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I can't get over how freaking good every single song on the new album is!!! I know I'm not the only one whose favourite song on the album changes every time a new song comes on. Attention, Heart Attack and Kind are my current faves, yesterday it was Marry You, Cǿde and I Really Want You. I can't choose basically lmao, they're all so goooood. tomorrow my favourites might be Don’t Call Me, Kiss Kiss and Body Rhythm, who knows! all I know is that I’m feeling spoiled! so proud of them and I can't wait for my copy to arrive

I miss her

me too!! I’m actually very pleasantly surprised by how much I like the album as a whole. I’m usually so picky about what I like lol. but I can see myself replaying every song many times over. and there’s a part two omg you can tell the boys worked hard on it! super stoked about this comeback

so NECTAR. how are we feeling? I had an out-of-body experience the first time I heard it, not gonna lie. issa bop. one can't help but groove along to this freaking masterpiece. I see you tho winwin stans, and I feel you. honestly. give our boy more lines or so help me. I feel spoiled with the xiaojun and ten line distribution in this one ;; their angelic vocals murdered me. that high note had it in for me personally.

I just thought of another one: eunji from apink

Alright, take two! fingers crossed I get it right this time lol. I would like to swap four of my badges to different ones please ^^ Badges I'd like to swap: Name: tenfreakinglee Swap: Wonho Award: Ten Group/Category: NCT Name: tenfreakinglee Swap: Sungjong Award: Key Group/Category: SHINee Name: tenfreakinglee Swap: Changmin Award: Taemin Group/Category: SHINee Name: tenfreakinglee Swap: Certified Monbebe Award: Jonghyun (SHINee) Badge arrangement: Ten | Key | Taemin | Jonghyun Thanks in advance

after some thinking I'd also like to add solar and dahyun. so jung ah, solar and dahyun

after school's jung ah

oh I have it, it's just excluded in my settings and unfortunately I can't "un-exclude" it for some reason, I can only swap him out for one of my other three current badges on display I'll just come back later and make a separate request ^^ sorry about the mess

ohhh! in that case I'd love a jonghyun badge I just updated my post (I also changed my username a couple of minutes ago which I also had to go back and edit lol, I hope you saw that!)

hi! it's been a while, I hope I'm doing this correctly! ;; Name: tenfreakinglee Swap: Wonho post count: 400 Award: Ten Group/Category: NCT Name: tenfreakinglee Swap: Sungjong Award: Key Group/Category: SHINee Name: tenfreakinglee Swap: Changmin Award: Taemin Group/Category: SHINee Final Badge arrangement: Ten | Key | Taemin | Certified Monbebe Thanks in advance

nectar knocked me the hell out - my boy ten out here slaying my entire existence with his sexy af vocals. don't even get me started on xiaojun's high note; my son is a goddamn wonder. music, dance? we vibin'. déjà vu? fire. faded in my last song? I'm feeling some type of way. dancing in the rain? cozy af. damn I'm really happy with this album, there's not a single song I find boring. I'm really, really happy with this!!!! can't wait for my album to arrive (I got the past version)

I'm an atheist (logic, whoopie woo) and normally I would chalk something like this up to coincidence. but dammit I'm gonna let myself have this one. just this once. I'm gonna let the warmth seep into my soul and not give a tiny rat's ass about trying to make sense of this from a logistical standpoint because I just don't care right now. I need some of that peace and calm

the grief is all-consuming and I know that some people won't understand. you didn't even know him. come on, lighten up, it's not like someone in your family passed away, you'll get over this. someone told me this yesterday. I don't expect them to understand why I'm so affected by this loss, why I have to constantly fight back tears, I who very rarely cry and don't like to wear my emotions on my sleeve and yet sit on the bus every day now surrounded by strangers just barely holding on, getting concerned looks. they don't know who jonghyun was, but I swear to you, if they did, if they knew how kind and caring he was, what a genuinely beautiful person he was inside and out, then they wouldn't question my feelings. so I am very grateful for this community; at least I know that there is a place where you can be met with complete understanding and comfort because we are all going through the same whirlwind of emotions right now. one day at a time guys. there is a light at the end of that tunnel, it's just gonna take some time to be able to see it, that's all. lots of love to you <3

05:28 am here. 40 minutes left until my alarm goes off and I have to get up and get ready for work. don’t know how I’ll manage but I guess I’ll have to power through it somehow. I’ve cried myself blind tonight and yet the tears won’t stop coming. idk guys it’s just a lot to process

devastated. my heart aches so much for them. can’t function rn, I don’t know how I’m supposed to get up and go to work in three hrs. honestly don’t know how to go about my life normally after this. so much love to you guys, please please everyone take care of yourselves

the pictures are everywhere I can’t it hurts it hurts it hurts make it stop

it's the weirdest thing bc I haven't been able to listen to any of his songs or a shinee song these past couple of days either but I've been having Romance on repeat for about an hour now and I'm surprisingly... fine? it doesn't give me a sense of happiness like it used to but it also doesn't make me feel overwhelmingly sad, it's just... kinda comforting to have on in the background so I can hear his voice for a bit and hear them singing together without constantly thinking about what happened, it's like my brain pleasantly switches off for a little while

don't know where else to turn to. I'm so tired guys. tired to the bone. I just feel so fucking hollow and exhausted. he was so, so kind. he had the biggest heart. he was so fucking loved and it breaks me apart that it had to end this way. the feeling of helplessness is so overwhelming and it's constant agony, I just wish he would come back so I could hold him until the world fucking ends sending so much love to all of you guys. think I might pop in here more often

lmao

this is too cute*throws self into the sun* 3,2 mil views thoooo. proud to say I'm responsible for like half of that lol not even joking

I swear to god minhyuk is the sun. how cute is he??? yo I've been listening to beautiful on repeat since it was released, I don't think it's even possible for me to get tired of it. I mean I dig all their songs on the new album but I don't think any of them can top beautiful, it's just too speshur but can we talk about jooheon's flow in the second verse thooo. and fucking shownu, his voice is just. okay so I guess it's down to kihyun/hyungwon/changkyun/jooheon/shownu/minhyuk's badge. you know what I think I'll put myself out of my misery and just get psy's badge or something cuz I'm done. freaking bias wreckers lol (pls don't think I actually stan psy)