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I feel. So incredibly numb right now. Though I don't know any of you guys, I love you all so much. I'm physically still at the moment because I can't. Actually believe that this is real. Like, I feel like I'm living in some kind of fever dream. I love you guys, take care today, alright?
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why do nonblack poc and white ppl always have a say in the black communities issues
don't tell me my opinion about my community is invalid when you aren't related to it in any kind of way. i'm a black girl through and through and will call out issues in my community, i don't need you tell me i'm being toxic.
like yes, i will call out the homophobia, sexual assault, misogyny, 'shut up and take it' mentality my community has and if u don't like it, oh fuckin well m8-
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you know onehallyu is a mess when your ignore list is about to reach 4 pages
girlie same. this whole bash loona fest that's been going on and just people clean talking out their ass has my ignore list ready to hit 2
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why do people write those kind of age regressions for people/characters in general, I feel like it's specifically for pedos to get their jollies or something (or, it's written by misguided teen girls who think it'd be super sexy to be seduced by a much older adult). because I can't see any literary reason for making a character into a young teen while keeping the other partner an adult

EXACTLY. then had the nerve to write them having sex, getting married, and having children. like OKAY you ship dara and gd but they both need to be consenting adults you nasty bitch. then people in the comments were like oHhH it's not even that bad authornim this is great ~~^^ like okay, so you're fine with a grown man raping a child, basically. o k.
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me, screaming through the thread bc i haven't watched the newest episodes yet oh dear GOD i just seen my baby pk got eliminated :((((((
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why i still go on aff, baffles me, but i'm only there to write applyfics.
but why, oh why dear lord, did someone think it was okay to write an age regressed dara to 13 and have g-dragon, 27 in the story, groom her to marry her. and first of all, WHY was in the featured story of the day? why does no one check the stories they make the featured story to make sure it's not disgusting? and second of all, why was the story even allowed when clearly it romanticized pedophilia/hebephilia? what in the fuck. how can you even think that that is okay. how can you even have the gall to form your fingers to write something so disgusting as that. like. clearly you were dropped on your head as a child.
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just from ocean view, i wasn't expecting much from her (i'ocean view' is like lot of songs recently where the vocals are tuned to match a crisp beat, but there's not actual vocal complexity), but this was still disappointing. watching this makes me feel like she doesn't know the song. the lipsync was so obvious bc she didn't know where there or not to mimic the backtrack or not. and her lives aren't commendable either, she struggles to keep up with the beat despite the dance being pretty simple.
i think NM probably should've waited to debut her, because she doesn't seem too comfortable to carry a stage by herself.
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like, it's obvious she has a pretty voice and has good dancing ability, but she's not stable and not confident. had they waited to debut her maybe, spring of summer of '18, she probably would've been more comfortable with the song and being stable on stage. i really want her to get better and to progress because she's one idol that caught my eye this year, but i really need her to just...amp it up.
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boi. fuck the fcc.
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if yall don't stop
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she's so pretty and talented
i hope she rises in 2018.-
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i've watched the subbed ep 13-14 but skip the elimination part
my body and weak heart are not ready to watch that part with subtitle
the effect from wathing it live is still too strong
lena's "you're my very first friend"
junQ searching for jian but someone said he already left
leader soya herself announced she got eliminated and told shin jihoon(?) "maknae-ya don't cry"

the eliminated contestants gathering up in dorm's cafeteria with bi rain
remembering those moment makes me emo
they better be!!
i can smell euijin will be the next kang daniel ;)
stooooop, when soya announcced her elimination i started bawling my eyes out
then when they started singing miracles in december i just
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i'm really hoping chained up is gonna be like the next sorry sorry tbh
thank y'all for not over flowing the thread w a bunch of mess and i have to backtrack 10+ pages

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once again, i'm this close to unfollowing the loona thread because it moves too. fucking. fast. talking about theories 2038849383 gets super fucking repetitive after a while, trying to figure out who's the new member after we JUST got another new member, like?? live in the moment. we only have two girls left and y'all are constantly snooping trying to find the next member. the element of surprise wasn't there with chuu because they went and stalked lip's friend. like. what the fuck, chill the fuck out and live in the fucking moment. i'm not gonna sit here and back track 20+ pages because y'all wanna talk about stupid fucking memes or y'all wanna come up with all these theories, some of them that actually make no sense. like i literally left off of the thread to be with my family bc my mom came home from the hospital today on pg 2605. i come back, the pages are at 2632. and we literally just hit 2.4k not even a full week ago. the amount of stupid shit done and said in the fucking thread is so irritating, i'm literally going to unfollow it for a week or smth and just follow loona's social media because i cannot.
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im kind of shook that this is really Marco

he needs to ditch the dreads

and now i'm catching a flight to sk to burn his dreads off LMAO
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i'm gonna run and go get food while waiting for the carol 2.0 see yall tHEN

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i wish for the boxing round they had more of the girls of there, but marco was hilarious sending kisses to their ex gf lmfaooo
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those were THE saddest eliminations i have ever watched and i am still in tears.

overall, some people that...should have went home are still there but yknow i'm fair game for giving everyone a shot. i actually really, really like this more than i like mess9 and i like how the panel isn't overly rude or overly critical. seeing rain get all angry was kind of funny though lmfao
for rn though, i'm comfortable with top 9 from both sides, though for the girls i'd kind of switch some girls down rank or switch them up rank. i might do the table later tbh--
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I'm catching up on all episodes rn because of finals but like.
hansol never caught my eye to be fairly honest in SMR so what is thiiiiiiiiiis

i'll be back later with actual commentary lmao
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praying for my baby to be in the final lineup for top 9

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ok. I love loona, and I'm very appreciative of the loona thread and everything everyone in there does. But there is NO NEED for 10 pages of the same topic, and especially stuff that is off topic of loona in itself. Jiwoo isn't even a confirmed member so why are there so many pages about her?? like there's so many topics that can be talked about in, idk, individual member threads or pm, but instead, I have to backtrack through 10-20 pages about nothing.
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if my dog goes to the back door one more time thinking i'm about to get up and let him eat snow for the 590th time today
and then proceed to whine and act like he has to use the bathroom when i know he's going out there to do so
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heejin w. bright pink or a strawberry blonde would send me over the damn moon
haseul w the same hair length but blonde (the color of the wig was CUTE but not the cut sksk) omg
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY4yPgbTqaw
Music Bank did better this time.
But this recording has reminded me that those headset mics aren't as nice quality as the handheld ones.
So now I'm curious about what this would be like with the handheld mic.
i still hate that music bank thought it was okay to turn off comments on every single perf for every single artist
don't tell me my opinion about my community is invalid when you aren't related to it in any kind of way. i'm a black girl through and through and will call out issues in my community, i don't need you tell me i'm being toxic.



The SHINee World - SHINee's Official Thread - Forever with Jonghyun
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Okay- I've gathered my thoughts after crying on my mom for a bit and hearing her advice from when her idol passed away when she was young.
I wish, for once, that something was a lie. That maybe I'll wake up after my nap and see "reports false". I'm still in shock thag I've lost my idol.
I remember being 8/9 years old, scrolling on youtube and looking at jpop videos, then accidentally clicked on Replay. Jonghyun wasn't the first to catch my eye, but I began to love and stan SHINee as a whole when I was so young. Every year, every comeback, every tour; I was so so so proud of them, and especially Jonghyun; dealing with depression and smiling as if everything is okay. Hearing about this song that he wrote, thay song he produced, the idols he supported; he really was too good for this earth.
And now back to reality. My idol. Someone's brother. Someone's son. Someone's teammate and best friend. Ans for people to monetize and 'react' to his death; how fucking dare you? Do you not have any kind of sympathy in your heart to not be selfish for one fucking day? Imagine if your family member or best friend was the one that passed. You'd be pissed if someone did that to you. Everyday, I think people can't get any worse, but they do.
Anyway, I say all of this to say that I'm still numb and I don't know how this feeling will go away. I'm 18 now, almost 19 and SHINee has been such an integral part of my life. From taking up dancing lessons because I wanted to be like Taemin, to taking up singing lessons and joining choir because I wanted to hit all the highnotes Jonghyun did.
This isn't much of a rant, moreso of a pour out of feelings. You lived well, my angel.