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oh god i still don't think i can manage to watch all these tributes. it's alr hard reading the messages. i've been just bookmarking things and i'll backtrack them when i'm ready. i tried for kbs before but i broke down as soon as it started. i just couldn't finish it.

i'm so proud of them

I became a shawol during odd era approx more than a week from the start of their promos. I didn't even watch view's mv at the release despite numerous appreciation posts of it. It was when yoona recommended an encore to a fan so i listened to the album and it totally blew me away. Tho i have listened to misconceptions trilogy (when they won daesang at mma) and thought that they were one of the bests i've heard but odd just nailed it for me. I've been into kpop since 2008 and i like a lot of groups but only snsd has got my full attention ever since so stanning shinee, a group other than snsd was so monumental to me lol. My summer of 2015 was me binge watching all of shinee stuffs that i missed. The best summer ever! Until now, i don't have a bias member in shinee. I wanted one when i was a fetus shawol but i just gave up. They're all so precious!

Jonghyun is really out there messing with god, maybe having a concert in the moon, or fighting with the sun. He's probably having a lot of fun whatever he's doing up there. I can't stop crying but i'm totally happy for him.

I really don't like how people are romanticizing his death. Jjong has always been open about his depression be it in his songs or interviews and i agree that what's saddening is how we thought he's been dealing with it well since he was gaining weight. Honestly i was even more heavily concerned with onew that i forgot jjong's well being too.

up until sm's confirmation post, i avoided going to any of my social media accounts and ignored calls and messages. i just got the courage back when my friends got so worried about me but i really needed a time of myself alone. it's really hard to let others understand how affected i am of his passing. not my family nor my friends could since i rarely talk about kpop to them. it's hard to even look at my albums and posters without bawling my eyes out. i remember him in everything i do. i even cry in the middle of washing my dishes. but right now, i'm actually finding comfort surrounded by shawols sharing their feelings, making throwbacks of jjong's iconic moments, etc. i'm being reminded again how great of a person he was. i know it's gonna be hard for later but i will try my best to send him off with a smile. for all of us hurting, we'll gonna get through this together.

i'm still processing everything. i have no other words other than hoping jonghyun's eternal happiness and wishing his family and the members for strength to get through this.

* company (ie: friends from within sm entertainment): krystal of f(x) (it was written as both krystal and soojung on the original cloud), yoona of snsd, and suho (written as joonmyung in the original cloud), baekhyun and d.o (written as kyungsoo in the original cloud) of exo. * enemies: … it’s jung joon young, that’s it. it’s also a joke. * idols (ie: personal idols, inspirations, ect.): jungyeop of brown eyed soul, wheesung and naul of brown eyed soul. * friends (ie: other celebrities / idols from outside of sm entertainment): lee jonghyun of cnblue, kang minkyung of davichi, zion.t, crush, and iu (written as jieun in the original cloud). * radio (ie: people that he has met and become close to either through blue night directly or from working at mbc): younha, go young bae of soran, ha sang wook, coffee boy, nine of dear cloud, tablo of epik high and okdal (also written as dalbit in the original cloud which is the korean name of the group). * school (ie: friends from school): best friend from high school and member of wefreaky (his composition group), sojin.

My hands are shaking

where is that tiffany gif where she's giving a heart finger from weekly idol. she's so cute there

did someone translate the comments here?http://m.entertain.naver.com/comment/list?oid=076&aid=0003185959

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it's 2017 but there's still no eng subs for setoutsumi. how much longer do i have to wait? i'm parched here.

Where can i watch setoutsumi with eng subs? OTL

minho tho

The only reason i checked out this drama was bc of the actors since i like lee min ki ever since his movie, spellbound came out and jung so min for father is strange. I din't expect much bc the synopsis is pretty bland but the drama is actually fun! Why is everyone not watching this?? I'm so excited for next week. Btw bomi's char is lowkey funny lol

...guys i'm still crying.

i cringed at the whole poison scene.

i'm late but i just finished it. honestly i'm disappointed how everything wrapped-up. i REALLY had HIGH expectations last year since the casting until the 1st half of the drama. my bad, i shouldn't have. i've been saying that i was a wonsan shipper in the drama but with few more eps left to air, i had time to rewatch the older ones back then and it hit me how sloppy the love lines for a certain pair were done. it was actually pointless to pick sides imo. i think the drama just wants to show how everybody loves everybody from the start but i guess that made the viewers confused? i have high patience in me so with a sliver of hope, i thought they would pump up the politics for the remaining eps instead and miraculously could pull up the slack but no, it got even sloppier and left me more dissatisfied. i'm mad. the 1st half was almost perfect. among the side characters, i felt the waste on songin's character the most. the build-up on him was good. he initially wanted to free goryeo from yuan to help the poor by having a better monarchy with a full-blooded royal king. but i guess that was hard to push with the little time they have so he just turned to be a typical villain, greedy for power instead. it was hard for me to believe how he went nuts when the medicine girl died. that's not like him at all! their love wasn't that even developed in the drama. ok but most of all, i'm mad how won's character turned out. a dark won was a lie and they lured me out good. i should just watch his new movie to cleanse me lol. really tho, i was also low-key waiting for that scene where won actually hid san and san slashing him for lying. that could have spiced up their characters........ ngl, if not for the leads, i could have dropped this already. still, the actors did great and props to all the staff for filming under harsh weather. the sceneries in the drama was great too. i refuse to praise the writer tho. excuse me for my rants. i'm actually relieved the drama finally ended. lastly, i'm gonna miss these trio. they have been one of my fav castings for a drama

just listened to ijwd album. personally, i like her ep the most among soshi soloists. taeyeon's my voice is a killer so i can't wait for tiffany's full album too. i really dig her music. i thought the dude was a random smrookie again. he must have been a saint in his past life to have that kind of sweet filming with yoona. a lucky bastard.

i feel bad for the queen. i like her sm. same here. i was being patient for too long, but i don't think what i'm expecting is happening but i guess we'll see his "change" on the next ep after he saw rinsan kissing. tho it did not have the same scene and had different circumstances but in the novel when won came back from his trip, seeing them being intimate was kind of the turning point for him. i think that would be same for the drama as well. honestly i'm not closing my doors for an open ending. i'm mentally preparing for it lol. if wonsan ain't gonna happen in the drama, i rather want san go solo (sorry rinsan. guess i'm too biased for siwan) or marry biyeon perhaps. mooseok is a smooth talker but he does not deserve a ball of fluff like her.

i really love luna's ost for the king in love. it's my favorite in the drama

so excited for this drama

i finally caught up. I was originally a rinsan shipper before but more and more eps, i can't help but to fall for wonsan. Realistically speaking tho, wonsan ship is a ticking time bomb. When won gets darker, i wonder how many of us will still abode this ship lol. I'm not too sure of myself either. Even now won has been wanting to lock up san. Even tho how he wishes it to be beautiful, that's just outright selfish lbr. Knowing san, she won't sit still with that. Keep in mind that won still has yet to show a lot of darker side of him. Even as a wonsan shipper, rinsan is too strong in this drama imo. Notice how slowly they're building them up. They have the most classic kdrama heart fluttering scenes like cleaning the wound, holding in the waist etc. Even san is wavering and won notices that. Wonsan is just won looking out for san lbr. That scene when dan was slyly reminding san that she's gonna be the crown princess, san smiled so genuinely and that was unfiltered happiness for them. I hate to say this but as the drama progresses, it's getting clearer that san is just friendzoning won lol. Yet i'm still falling for them. Won's love is sad, twisted and so beautiful at the same time. Oh my heart