Savior Qrisus

I would just tell him that you aren't interested in him and you just aren't interested in guys, but you would like to keep him as a friend. Being the twink I am I thought that that is the most thoughtful response that I can think of. Hope it all works out

I shall! I'm really stubborn and I don't stan new groups, but I decided to see what the hype was about and was not disappointed Thanks guys!!!!!

Hi I do know I'm jumping on the Twice train hella late, but better late than never right lol? I like all members and don't actually have a set in stone bias however I stan Twices 'JapanLine' really hard so they are essentially my biases!

Hey guys haven't seen me in a while have ya ;)?   Anyway.... I just thought I'd give a little update on things that have gone on since I left because you guys deserve to know.   -I came out to my family -I kissed a douchebag who I then stopped talking to ( First kiss with a douche ) -I've been talking to some from Cali for almost two weeks. -I sexted someone ( This was before I started talking to the dude from Cali ) -I blocked the dude that I sexted with -I was able to tell my sexual assault story to one of my best friend's K.   Also I have a Tumblr now -> aurora-skyes.tumblr.com   This is probably one of my last posts on the site before I reban myself ( since my kpop phase is kinda over ) which was to get some info that I posted here about my sexual assault shit, but anyways have a nice day :)

Ban me forever please

Hi haven't been on in a while and just wanted to let you guys know that this will probably be my one of my last posts on this site so treasure my memory. lol not really.   But I finally have good news for myself. There are no public universities in my entire state that offer Film Classes in College!!!! I know that sounds extremely weird to be considered good news, but that means I can go to university in California without getting shit from my parents so I'm probably going to apply for both San Jose University and University of California at Long Beach so I can finally get out of this shithole of a state.   This is officially my last post in this thread before I ban myself so I would like to say bye to everyone you have helped me tremendously throughout the past year in discovering myself and offering me advice on some of my past demons, but I have no use to be on  K-Pop forum site anymore I haven't listened to any Korean music in over a month and no longer consider myself a fan of any group I used to stan so my membership here is rather pointless so this is my goodbye.   Always and Forever, Alyssa Edwards  Savior Qrisus

EDIT: WARNING THIS POST IS ALL OVER THE PLACE   So I'm back in school and that dude I like got a locker right underneath me, and guess what I have big news it took 50+ pages but I'M FINALLY OVER HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just thought I'd share. Also the only class that I have ANY friends I can talk to without getting slapped in the goddamn face is Honors English. so in short rip me.   Also I've decided I want to move to L.A asap because omfg West Hollywood is bae and I can't subject myself to the South anymore except Atlanta but I wanna move away and start a new life for myself and leave all my problems in Georgia and change my name.

  Oh I know the chances of him liking me back are like 1% but still there's that 1% I'd rather get it off my chest and tell him than to keep up bottled up until I have let it consumed me to the point of no return I mean it's not just some crush; I've been having strong feelings for him since I started high school and now I'm a sophomore and I need to wake up and realize the only way I'm going to move on or date him ( again highly unlikely ) is to confess my feelings the only way to know his feelings are to ask him. I'll let you guys know what happens because I'm a loser and this thead is the only reason I'm still here lol, but I doubt he'll tell the entire school but maybe I'm underestimating him. Allah I hope not. He's not like the guy I think most of you are picturing he is. He is in a way, but I can almost guarantee you he's not anything like what you're imagining in your mind. just a little probably   Also I've seen other guys act that way towards other guys before, but I've never caught them doing anything weird or looking at my thighs or allowing me to massage their backs for 45 minutes ( still wondering til this day why he didn't scream out 'WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU TOUCHING ME!' ) and he's only done this to me before that I know of which I'm going to go out on a limb here and say he's probably done it to some of his other friends although I can only think of one in my mind that he would do that to.

  True but he did this knowing " I have a crush on him " which make it weird and his smile was creepy as fuck it made me feel like an object but I kinda liked it like it was a different smile one that I've only seen guys giving girls. I mean people have been calling me gay since fifth grade, and he came in sixth so he was still around to hear it. It stopped around the middle of 8th grade when people realised I didn't give a fuck because " I was straight " even though I fapped to nothing but gay porn and had sexual fantasies with just men. coughs. denial so feel free to judge this information as you please but I'll take it how I please. He's not a total douche as I make him out to be sometimes so I'll probably approach the situation within a couple of weeks of texting him then when I feel like I have gained enough confidence I'll come out to him which he'll be okay with because he is all for gay rights hopefully his next question is either " Why'd you bring this up? " or " So Do You Like Me? " which I can say my feelings which if I get denied I get denied and I'll have closure and if that happens I'll tell him not tell anyone that I told him that which we're close enough to the point that I think he'd keep his mouth shut about it. So that's how I plan to handle the situation which sounds like the most reasonable thing I can do. Best case scenario = He's gay/bi/pan/etc and likes me back or Worst Case Scenario = He's straight and he;ll tell the whole school about me being gay which I can handle because I have a high confidence level with myself now.

  That's what I was afraid of.

Okie dokie so school starts tomorrow for me so I went to school today to get my schedule and all that blah blah blah aka open house for the Americans like me, and you know the dude I've mentioned on several occasion the guy I like who makes confused over his sexuality because he's stared at my thighs and let me massage his back? Well when I went into my homeroom and was waiting to get my locker he came up behind me and smacked my butt as soon as he saw me BEFORE he said Hi. Not gonna lie I was over him. And the way he smiled at me made me blush I think and no one has ever smiled at me like that, but the way he smiled made me feel uncomfortable because it was that kind of smile where you can automatically tell they like you in some way shape or form. It made me feel so special but so uncomfortable because I'm worried that I'm wrong about that smile and butt smack.   What do you guys think?

Well at least KKS is trying to sneak in as much promotions for DIA as possible it's pretty clear he has a lot of faith in them and I hope they don't get treated like shit because MBK needs to wake themselves up and realize that once T-Ara is gone it will be nearly impossible to pay the bills with the money from The Seeya, SPEED, and Shannon. I mean with SPEED's earnings right now I don't even now how they're still afloat.

No I'm still a fetus you're a zygote.

Nope, I'm the fetus here. I was born in 2000 and share a birthday with George Washington.

Subin is a fangirl of Jiyeon how adorable. O 3 O

#RIPQRISUSLEGS 1986-2015 You Will Be Missed

Think about how I feel I had certain people in here bitching at me because the award was taking too long during award season.

Urgh when will they update the rewards I want our TAHITI badge we've waited how long for it? Three Months?

Hopefully they go comedic like they did with YaYaYa with this comeback if the media is right.

  I'll have my official license in about 11 1/2 months because I just got my learner's earlier this month even though my birthday was in february but let's not talk about that   A penis suit.

  I'm glad I live in Georgia I can drive up to Atlanta and go to Pride whenever plus the city's relatively nice ( depends ) I can't wait to go to pride once I'm in college @ Georgia State University.

I tend to bias hop around to before I find one I actually stan like I went from Areum to Boram to Soyeon to Boram to Qri.

Also I'm in love with their logo. I thought about entering the contest for their logo but I never did. It would've looked very well on applications on colleges that I designed a band's logo that wasn't a nobody, but oh well.

Oh yay! haven't found any members stanworthy yet anyways and no I'm not being bitchy I can never choose biases beforehand I always choose wrong.