Amber's Wife Probably

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Man this has been on my mind all day, I even almost cancelled hanging out with a friend?? Well, I sure as hell procrastinated going over. All day it's been random hits of "Oh my God he left." and "Well, I can just pretend he didn't, he's still in most of their past stuff and I can always watch it." and now it's finally hitting me, "he's really gone, in new songs I won't hear him, in variety shows they all appear in he won't be there, I won't see is energetic and fun dancing anymore in performances." I was never one that got so into things to let myself get this upset, but since it happened to a group I grew up on, even if I didn't always pay close attention to them, it's still hitting me hard. I recently got a pack of posters of them and even more recently put them all up(It even came with a bunch of stickers ;u; ) I might just want to live in the past where he's still there and happy since that's what I was doing before anyways(any recent thing I watched I noticed HS acting even more glum and mY HURT HEART) I JUST REALLY NEED A HUG, I've stanned BEAST all alone for years(compared to my friends who liked SHINee and other groups more, I thank them for getting me into other groups besides BEAST but these kiddos are what helped me through high school, even if usually at the back of my mind) Sorry for the ranting AH I just need to let out somewhere haha, I will always be a b2uty, even if I try to distant myself from the current BEAST

Ahh, I just realized, I'm really going to miss his competitive attitude, it was always so fun to watch when they did variety shows, especially when food came out he always got so excited

Honestly? I joined Onehallyu when I first saw that allkpop article talking about a rumor of him leaving, my anxiety was like so bad for the next few days after that I lurked SO MUCH in the Hyunseung thread hoping that someone would say "they're just idiots lmao, just trying to start drama." because I remember this same thing happening to Sulli in f(x)(My second fave group, which now I'm kind of like only sticking with because of amber now, whoops) and I couldn't believe this would happen to BEAST, but after so much lurking, and rewatching things and paying such extreme close attention to Hyunseung I noticed how he barely spoke(even more so than usual) he seemed almost uncomfortable, I clearly remember someone asked if he could speak for 30 seconds straight and he flat out refused before bargaining down to 5 seconds I don't know what will happen now, I love BEAST so much, I've stanned them ever since 2011 even before I knew what bias, stan, and all those fancy kpop terms meant, before I knew anything all I knew was BEAST and there were six of them and that I loved Yoseob and Hyunseung the most. With f(x) I never imagined I would be ok with them ever splitting and here I am thinking I'd be ok as long as I followed Amber. I fear this happening with BEAST and I almost hope it does because then I won't be so hurt seeing them as five on stage as I will now, I almost never want to see them live now because I'll probably break down crying, I always thought five was a lonely number and 7 was too much, so 6 was just right. His vocals were always so recognizable, his looks were so addictive, he always had this air that I related to, in fact that was why I loved him so much. I've stanned them for so long, and I don't want to leave, even if I do I'll 100% support them, I still do right now, today is just such a hard day and worst of all, even if we saw it coming, it was so out of the blue.... I'll stick around, lurk, and post for sure though, until I fall out of my kpop craze and onto something different(That happens to me TOO much ahaha, last time I had a kpop craze was in 2014, and before that, 2011, so I randomly get obsessed with one thing and the next) The stage is going to look so lonely now, I wonder how they're taking it....

I'm not even surprised :/

THIS IS LITERALLY SULLI ALL OVER AGAIN FOR ME, f(x) used to be my other stan group with BEAST(although BEAST was always number one in my heart) but after Sulli left, even though she wasn't my bias, I started caring less and less about the group and more on just my bias(Amber, if it's not obvious enough) and now I'm scared that will happen with me and BEAST since it doesn't feel the same without my bias wrecker, I love Hyunseung so much, I love them all, I don't know how I'll get through this ;;

Gosh I really really hope they will, I never got a chance to see them perform live, after hearing about them coming to Mexico I was going to beg my parents to have a little vacation down there, it would only be a drive away(I live in LA) so now I really don't want to, I don't want to see only 5 people on stage, my heart will be ripped out again :/

hello! I've never posted in this thread before but I just wanted to say I'm sorry, HyunSeung may not have been my BEAST Bias, but he was 100% my bias wrecker. I always loved to pay attention to him, the way he moved, sang, his actions, and I'm really going to miss him. BEASt really won't be the same for me, kinda like f(x) all over again with Sulli leaving except much worse since I've been following BEAST since 2011. But I will 100% follow and support him, he may not be in BEAST anymore, but I still love OT6. Stay strong! All my wishing ever day and night didn't work, I'm so sad....

I COME CHECK AND HEAR ABOUT A POSSIBLE COMEBACK I THINK my expectations are too high somebody hold mEEEE

Boy do I hope, Mexico's close enough for me to go Just gotta hope that I can manage to go if it is

Teach me your BAP ways o great and powerful one... once I learn everyone in Block B xD They're coming back to LA KCON so like... yay~ And BAP is coming back again, i saw ads for their concert back in 2014 I had known about them before but nothing more than "Weren't they all blonde when they debuted?" and now I can't stop listening to their music~ Ah yes the poor boys, I'm happy is all solved and I hope they have fun now <3 bUT YES LET US BE FRIENDS tHEY ARE REALLY CUTE, and if anything is my biggest weakness, it's cuteness, and they have soooo much, like all of them, not a single member is left out, not even rock solid rocky I can't handle them, I leave my phone full volume at night just in case they go live on V-app, which is something I've never done before. Probably because this is the first time I caught a group I really like at debut xD /looks off at BEAST as I was two years late to their debut

Ahh, I've been trying to get into BAP~ I really love their music Love me my blonde asian people :^) (No I will never be over their debut) I never expected to stan a group with such young members haha xD I sometimes feel like a creeper Ahhh but they're so cute and I love the concept, I have to fall in love with a group's music before I can fall in love with the group and ASTRO just had some wonderful music I was immediately hooked I'm addicted to Spring Up <3

I was actually in gym class with some friends and we were allowed to play music while in the weight room, Shock was on of the songs on the disc and I couldn't get enough of it~ And I definitely will! I've been mostly lurking on the main pages though so I can get a feel of the site, how it works, and what goes on

I cry a lot, but their newest album seemed to do well and it seems like they're going to have another comeback this year!! I hope they maybe do a collab with SEVENTEEN since they seem to be getting really big, maybe the collab will give my boys a huge lift fufufu~ Anyways isn't Hello Venus now with Fantagio with ASTRO? They were first a joint group with Pledis and Fantagio if I remember correctly