No BS Noona

All I know is that five Insta videos, all with different mopey sounding songs, driving around Seoul at 3am KST doesn't seem to equal happy, healthy and well-adjusted.

I'm on my phone so I can't post links right now, but is anyone seeing the vids Kyungil is posting on Instagram and thinking he might miss someone? (I haven't seen any photos of Yijeong in Japan with the rest of them?)

I haven't been in this thread in a while, and I'm LMAO at this. I love you dirty bitches. I've been going through some tough stuff lately too, and this has made me laugh out loud. Thanks. <3

I'll support as well.

So, anybody see Kyungil's instagram today? http://instagram.com/p/BHu_mgND0MB/ So, there are one of two conclusions I can reach here: (1) Kyungil doesn't watch Orange Is The New Black, but he liked this screenshot enough to post it, or (2) Kyungil watches Orange Is The New Black. Which has its problems, but is generally a pretty progressive show that has a lot of diverse female, LGBTQ and class representation. I am fucking delighted either way, because frankly, it shows he's a pretty open-minded guy, at least by Korean standards. BTW, the translation I can come up with is something along the lines of "Nice guys finish last." More specifically, "If bad people are rewarded, good people get nothing." If someone can do it better, please do so, my Korean's still at a beginner/intermediate level. Either way, that insta post made me very happy.

Mother of GOD I had never seen that picture of Yijeong before and now I think I have a nosebleed. Fuck my LIFE that's too much!! LOL

That is a fair point that most of the time the other hyungs are pretty chill, lol. Kyungil likes respect, though - remember the Blue Spring era thing when Yijeong jokingly called him the maknae and then Kyungil took great pleasure in scaring the shit out of him? XD He said at the time "am I your chingu" and while they're friends and other things, they are definitely not peers. (Chingu is, for those who don't know, neither hyung nor dongsaeng; it's what you call people who are roughly your own age. Like, N and Leo of VIXX - my other bias group - are about 6 months apart in age; they call each other chingu a lot.) Kyungil was about half joking during that clip, but at the same time, it reminded me he is an alpha who will not put up with Yijeong's bullshit all the time, lol. Never mind the punishment I'm sure Yijeong got in private. A still from the vid, for those who haven't seen it ... Kyungil is about half "seriously, give me some respect," half "I love scaring you, you little bastard" (look at those hooded eyes, like a freaking tiger!) and a tiny bit "wait til later"!

The thing is? I genuinely think in any other relationship, Yijeong would be a lot more dominant. He gives not one single fuck about propriety, about respect or anything else that's considered integral in that society, and I absolutely buy him pushing around a more submissive person. I forget what the interview is called, but he commented more than once that he can control all his hyungs - except Kyungil. He can very easily control another person if he studies them long enough - but Kyungil is an alpha. He's a tiger in human form, lol. Yijeong's smart because he doesn't even try for power; he'd lose. So yeah, he's a bit of a switch, but at the same time, I absolutely think he'd be the toppy one in any other relationship.

I really do wonder if LOEN or someone didn't yell at them to be more cautious. I mean, it's hard to go from THAT to barely touching each other in like two months unless something happened behind the scenes. Random bored thought while I'm procrastinating from doing work: I still want to know why Kyungil apparently owns ahjumma pants. And why he felt comfortable showing up on stage in them. XD I mean, he's never bad-looking, but I saw those pictures and was like baby, did you lose a bet?

And lo, the MC looked at Jang Yijeong, and the MC found that not one single solitary fuck was given. Lord, I hope my beloved bias does not get his ass kicked by his boyfriend leader!

I honestly don't know what to do with this information. Like ... I'm like, Yijeong-ah, ìžê¸°ì•¼, you might not give one single fuck, but your boyfriend probably does!! Either way, I'm kinda DYING right now.

While I truly, genuinely adore the perfection that is Song Kyungil, this kind of stuff is the reason Yijeong is my bias. I do think there will come a time when we see in living color just how few f#cks Jang Yijeong truly gives. Why is my Korean still not good enough to translate this? LOL In the meantime, have one of my very favorite pictures of these boys:

Urgh. They look so cuddly. Regardless of whether their relationship is romantic or platonic, I just want them to be happy, as stupid as it may sound. I'm sure it's just that they've been on the road a long time, but they look so tired sometimes, even more than the others. (Sihyoung is the Energizer Bunny, I swear, he never seems to get tired.) While I love love love seeing pictures and new things from History every day, I also kind of want them to get a chance to just hang out, spend time together, and sleep. Though I wouldn't say no to a few silly instagram posts showing them cuddling asleep or whatever. God, I'm trash. Have a pic. http://instagram.com/p/BHY2Wkug2Wg/

Okay, so, uh, what the actual f#ck is going on at the fanmeeting, why am I not there, and why is my brain giving me hilarious yet horrifying images when it's very late in my country and I need to be asleep? http://instagram.com/p/BHWkZwXDD2N/

I adore that song. Honestly, one of the things I love most about Kyungil is that he's a jazz fan - that he and T.O.P sit around T.O.P's house and listen to this beautiful old music. And Corinne Bailey Rae is an artist that has a lot of jazzy influences in her stuff. It would make sense if he and Yijeong fought, though - I think they're okay now, or we wouldn't get pictures like this *points down* - but it's totally plausible that leader would use insta to convey feelings. As he so often does. http://instagram.com/p/BHT0H2aAuqh/

I think the word you're looking for is a mild form of voyeurism? Or sadism, depending on the context? Or hell, humiliation is a subset of BDSM practices. (Yes, I have a psychology degree. XD)

Now this is the kind of quality content I need. I feel so compelled to apologize all the time for what a dork I am for these two, lol. It kinda makes me feel better that they're such dorks together.

Well, now I'm like, worried.

I have to ask, even though this isn't Kyungjeong per se - does anyone know if this pic is new? I saw it on tumblr and was just like, three thoughts all at once: (1) LOLOL Yijeong. (2) ... why is he cuddling on Dokyun? Wrong hyung! Did he and Kyungil fight? (3) Dokyun looks like, either 5000% done or a little scared, I can't tell which. Either "Quit your screwing around" or "Do you want Kyungil to hit me? Is that what you want?"

Dang, that's not bad either. And idk, I felt compelled to spread the gospel of Jaeho instead of reworking this position paper for a client. (It's not due for a couple days and omg I am not feeling like working. XD)

I wonder if Kyungjeong have to have a hotel room a few doors down from the others. XD

So, Psycho-era hair on Jaeho. Best look or best look?

It's true. I'm sure it's a lot of exhaustion, honestly. Yijeong never seems to get tired, but Kyungil's older. (I'm sure he just felt a disturbance in the Force somewhere and glared, lol.) I finished my silly little fic, incidentally. Chapter 2 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/7290112/chapters/16617544

Don't make me worry, lol. I don't like thinking that all is not well with those two. My professional life is kind of in a bad way right now, and this stuff is nice escapism for me. I'm hoping leader is just really tired; they've been running nonstop for weeks now.

I don't want to seem like I'm blowing my own horn, but I did finally get an invite to AO3, and my fics are there. The one in progress, and the other that I finished. Link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/7290016 Also, if we're talking Kyungjeong moments, I'm a fan of both Yijeong's confession, and also of when they hugged on stage because "no one would hug them." Which I can't find the video for, but I'm trying. I feel like I should apologize for posting so much, lol ... just I work weird hours, and I have a lot of time on my hands between jobs, and dangit, these two make me happy. Video link for Yijeong's confession: