Beautiful Target must be torturous for a JinYoung stan. Not only did he look super beautiful, most of the video is some other girl stealing your man! Sweet Girl was the worst for me, I think. I was watching in fury like "no this bench did not just consume oppas sex magic!! That sparkly sex magic is MINE!" Rage, I tell you. Just rage Ah the life of a fangirl is so hard

*sobs* This sweet angelic bunny king

kekeke Don't worry it will happen Other bands just creep into your heart slowly and you're like "Wait, when did YOU get here?" And he does have great hair! *bear hugs Jinyoung* I think most idols look best with their natural hair color but its still fun to see them change it up sometimes

So basically this is us at a B1a4 fanmeeting: You Me ROTFL Looks pretty accurate! Maybe we should make signs that say what we wanna say, just in case we can't talk because of feels? Me too! I became an infinite fan in 2013 and I had missed so much stuff and I hated it! I wanted to become an official Inspirit but missed the deadline. I wanted the lightstick but it was sold out. They had already done a show in my town a few months ago and I'd missed it. I was just left out in the cold I also hated B1a4 at first too. They struck me as really uncool LOL Then I heard In the Air on Pandora one day while I was painting and that song really just made me happy and I liked it so much. I was surprised it was the band I thought I hated. I felt weird about it but I kept listening to it. Then I went on Youtube and watched them sing it live. And I was like "That tall one is hot. How did I not notice this? And his voice is so damn cute" And from there on, well you know with each song I heard it just got worse. Now here I am!

Was creeping on photos and saw shirtless Jinyoung Not bad, not bad kekekeeke

LOL Don't you think we should flip that? Then I can watch you and learn how to be sane? LOL But then again, I might say nothing. Sometimes when too much awesomeness is in front of me I can't form words. So I might just hide behind my hand and fangirl silently in my head while just standing there. If that happens just point to me and be like "she loves you." At least then he'll know! Multifandom is hard but it's good too. Back when B1a4 came here I was in my "I only love Infinite" phase and I didn't even give B1a4 a chance. I am kicking myself so much now. So now I give every band a chance, and if they come to town I will try to go, even if they're not a top fav. I'm right there with you about JB, Jackson and Jungkook! They are total princes. You got some good taste

Me too. Sandeul is a vocal BEAST Oh yes. Oh yes he is. Grandpa Jinyoung!!! *dies* Still cute tho

I'm glad you understand my feels! Jinyoung is just too precious and talented so the urge to keep him to yourself is only natural! lol And don't even bring up CNU's hair, its so lustrous. I would seriously date just his hair. His baby hairs kill me, they are so cute. I hope I never meet him because I will just embarrass myself and him with my uncontrollable fangirling. I know what you mean, since I love all three of those bands its such a hard choice. Lately I'm getting more into Got7's music and listening to Fly every day. I love Jaebum's singing so much But Bangtan is such a top fav. But then again Monsta X.....and I even love Exo too....Aah the life of a multifan is just too hard Agreed, Banas need to stick together