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Well C-Jes just claimed that they have evidence of Yoochun's innocence. Let's see what that is...I really hope they don't bring the victims' profession and/or character into this because that will be plain distasteful. I am still waiting on some concrete evidence rather than all the speculations media is throwing at us. Even police is just exploring all possibilities right now and not really confirming anything. However, if it's true that one victim has the therapy records and everything...then I think Yoochun might really be guilty. No one would go to such lengths to frame someone; that's just wishful thinking. Still..let's see what tomorrow brings us.

I wanted to say this to you. Don't take their words to heart...there are a lot of us who are just the same as you. Neutral but in no way willing to support a rapist. I personally as a rational human being am not comfortable with withdrawing support without knowing for a fact that he is a rapist. I would never ever forgive myself if I did that and he turned out to be an innocent. Seriously, loads of hugs for you!! I wish I could make you feel better. Let's just take it one day at a time and try to ignore all the bs and concentrate on the police reports. <3

I am taking a hiatus from the forums. I am not sure if I will return or not...so if I am not back once Yoochun's thing is dealt with. Feel completely free to take the OP of this thread if you want to. If anyone wants to keep in contact x Goodluck to all parties involved!

So what I am reading is...the initial date for 4th victim was Feb 13th but Yoochun left for a fan meeting in China about five hours before the alleged date/time. The date being reported now is Feb 22nd. I am not sure if the victim changed the date in her claim or the first one reported was an error on the reporters part.

Just before I leave for work...I just want to say. What. The. Fuck. It keeps getting worse. The third accusation though...I am doubtful of it a little. He brought the girl home?? With his mom and brother there?? They still live together...I don't know honestly. But well maybe some men are fine with bringing a casual sex partner to the family home...

I am a hypocrite lol. I am cursing those people for dragging Jae's ass but in reality, I have that fear deep in my heart. YC and JJ are known to be drinking buddies...so if YC is convicted, I will have a lot of questions I need answered. I don't think my love for JJ will be the same...that is if YC's conviction doesn't already break me enough to retire from kpop completely. I am distracting myself with my Thai loves for now.

I am just trying be unbiased and I have one thread at akp that I am trying to collect all the confirmed facts at and all the news that's coming in. I am going to just keep to that. I am disconnecting myself from everywhere else...except twitter of course because I can't survive this without Ele and Nicky.

You are not the only one. I have trouble sleeping and eating. Today I ended up leaving work early after I read about the recent developments in the case. I almost teared up. And I just ended like a 3.5 hour hard workout session and even that can't help me feel any better. I am afraid to go to sleep because every day I am waking to a nightmare. I am so lost...I don't even know what to think and who to believe. I love Yoochun so much and this disappointed me so much. I am hurt and sad and angry and if I didn't have a punching bag to take my anger out on...I would have punched someone. I am even making mistakes at work...this is not okay. I shouldn't be this bloody affected...but I am.

*I am supposed to be on a break* I am in a tight spot tbh. I have seen cases like these before where truth turns out to be completely different so yes I am still holding my decision on the whole situation and praying like hell that I wasn't supporting a rapist all this time. I am also hoping that the new girl doesn't withdraw charges and actually goes to the end on this one. I want justice...even if it means he ends up in jail. Yes...the whole prostitution thing is a big turn off but also, I have been to strip clubs and that's like partial prostitution?? I don't know how to judge him on the whole issue. Too many unspecified details...I am not really against prostitution because a lot of people choose that career out of preference so I am okay if it was something like that...like escorts and stuff. It's morally wrong but not my place to judge tbh...if it's the forced prostitution kind of thing...then yes I am fucking pissed because that is a form of rape as well. to end it...rape is a big deal for me. If he is guilty, he's dead for me. But prostitution is more of a blurred line area for me, I don't know how to really respond to that. she is talking about some other case.

What. The. Fuck. I am honestly taking a hiatus from JYJ fandom. I can't take this anymore. I really truly hope I wasn't supporting a rapist all these years but damn...how many women can claim they were raped for other reasons than the truth??? I am still neutral but this second accusation has made me much more wary.

I am not active enough to take it on tbh and right now, I think this is the last thing on my mind. maybe someone from JYJ thread will take over.

I am done. The charges still stand. Gangman Police confirmed that they haven't been withdrawn. That was one cruel joke.

So....she withdrew and the police can't seem to find anything. CCTV didn't even capture Yoochun apparently. So fuck it all...his reputation is shattered and he will now always be suspicious. People thinking 'maybe he paid her or she got scared' will always exits. I really feel for him. I didn't want to say this before but I know of a case where the man was fasely accused and even after it was revealed...the man just couldn't bear to live anymore and committed suicide. That's been going in my head since yesterday. I am so worried...I really hope Yoochun does no such thing and his name gets cleared properly. Do I even make sense? I couldn't sleep all night so...yeah...

I have had time to process it and honestly, I am still in shock. I genuinely don't know what to think right now. This is a man I have loved for a long time and I will be very very hurt and disappointed and angry if this allegation is proved true. I know it feels like he can't do this but honestly, we don't really know them and even if we did...the possibility is always there. Even pastors can commit rape so it's not that impossible that Yoochun could have too. I agree with Teru...it takes a lot from a girl to come forward and say she was raped. Even harder when she holds a job that some might see as a smoke screen for prostitution. I can't see a reason for her to be lying. For now, I am waiting for some concrete proof as to what might have happened. I don't even know what to hope for right now. If it is false, Yoochun would have lived through a terrible experience and if it is true, the girl...oh lord a girl had to go through probably the worst experience of her life. All I want is whoever the victim is in this situation gets justice. My support will be for that person. And if Yoochun is proved to be guilty and JaeSu stand with him in anyway...that's it. My support for JYJ will end completely. Rape is one thing I can't ever tolerate and I will never support people who in any way enable a rapist. Let's wait and watch now.

I wasn't a big fan of Junsu's album. Those genres...aren't really my cup of tea. I liked like 3 songs on the album.

Guys this is perfection!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VoPcr0gB6xY I am so so so in love. I am done!!!

I loved this moment!! I usually don't do mv edits but damn...mesmerised by this tbh...

those video...my sister thought I was watching a horror movie with all that screaming!

Hello. welcome to the thread... I miss him so much...making his gifs is the only way I can cope >.<

I don't have a favourite JaeJoong gif...all of them are my favourites.

jaejoong's smiles is his best feature imo.

one of my most favourite JaeJoong hairstyles and obviously that smile <33 cute cute cute!!

girl....high heels are life. I am 5'6" and I wear high heels...I love when I taller than guys...I am not even sorry lol.

you are good. don't worry. That's a good weight for your height. lmao failure is gonna happen. that is unavoidable. this the place I go to...and no I am not in the video.

that's okay lol. love your body. my inspiration isn't even losing weight...it's just a happy side-effect. as long as you are healthy, it's good.