KaniPi

Do you mind me asking where you live, there are a lot of support groups, where you can call and speak to. Try to focus on your studies if you can, as you said you're close to graduating, and it will make your life at least a bit easier, in terms of finding a job. Don't give up, just set targets for yourself. Try to do something nice for yourself, maybe buy yourself some flowers, or go on a walk once a day, even if just for 15 minutes.

Hey, sorry to hear that. I have been suffering from social anxiety as well. I struggle to go outside, and I keep having really bad unwanted thoughts almost all the time. Its affected how I feel about myself, and I become very emotional/angry when alone. I have also pretty much isolated myself. I don't have any close friends. If you ever want to talk about stuff, you can speak to me if you want. Are you taking any anti-depressants? I have started taking them, and they have helped to a certain extent. Also, try to get counselling or see a Psychologist at least once a week, they usually have some good advice if they are helpful. There's an app I usually use called Daylio, its easy to use, just rate how you're feeling, what you did during the day, and gives you an overall picture of your moods. Keep a journal, write down things that you want to do during the day. If you're worried about things, set a time during the afternoon maybe for 1 hour, to just worry and not do anything else, when that periods over, then do something you like. Remember everyday is different, you can't control peoples thoughts/actions, its not you, its them. Just take one step at a time. Hope this helps.

I got bored of it, its so choppy and the loading screens are so annoying. There are much better ones out there.

It pisses me off when my mum talks on the phone too long. Its too late just stop talking. I am getting sick and tired of it all.

So I decided to get something from outside, because there was nothing to eat and my mum was too busy doing other things. I didn't think the food was bad, its obviously grilled meat and other things, at the very least I would have expect her to appreciate it, but instead all I got was "don't order anything from outside again, the food was burnt (which it wasn't)". It hurt my feelings because I feel like I am the only one trying. I don't even know why I even bother. I miss my dad. I wish he was still alive.

Btw I’m not sure if I’m allowed to keep replying in this thread, but I’m happy to discuss this in PM if you want

Yeah, I think from appearance wise, some people just don't look as great with losing weight. Probably not. Yeah, its understandable that he would, considering how much they have to practice. Its just that he looks so different that he doesn't look as attractive to me anymore, I do wish he would be able to gain a bit.

Monsta X are good as well. Their Japanese songs don't sound awkward.

That guy in the restaurant was being so annoying, stop glancing at me, your partner was obviously getting upset about it as she was continuously looking at me as well. It got so awkward that I was so glad when I had to go. Even then you were looking, what a creep. Your partner is so beautiful, why are you wasting your time doing that. I just don't understand. I avoided looking at him. I was wearing a headscarf today because I had to go to the cemetery to visit my father, but its just gross how men in the Asian community just don't understand the hijab at all. Its worse when they are taken, because I know that they were arguing about me when I was leaving. Ugh. I can't govern people's thoughts and actions, but it really pisses me off. Its not too bad if they are single, but clearly taken men don't make me laugh.

It’s made him age more years. That always happens if you weren’t so skinny before then when you suddenly lose too weight it almost never looks as good. It’s just his whole vibe as well. I like confidence but his shyness and boyish charms was one of his strengths... I can hardly recognise him now. Also it’s same for the rest of BTS they have changed. Compare them to how they performed NMD in 2017 to their debut just too different. It does really feel like they are a top group now... idk its just how I feel. I get similar vibes from EXO too but they seemed to have become a bit more relaxed lately but yeah seems like all groups that become more popular go through this phase. I don’t think I’m just saying this because it happened to groups like infinite as well and I followed them before they became popular.

Jungkook does not look attractive after losing so much weight. He looks better when he is more muscular. I think it’s the same with the rest of BTS, they don’t look like their usual selves. Sent from my iPhone using OneHallyu

Sorry that happened to you. People have serious issues. I am also getting similar experiences. They just don't seem to care. Stay strong.

Its a bit difficult since people like different things in my opinion. Also, the thread might become less active then. Its hard for people who have played it on PS1, but it must be insane for newbies who are playing it for the first time lol

I really wish things did not end up how they were. I was supposed to get that permanant position and you were meant to still be in my life. Now, I am so uncertain about everything, and you know what hurts the most, knowing that I made things like the way they are. I don't understand why you won't be honest with me. I know you have feelings for me. If not that, at least I know you care a lot. I should not have confronted you like that, but you sat away from me and when I asked how you were, you lied and said it was because of your back. When I needed you to be there and not allowed me to get in trouble, why did you stay quiet. Even then, I still tried to make you understand that you are important in my life. I know you cannot be my father who was my best friend, and his death nobody can replace, but as I told you, you are a great deal of comfort to me. I don't want your money or anything, but I really miss you. I miss you so much that at least once a day you come across my mind, and I always deep down wonder if you miss me or at least think about me in the same way. I was told that you didn't want to hurt my feelings, and wanted me not to isolate myself, so thats why. I am still grateful I got to meet you and know you. You know so much about me, so deep that even my friends and family (excluding my father) wouldn't know. I can't seem to let it go. No matter how hard I try to make myself busy, I really do miss you. I can't seem to even think about anyone else. Unlike the people who I thought were my friends, they were not true. Yet, you always stood up for me, and never let me get hurt. You are always looking out for me, the first man besides my father to actually seriously care about me. I did not lie when I said you were like a shadow to me. I think you're a wonderful person, who cares about others. I hope your parents actually realise that and treat you better. You deserve to be happy. I will never forget you. Thanks for everything.

They obviously want a place to be alone... mess. I wouldn't go if I were you. It would be uncomfortable if she tries anything.

I'm already 25, you're still young. I'm turning 26 in February... it does feel a bit weird but just embrace it, that's all I can say.

Thanks

Yeah, there is the Road to Nowhere one (which is also difficult, but somehow I completed it) but I think the High Road one is harder. Its those damn turtles. I have looked at a few walkthroughs, and they jumped on the ropes to basically skip through the whole level, but its really not easy, you can quite easily fall down, and then when you have to jump down and back up you can miss it, and if you don't get the checkpoint, you start all over again. ¬_¬

I think I prefer the first one as well

​or Stuck between those two. thanks again, I wouldn't have thought about these arrangements xD

Ohh I really like this one, it matches the sort of dark theme I am going for :D