Veola

Everything is gonna be ok

Still trying to save up for the Totoro XD   Edit:  Forgot to do the form XD Name: Veola Goal: 50,000 won Reason: For the Totoro Plush award

What you've done so far looks great ^.^

Omg that screeching fan lol

So happy they won!!! <3

So cute <3

Dumb Dumb - Red Velvet 

Thank you ^.^ Listening on there right now.

I loved the mv and the song ^.^

I love them so much

Am i doing something wrong? Is that why none of you get back to me after interviews. How am I supposed to get more job experience if no one will even give me a chance....

Midnight Circus - Sunny Hill 

I'm single 

Please take your headphones off if you're gonna yell at me for something. It makes you extra loud.

Hi everyone. My name is Beth, I'm 21 and bisexual. It's nice to meet you all ^.^ Kids were the same way throughout my years of school. I just went to public school though. While I never openly admitted my sexuality, the ones that did struggled with bullying. Sometimes they couldn't even look at someone without them freaking out that they must have a crush on them. It was awful. Teachers wouldn't do anything about it and the thing is it wasn't just a few people, it was like most of our grade. All four years of high school a bunch of students fought for them to allow a lgbt club and they refused. (About a year ago I went back to my high school for a college class that was held there, and on the walls I saw signs promoting the lgbt club. I was so happy to see that they finally allowed that for them.) Kids are cruel and you shouldn't have to feel this way. No one should. I don't know how many years you have left but try to hang in there. I know it's hard, I was bullied throughout my years of school, not for my sexuality, but because I was quiet and minded my own business. After I graduated I have yet to see any of these people again. I thought for sure I would because it's a small town but no. It's like they were never apart of my life.I was stuck there everyday and it was.... like I was trapped in a cage. After I graduated....it was like freedom...I could finally start my life. Things started to get better.You may have heard this before, I heard it all the time and I never believed it. Have you tried writing about how you feel? That's what I mainly did to try and get some of my emotions out instead of bottling it up inside. Or I'd just write stories,draw,read,video games,ect. Anything to keep my mind off of things. Especially since I didn't really have someone to talk to about things while I was in school.So these sort of things helped me. Also I want to say that I'm here if you ever need to talk. I'm rooting for you and I hope you feel better/things get better soon.

Name: Veola Goal: 50,000 Reason: To buy a Totoro <3

Sooo [spoiler] I have Borderline Personality Disorder.....I have anxiety and depression along with it....   I hate myself for having all these issues and wish I was normal... No one in my family knows about the BPD part...my family isn't very understanding of these sort of things...I have to hide my self help books...It's  hard for me to admit I have it since I feel like such....disappointment/and kinda ashamed that I have these problems because I feel like it makes me even more of a let down than I already am. I just wanted to post this here because I wasn't sure if anyone else maybe has this sort of thing...         Yeah...I'm just gonna go... [/spoiler]

I know things are bad right now...but hopefully in a few months we'll be back on our feet again...So try to hang in there.

I hate feeling so...alone....

Name (what you'd like to go by): Beth Age: 21 Country: USA Bias Groups: 2NE1, KARA, SNSD, BigBang and a lot more. Biases: CL, Minzy, T.O.P, Dara, G-Dragon, Seungyeon, Hara, Bi Rain, SE7EN, Jessica and a bunch more. (Not gonna list all of them, I have a ton of Biases) Twitter/tumblr/last.fm/whatever: N/A Anything else you'd like to share: I love Anime,Manga,Vocaloid and Jpop as well.