VANTE

if obama doesn't want to help, maybe putin daddy will step in

i started a new medication two days ago

i feel...better? im not sure. i really hope it works

How did it go for you? 

it actually wasn't an evaluation i learned, it was just an intake before the evaluation. but i feel pretty good about it ^^

I really need to vent so..

 

 

 

I suffer from a whole list of official diagnoses, including borderline and ADHD which for me are both things that make it harder to interact with people.

 

Three weeks ago a couple of things happened that made me feel unwanted; including being rejected after an amazing second date (she even said so during the date, but apparently changed her mind afterwards), having dinner with some new friends where there was a discussion about people with mental problems that gave off this vibe of "people with mental problems are not normal and are harder to deal with" and then afterwards going to a meeting from my student association where I felt ignored by everyone (so I left within an hour).

 

Ever since that meeting I've been hiding in my house, only going out for groceries every couple of days. The only person I saw was a friend of mine who insisted he'd come to my house because I was clearly in a really bad state of mind.

 

I do have plenty of opportunities to see people, my student association has multiple activities a week and I get group messages inviting people for dinner about twice a week. 

Every time a new opportunity comes I set my mind on going, and I really want to go, but somehow something stops me last minute and I start having a panic attack.

 

I honestly don't know how to break this cycle but it's super lonely and bad for my mental health. I haven't even gone to see my family and even missed my little brother's birthday that first weekend. The longer this goes on the harder it is to get out of bed and out of the house and the more anxious it makes me to actually interact with people.

 

 

i know there is places you can text to get health if you can't get out of the house. but i'm not sure how good they work. maybe it's worth a shot though?

im scheduled for a neuropsychological evaluation tomorrow. does anyone have experience with this? i'm kinda nervous

rigged

Students of Dramaquin House, for those who believe they have the quality to be the House Prefect, please submit your application for Prefect Election here

 

no one can be prefect we're all trash

 

out of curiosity, what gifs do you guys want edited for use? 

 

so sad

so which one of yall girlies applying for this prefect thing

OPEN THE AWARDS THREAAAAAAD

 

they cant leave me hangin like this

big mood

phew this feels better

ugh not ari making a set already

hello legend

 

also the disrespect to nct??

im going w a hi high set yeet

it will be so hard to match a set to this green im already shaking

tfw the only green kpop music video is me gustas tu

hi

hi, i'm looking for a gif sig and dp

the source for both is this video:

for the sig, i am looking for two gifs that are side by side and 395x250 (basically what i have as my sig now) from 1:45-1:46 and 1:48-1:50 (basically chuu and gowon walking without the solo shot of chuu if that makes sense)

for the dp, 2:19-2:21 chuu on the swing

thank you!!

Doing good myself and looking forward to BTS' comeback~ How about you?

awh~ im glad to hear that you are doing well and looking forward to bts comeback

im great because loona debuted today and hohgwarts started! :D

how are you doing today mods

I also want to thank you Vante for making this thread for everyone to feel comfortable sharing their issues and having other users helping others out. Much love.

 

edit: please add me on the pm list.

Talk to someone, that sounds like an ED.

 

 

Just try to focus on getting better.

 

 

 

Add me too <3

Yeah, Id like to be added too when you get the chance

all added, thank you for being patient <3

i also apologize for my absence from this thread, i've been having struggles of my own so i didn't feel confident in helping others just yet. but hopefully in the next few weeks i'll be getting better and will be able to help out here more. thank you~~

that sounds awful

no worries just throwing it out there

Honestly that's a huge part of the problem with reports; users assume someone else has reported something and don't do it themselves. That just continues on, and no one has reported. So many times I have gone to a thread where someone has reported an issue, and I find pages of users wondering where the mods are at, but none of them had actually reported anything. 

why not have like a registry or a spreadsheet of people with wp and their offense? i know yall care about privacy but if someone is like harrassing someone else in pm i'd like to know that before i pm them. and it would create transparency where we know that no one is getting special treatment from mods. its why there's arrest records made public, so that there's no tyranny going on

Her question about the 18+ section would have easily been answered if she weren't her usual hostile self. My team does not deserve disrespect nor should they take it. I make sure of that however possible.

but we deserve disrespect? fuck users right?

I feel bad for you guys trying to cover for people who are fucked up

Honestly good luck lol

I confessed to the guy I loved so much today. Getting no substantial response hurts so much oh my god. Coupled with the fact that hes leaving and will probably not cross paths with me again. Its so depressing. Im starting to lose interest in things. I dont even want to eat. I just want my pain to end. 

heartbreak is really the worst. i recommend getting rid of everything that reminds you of him, cause every time you see a picture it'll reopen the wound. don't be afraid to seek professional help if it gets worse

good luck friend

myeeeeeeeeeeeh