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I am a nurse in the critical cares, I worked in a COVID ICU for over a month during our state's peak (we were one of the first states to be hit). Our ICU is now 'clean' with everyone testing negative, otherwise they need to be isolated in a negative pressure room with the proper PPE.
To be honest, it was so so stressful and so difficult at work. We were constantly short-staffed, people were getting sick, because we were one of the first states to turn bad and have to go into lockdown, we didn't know what we were dealing with. There was a lot of frustration towards a lot of people who thought this virus was a joke and wasn't taking it seriously. I saw so many patients die in those few weeks. We frequently ran out of hospital supplies, not just PPE but also medications like sedatives, pain meds, paralytics. We were short on ventilators. Short on simple things like central line and arterial line kits and IV tubing. The ICUs were hit the hardest.
I think the hardest thing though wasn't even the job. It's the fact that I'm pretty extroverted, but in these last few weeks I have not been able to see many family or friends. I self-isolated when I was working in a COVID unit because I was SO certain I would contract it and test positive eventually. Fortunately I somehow tested negative for antibodies! I didn't really see a single soul in that time period, only occasionally talked to my housemate (small talk) but we mostly stayed away from each other while she was working from home. I had to resort to a lot of face times and phone calls. I rely on social interaction to help cope with stress etc so it felt very stressful having to kind of just deal with everything myself. I stayed completely away from my parents (thank goodness I don't live with them) and my dogs.
It wasn't until my ICU turned clean that I started seeing my boyfriend again. We were mostly face timing, texting, and we had a few 'dates' where we sat 6+ feet apart from each other and ordered takeout, or walked on the street several feet apart with our masks on. I think this social distancing has been the hardest definitely. I have a lot of friends who take this virus seriously (good for them) but I know they don't want to hang out with me for a few months
After lockdown is over, they will probably hang out with each other as a group and exclude me due to the fact that I'm a nurse in the ICUs
Anyway, sorry, I just needed to rant!!
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Also Aegyolks, omg we're both Sewoonie fans????
I saw a comment on YT saying Kijoong reminded her of Sewoon 
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He's so adorable omg 6 years younger than me! They just keep getting younger
He's so talented but sooo young, I just hope the spotlight as first center isn't too much pressure 
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OMG can someone tell me if this just started?? or are we mid-way through the ep?? I literally just finished ep1!!! I guess I missed RBW's perf ;_; GUNMIIIIIN

Can I just say they're playing Yoo Seung Woo's song and I'm so happy
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OMG can someone tell me if this just started?? or are we mid-way through the ep?? I literally just finished ep1!!! I guess I missed RBW's perf ;_; GUNMIIIIIN

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So I just saw the episode, and
I don't know whether to be happy or sad that Soyeon didn't make it onto the bus
YG definitely remembered her from KPOP Star and tbh I didn't want her on yet another audition/survival show :( P101 burned me sooo bad because I wanted her to debut like crazy ;_; And for her to be on a 3rd program would suck. She and Soomin are talented enough already to have debuted immediately after P101. LOEN better be debuting her soon!!!
I just hope that having several girls on the show doesn't delay her and Soomin's debut even further
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Guys I'm so proud of Sewoonie <3 I love all the songs on the album and Just U suits his color soo much!
Does anyone know how we can support him on the charts? I'm not rich enough to buy 100 physical copies so I only bought 1...as for the streaming and Melon etc. how does it work?
I'm replaying his mv on the Starship channel but I still don't know how the rest works! I know if you hashtag something on twitter it helps? I'm lost 
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Fam where have you been?
lol sorry I don't go on OH much anymore
I follow all the updates on twitter LOL 
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I'm so excited I just pre-ordered Sewoon's album, I'm so ready [emoji7][emoji7][emoji7]
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Omg guys I'm so excited that Sewoon might be promoting at the same time as Wanna One lol! I wonder if the timing was planned, but Howon will be reunited
I hope we get to see interactions!!! -
I think it's a common problem, so maybe I get a solution...
I have a problem with sleep, it's already 5 nights without sleeping, I take a pills but.. you know, they don't work :v
Someone has any ideas what to do? :c
ASMR helps for me, look it up on YT!
Another big tip I think would help is not using technology or doing exercise at least 1 hour before bed. Instead, read a book, do some journaling or just listen to music to unwind. Something I've learned is if you've been laying in bed for 20+ min and haven't fallen asleep, get out of bed and do something relaxing! Your bed should be your place to SLEEP. Don't do anything else there including reading or just daydreaming! Once you get into that routine, you'll fall asleep so fast once you're in bed
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Happy August!!
I haven't even touched OH but I'm just sooo happy Sewoonie is making his solo debut
My wallet is SOOO ready ad;flkjad;lfjadlfj I missed him so much!!!
Seriously the best way to start August 
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ootn is a ballad that was released in spring.... what would you expect from that
Especially that RV was a rookie unestablished group at that time
SM just did a wrong decision releasing it on Spring....
Im just saying I always and still find it to be a beautiful song and still don't understand why it didn't do as well at the time. Saying it's bc OOTN is a ballad is really discounting ballads in and of itself, and why does it matter if it was released in spring, lots of ballads are released in spring
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it really depends on the song
Not everything an artist releases will top the charts or flop
I believe if they come back with a more public friendly song they can do really well and balance themselves
Just like what happened with RV and OOTN
I think to go along with that, unless you're a top idol then a public friendly song reallly matters!
And OOTN is still one of my faves, I still listen to it more than Russian Roulette and Rookie so idk why the public didn't like it;_; the outfits in that era were sooo on point!
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It seriously must have been so difficult seeing SNSD debut (and seeing the huge gap bc she had just started training), then missing out on debuting with f(x) 2 years later :( But I'm so glad Seulgi is in RV, she really suits RV's style <3 but then again she suits any style
omgg is this Hello Counselor?!
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OMG Sewoon's face in his photoshoot is soo sexy *_* asdfghjkl I always thought he'd be awkward posing for these magazines but it's all so natural LOL!
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Me too
And also sewoon English name is max
Hahaha Max?!?!! That's cute haha, that was my first ever crush's name (from 4th grade)

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It's been so long since I went on OH but omg I want to smell him too

Have you guys seen the "21" he's been hinting at? Omg I do hope it means something!!!

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I'm such a fan of Joy's fanboy HAHAH
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[GUIDE] How to help Red Velvet on Korean Music ProgramsLINK HERE...go down to the INKIGAYO section!!!PS: I'm going to be spamming this a couple times on this thread every so often so please don't hate me, I'm hoping each time I post, more people will see it so it doesn't get lost in the pages LOL!!!I LOVE YOU ALL, my ReVeluvs <3
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I'm in love with Joy's hair color, Irene's rap, and Wendy's high notes and ending part in the song

Btw can someone please tell me the twitter hashtag to tweet to help them win in music shows? I finally got a twitter and I also can't read Korean...so

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Guys I love the mv so much *_*
Currently streaming on 3 ipads and 2 laptops (stealing from my fam) LOL I'm so extra
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Many of you have probably listened to this but if not LISTEN TO THIS, it's soooo good

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I saw a comment on YT saying Kijoong reminded her of Sewoon








How long did it take you to get into your first argument with your SO?
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4 months! They were also big ones. We referenced some websites, basically he entered the honeymoon phase like 2 months earlier than I did (I took longer to like him, he is a childhood friend I've known since I was 12, so it's been 13 years) and left it during the time I entered MY honeymoon phase. There was a lot of miscommunication and us being in different stages of 'infatuation' vs real love made it sooo difficult. There was a lot of insecurity/uncertainty, anxiety, and doubt on my end.