sleeping suga

i don't know if i'm liking you again but i really don't want to you used to like me, i knew, but you no more do i remember now why i stopped talking to you for a while it really hurts

focus on your studies. you're going down it's nice to see you're kinda happy now. you suffered a lot.

saying "i love you" and "you look pretty" to my friends was cheating to you? oh my god what the hell? you didn't even know me. things went really fast. you should really have waited though don't think i'm suffering rn, i'm pretty fine, with a little late self-guilt you know but that's okay i never felt sure about you, i don't know what i expected, to last a long time? my hopes we're dissapearing since day one i won't lie to you this was nice to pass through, now i know what i really shouldn't do, thank you

thank you hehe oh man, then there's a real monster teaser coming? i really hope that's true. i need it so bad! these 5 days are going to be the death of me, i'm going to die waiting, i can't waaait

heyoo! hope you don't mind another exo-l here c: i had to go somewhere to fangirl about the dream concert perf and the monster teaser! i've been hearing it on loop since dream concert ended, i love it all the fotos you're leaving here are killing me... that kaitaem ;;

that looks nice. i don't stan mamamoo but this is interesting!

re-playing fire emblem fates conquest... until i get birthright that's the only thing i can do i'm going to marry everyone hehe

i'm so glad we didn't become a thing. i'm so glad i didn't confess to you. everyone tried to keep my hopes up and so, and you actually did like me back. it was a long time ago when you told me but i'm glad i didn't return your feelings anymore. please don't come back. i don't want to talk to you, nor any type of relationship with you. i've realized now i don't want to be near someone like you. i'll kinda miss those times when we talked everyday about absurd topics and so, i know, but i'll be better like that. do you know the amount of good things that happened to me since we don't talk? oh my. if i knew this would happen, i would end it sooner. i'm not blaming you for anything, tho i'm happy i've got to make myself happy for one time in all. you made me suffer a lot, you don't know the amount of times i cried because of you. sigh it's been a long time since that but i needed to say it.

i've been wasting my time with your bullshit

im really sorry for wanting to talk to you all the time. for missing you and thinking of you the 24 hours of the day. for putting up dumb excuses to talk with you like "oh can you please pass me your profile pic? x" instead of just saying "hello". i just don't wanna bother you... i try to keep my hopes up and think that maybe you could like me back after everything you said to me, but now's just... impossible. and i was always the same person you know, so why did you change so suddenly? i can't stand waiting a whole month to see you to ending up with you not going because there's "important stuff" you have to do, or you're "sick". it's always the same thing, right? please... if you don't want to see me or talk to me, you should tell me. you don't know how much it hurts.