rainbowsoldier

i am not an anime fan at all, i was just talking through an experience with their movies showcased on tv/shown by friends etc.

Sometimes i wonder if the japanese artists that make these have some sort of psychological problem because lets admit it, MOST famous artists had issues with themselves. But this could be just me. I am not judging them, and by having some sort of disorder is not apparently a bad thing and i am actually impressed by their art for a lot as a musician/artist myself. they create stuff like anime/movies. For example, my best friend had shown to me a ghibli studios movie where it was based on ww2 era and it was so depressing even the whole environment etc. And generally speaking, i've noticed a similar patern in many anime movies that have a really depressing tone, its just the feeling that it gives me. I don't know what it could be sometimes, sometimes it could be the general feeling depressing(even if the story has a good ending) or the art.. I am not saying this as a form of hate but i just notice that the japanese are very emotional sometimes and they express it a lot through their art/music/stories. It could be me because i haven't watched all anime/anime movies out there and i am not an expert to judge but seriously speaking, i've never come across something so deep,meaningful and soul-touching art as those. Ghibli studios for example are beyond normal specturm when it comes to art, it may be something boring and generic to some people but some people actually notice a lot of stuff going on and sometimes they recognise feelings..emotions..something deeper than just a 'story', do you get what i mean? Maybe they just are trying to get in touch with our deepest emotions and remind us of our childhood days by using stuff like..kids..innocence... even the colours they use, and the happiness and youth that runs within.. they are tryiing to find our weak spots and make us feel some sort of 'nostalgia' through it.. maybe it could be that... our dreams that we may have forgotten in our concience... those beautiful nightmares we forgot from time to time in action in front of our eyes... this ugly but beautiful truth... sorry for this post and if it came out weird, i was trying to let out my thoughts on this.. i am not a psychiatrist and i don't know anything about psychiatric stuff, i was just letting my opinion.

my ugly face again

this is my favourite singer of all eurovision! Literally! T^T

I remember this!!! I was so young! (i am 18 now) and i remember that i was constantly saying that i wanted them to win. I slept throughout the whole show and then i found out they won, yay :P

Eurovision is falling, i can see it Reminds me of the latest occurence with the tv-show Running Man, where everything changed and now it comes to an end....

Although i am still a bit confused, why is Eurovision connected with politics? Is it because countries always vote for their neighbor countries? or because the new voting system is thinking politically(as in the country itself and not the singer) to vote for the right one. I feel like Eurovision is messier than ever lately. Literally. And i heard they are planning on adding more countries?! oh gosh...

And also before you know any VALID information please please ask people who LIVE there and live things THERE instead of just watching the news and reading random online stuff. Even BBC lies, or any other news broadcasting channel. My mom's talked with people WHO lived there and watches news SPECIFICALLY from russia and she knows all the truth although it seems that its being distorted while being distributed outside of Russia to start fire. I don't like to talk about political stuff since this is not something i can speak about and have not enough knowledge to analyse it but please know what you're saying before you write it down. Even about the gay thing in Russia, there are FAMOUS russian people who are gay and are accepted. Everyone can lie and make up stories so there is an uproar. It depresses me to see stuff like this being lied about but not everyone in this planet is good so i'm not surprised either. There even could be a war in the future just because people wanted it and will change the causes and act like the victims or whatever....

Some people here happen to have one of the ethnicities you mentioned and it could cause misunderstandings. Its like cussing someone's parent. For example, my mom is from Ukraine/Russia and although i'm used to seeing all this hate and i can't change anything, i'd rather guys you not bring political things in this thread. or do you like starting drama?

I'd rather you don't mention politcs in here my dear~

no but seriously ken's legs are worrying me for some reason...

who died , i did THIS IS BEYOND ILLEGAL I'LL SUE YOU!