arineunha

i just really miss my ex, i was rereading our texts and fb messages are we were so lovely and cute..when did that all change. we tried to communicate and it failed cant help it, but i feel sad looking back at our past some reason i cant cry tho

i really need to lose weight

so yeah im being too clingy right now, and trying to make it work with the next guy by getting into the next relationship. -.- I want to stop myself from caring and detach..and learn how to be single again I literally takes 1 minute to respond or call back, but he has being doing either.. or giving a good reason (I mean he hasn't talked to me at all today even when I called). i'm going to consider that he's not interested and move on I hate to wait, especially for the whole day

After working in kindergarden i realized i cant deal with kids Most kids are touchy and dont understand concept of personal space.i know its our job to teach them but they dont listen. One kid also apparently needs to get psychologically evaulated because hes showing signs of being a psychopath ex. Torturing animals.. hitting other children

i saw my ex today and i froze on the spot but mumbled a small hi and he said hey what are you doing, and walked passed me ..without waiting for a response I feel so stupid looks like the break up didn't affect him too much, we both need to mature. and for some reason I cant cry either, what do you call it emotional constipation

this guy at work ;_; on my last day asked me to "hang out with him" I was sitting down and was like "so what do we talk about" then he was like "so what do people who are taking talk about" me: yeah but we're not dating him" soon we will be then we started talking about nudes and how disappointed he was to receive a nude at one point in time. then he was like warned me he's going to say it will be something offensive. I said "okay but it might break our friendship". he refused to tell me until I asked him again. he was like "receiving nudes from you would be like child porn (im just really smoll) okay but he's like the biggest troll ever and half the things he says seem like jokes, its hard to take him seriously

I went back to the ex, not the abusive one (who I just broke up with) but an ex for a year ago. he's not really a bf more liek a fwb for now

i want to say that i love you, even though e so angry sometimes. i want to make you happy and you just make me happy when yourself even though you're a little weird. i am too. you make me laugh when i'm sad, and when i'm crying you make me forget all negative things going inside my head. strangely enough you're the completely opposite, you're the cheerful type when i was depressed and i didn't know where i was going with my life, you said you would always be behind me pushing me forward. I am lucky to have you in my life and i'm glad I met you. it's weird to ask "why do you love me".. when your answer is just "I just do" my answer is completely the same, I can't pinpoint a reason as to why I love you because I just do

i finally got called in for an intreview, but then they told me that i can only attend intreview on thursday. and i have school thursday for liek 12 hours (so i cant make it) so unfortunate

just got hair cut/blowdry/style i love getting my hair done right before going to back to school, im thinking of growing out my bangs and possibly doing another keratin treatment in oct

my school is starting next week and they still didnt give us our schedule yet, wtf! they scheduled me to work on a school day too so like like they going to legit give us our schedule on sunday and school starts on monday

i think i just got fired, not showing in to work my face is really in bad condition so

Congratz on (g)idle win

sign me up please

Thank you <3

how many docs do i have to visit in a month-this is so tiring. like i keep getting referred and wasting time..trying to see a specialist