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This is best kpop song I hear in awhile tbh
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Yeah it's weird thing to ask ig like fans I get the stress but it's a bit too emotionally involved?lack of better word, like it's caring too much and I don't mean to insult fans for caring too much cuz I been at that spot but it's learning experience tbh. Just have to learn, don't be over involved in it. Like ofc you wanna know if your separated faves who had bond you like before,still friend, but you gotta let them live their life rather than inquire bc ppl over focused on their bond is kind of thing that can ruin the bonds
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yeah, i have ocd. i have other issues, incl anxiety/depression, but id say ocd is what mostly impacts my daily life (+avpd, but i dont think its one ppl define as ND. its extreme extreme annxiety tho). also never been diagnosed and have not really interest in figuring out at 25 years old hhh but i found out years ago, aspergers& epilepsy is linked to a chromosome deletion that both my cousins on my moms side have (epilepsy) , 1/2 my sister has it, but nothig diagnosed, and my brother has aspergers. i wonder if me and my other sister has it. and i have ,, idk how to explain it correctly, but both me and my brother have bad irritability and obsessional neatness with certain things (i dont know how to say in pc way, basically to most people, we are 'weird' and not normal ig), so makes me think, do we have overlap in aspergers/ocd, with one un-diagnosed, or is there just much similarity with the two with those things i dunno.
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Yeah probably. I was gonna say it really following trends of American music in general, but you could say the same about the non black American musician prolly their influence/predecessor is black musicians
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Something new also gives me kpop energy tbh
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What music releases have you been obsessed with so far this year?
deobizone replied to deliriousness's topic in Random
I've been obsessed with this album since it came out in April iirc? Other albums to mention that i listen to almost as often is fka twigs &big thiefs album from this year. And there's an artist I discover like in 2 months ago and it was like her first solo song, and I got obsessed with the song. I never heard of the 2 groups she was in before solo but I have interest now. And she put out a second song recently and just as hooked on it -
[PICKY EATER TEST] How many points did you get?
deobizone replied to Seunghee's eyebrows's topic in Food
I got 28 or 29 lost count tbh, but I counted a handful of foods I like but have to avoid bc high fodmap, they make me sick, can't fully digest them basically.tho I did count as liking a few high fodmap fruits bc those don't give me issues,the veggies tho..1000% issues. It would prolly be half that just counting what I dislike/ never had -
Why do all female celebrities seem to love pilates?
deobizone replied to YeoChin Fairies's topic in Random
It's pretty well rounded excercise.. average person can do it better than most other typical exercise ,also for more athletic person can add resistance to make it beneficial for them too. I mean like good for fit ppl in that way,but I feel like other beginner exercise fit ppl will add resistance too,is not really appealing to beginner,especially those who want to exercise but aren't immediately jumping into the typical thought of,heavy excercise. It's low impact but effective -
reading the article mention calamari and tbh i was thinkng of calamari when i see this pic. it is prolly my fav food or one of them. also thought of alligator. my aunt made me get alligator when i visit ha in FL, she does it to all visitors but it legit is good. practically chicken nugget. but everyone she asks is just like "no fking way" so it just looks weird, sound weird. but prolly tastes great, i mean if you like fried chicken which i do
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not relevant tbh and my friends on here havent used it in years tbh so yup. also changed my name too often
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i mean no, i am bit jaded/biased in that way tho. cuz ive been burnt so many times of people (ex friends) being so into male fanservice, but is a lesbophobe thinking we'd be into them, no girl we still have standards tbh. and i think this is as prevalent as the typical homophobia of hags/biblethumper.. bigot at one side, and objectifying other. being a bit extra but what i mean, its so unnecessary and unneeded to me, and uncomfortable with it knowing how into it and objectifying people can be with it (who are also homophobe). even if not tho. the objectifying is icky to me. like they can have skinship if thats normal for them. ig its more the fan reaction that bothers me. but i do feel like companies(management? idk right word for it) push the fanservice a bit far than necessary too
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bro this coworker i got..we used to be friends ig? i mean we had lunch together with like 2 guys and another girl. but shes a bit of a hag and the guys also get on my nerves as well. but im cool with the other girl still. for months now its just been thing after thing with her. but im the only one who gets in 'trouble' for it. (read: lectured by managers, not written up tho that i know of..) even if im not in the wrong. i guess i can be at times. but even if im not , and i exp with other ppl in past to. i dont say shit. then they complain and call me.. agressive ! and stuff like that. like they arent way bitchier than me. tho thats a bias take perhaps. dude tho like dont get on my nerves, and ill be nice to you. im just not a forgiver of ppl who dont deserve it. maybe its stubborn of me. but ive done it too many times in past of 'forgive and forget' of ppl who dont deserve it. incl with this hag. first few things that we had tension. i get over it. but ever since a few months ago. i swear this btch has no seniority over me, but likes to act like it. not even mentioning i work x2 the hours of her? not including the regular overtime and doubles i work. she has such a power trip which annoys me. we used to have same job always (packing order, in walk in fridge) but may 2021 they opened a new warehouse nearby so a bunch of ppl got relocated to that. including 1/2 assistant manager ? (theres another word we use for it, but its nonsense to ppl who havent worked in warehouse n know the terms so yup, its prolly the equivalent in other jobs) and the other manages stuff on the computer and watches over ppl that way. the other is more on the floor. and mon-thur, theres another lady who picked up that job. but this hag i dont like covers on her break, and on fridays. but she was annoying the hell out of me on friday too. legit let me say, there 16 truck on friday. i check eevrything in, 14 of them. i load, 14 of them. and one of the ones i didnt check, there was missing container in, the guy that checked couldnt find, so they redid it. but she went in after to look for it and found it on wrong spot. but i did load the truck tho and she comes to me during like "this was in there" and wat do u want me to do about it i-?? i didnt put it in wrong spot, was busy loading every truck before. wasnt me who check it. like yup i do most but dont come yelling at me about shit i do. and noteven hating the guy who make the mistake. i bet this chick makes same mistakes all the time. fuck, so do i occasionally. but dont come yelling at me for shit i didnt do, not that im hating on who did it. but im sick of her power trips when she has 0 seniority, superioity, theres just no one else to do it on that day - and i do exponetinally more work. she also was like "hey!" at me when i was done with it, bc i was trying to strap it down and it slips out, as it does sometimes and the strap makes this loud clank sound, so she yell that at me cuz she was nearby. and after she just yelled at me minutes before. i was so pissed. like yelling at me twice within minutes on nothing. id like to see her lazy ass do the work i do. im legit so annoyed of her ass acting like she is the boss when shes not. like she does so much when she does next to nothing. ughhh i came here expecting maybe a paragraph rant, a paragraph for me, run on...but prolly only 1/3 that i typed. to not be too annoying, since i rant about a few of these situations before.i put long segments in spoiler. their own spoilers. bc i still need this feeling out but fuck i went on about it. i really do not like this lady. again im done talking to her even if i barely did for months despite her always trying to talk to me. i do an "okay" at most if she insists an answer. but im done even with that im realzing, ngl i did give her an "okay" tho friday iirc. no more.
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Do you prefer lots of relaxation or lots of activities on vacation?
deobizone replied to deliriousness's topic in Random
ive really rarely gone on vacation tbh, so im thinking more of vacation, as in time off responsibility, not going somewhere per se if im in school...my ass is sleeping on breaks at work... i only vacation if im going somewhere tbh. last time i vacation to just do nothing at home was early 2020, and i request it before lockdown, in march, like take my bday week off in april, but then lockdown is fully on and its just boring and depressing as shit. lowkey like its worth. like paid for working as usual then getting those unused personal, sick and vacation days paid out at end of the year. like getting 2 massive checks. the usual + unused time, for christmas hhh i am excited tho at idea of ill have my own hotel room. i will be living it up in there but prolly still make use of the things to do there? -
atm im feeling any other than summer cuz the clothes restriction and bugs is killin me rn. i like more of a spring/fall where i can dress light or heavy and the extra layer wont be killing me like in summer..or winter where i have to dress like 3 layers. i was living for summer at first shorts and no sleeve everyday. but im so over it. and biking to commute, its a relief i havent had heat exhaustion as i did before, prolly thanks to working outside now instead of in... im not cold with what i wear. but i am drenched in sweat anyway
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id go back to a few hours ago when i broke my phone actually its like partly my fault for leaving it somewhere (this place i sit for a few mins when theres nothing to do). but i always do that and nothing happen. my coworker wasnt looking and slammmmed sumn into it. but im mostly phrasing it as my fault to not be a bitch when telling it to ppl. esp ppl who know her. bc i do know who did it. im not gonna confront or anything. secondarily... kinda see this as biggest regret ive had. id go back and not ghost my ex. which i sort of didnt. but i think thats how she sees it. i just gave up on it, and was too long time passed before i realized its a mistake
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Guys not shaving their pits is normal tho no? I mean I don't keep track but even for years where idols always been looking pretty still had pit hair. I've been shaving my pits atm bc I'm usually wearing sleeveless shirts cuz of the heat. But in winter and such, no shot I'm wasting my time shaving and there's been times I've seen ppl like posting pics of male idols like saying how hot their pit hair and I'm like, shit I have more armpit hair than them rn hhh. I'd say these pics along that level. Odd for me cuz I think in west, guys will be judged if they shave pits, arm legs. But girls are expected to. I guess I come out lucky in some way bc I grew up with chicken skin. It eventually mostly has faded finally once I become adult. But I noticed sumn, as it faded, I no longer grow back hair in most of my arms/legs where I had this rash, in fact only parts I can see hair on my arms legs is where it hasn't fade yet. Lowkey wonder if I shave there if it'll grow back bc I've had hair spots that hasn't grown back in give or take 5 years.. Gonna try it tbh. Ilbut yeah if they don't like it they can really just not judge what others look like with their body and not look at it. Not like they're showing it off or sumn hhh
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[PC][instiz] THERE'S NO TURNING BACK FOR LE SSERAFIM'S FANDOM ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
deobizone replied to Aegyo's topic in Netizen Nation
That's nice but I hope this is completely true I wonder the % of domestic fans cuz I wouldn't be able to tell. I forgot how I got there but at one point I was browsing on twt and prolly just looking up sumn from the group bc am chaewon and Sakura fan ofc, but come across a thread of ppl defending garam and etc. And I'm just like yuck. The fact she has defenders still. I hope at least most of the fans of the groups are done with her domestically and international. But sad thing is hybe isn't budging so after some time, when she is active again I feel like most fans get used to it and welcome ha back. Maybe won't like her, but won't be actively against it as enough time to bury it ig -
This company really so bad. I like loona and would like chuu to stay - bc it's pretty impossible to stay as group in diff company. Same thing as when all leaves company, there's fanservice of its not disbanded, but companies will hold copyright /trademark of the groups names/songs so they can't be used outside company, to try to keep them. I realize, I'm really more interested into idols being solo maybe in part due to them individually is more interesting, they have more freedom to not be pigeonholed(also liking when artists has more input and etc prolly from being into i dependent music a lot, feels more likely with solos) That I'm kinda optimistic if chuu had to go solo. Loona is a good group tho, I'd be here for many of them solo. Bc really BBC ain't shit they all deserve to be out of there. Best case scenario they work out the issues and she stayed, but they alr burn her. If she stayed, I doubt she renew her contract when time comes and I really don't like company so kind don't want any of them to
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