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who are you? where did you come from? you won't even tell me your name or where you're from, but I'm already so hooked onto you. I promised myself I wouldn't do this again, but you're a force with which I can't reckon. I told you that there's someone I'm in love with, and it seems you tried harder to make it more difficult. it feels as if you're an old friend, but at the same time, I can't help but be reminded of my ex cos of the way you act. yet.. here I am, waiting for you each and every day.
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#1: oh, hey, that hurt like really really really badly, but I'm going to pretend that it's okay because that's the type of person I am. you acted as if we know each other better than I think we do, and if that's the case, then I was way off. I almost feel as if I wasted my time because it took me a while to come up with the right words to say to you. it's okay, and I'm sure that now that you've gotten passed me, you'll be successful in your love life.. at least that's how it works for everyone who I've liked/dated. congratulations. #6: of all the times for you to come back, you do so just when I'm almost completely over you. what's worse is that you actually prompt me to talk to you, something that you didn't do when you knew that I liked you. you're still busy, and I kinda sorta hope that you remain that way. my judgment is already horribly clouded, so I don't need a push right now.
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#5: go away. you make me think about the past, and I want to leave that where it belongs. I know you're new to this world and you have no one to talk to, but that makes me feel incredibly burdened. I don't even know you; you literally came out of nowhere and jumped at me. I'm sorry, but I don't want to help you.
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Goodbye Summer - f(x) feat. D.O.
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#1: you're difficult to get through to, and each day, you become more and more terrifying to me. I think I like you, but I'm not sure yet because I've worked hard to do away with such feelings, and this just makes it difficult. I'm sorry if my excessive attempts to talk to you creep you out or anything.. or maybe I'm just being paranoid or stupid cos I feel that I've been making advances towards you long before I even recognized this. you live so far away, though, so I don't expect anything from you. #2: I'm not sure if you know, but if you do know, I apologize. two years ago, I was stupid and thoughtless and wanted attention because I felt alone and didn't know how to come to terms with it. I said things about you that I shouldn't have, and whether they're true or not, I apologize cos they should have stayed as a part of your private life. I guess what goes around, comes around, cos to this day, there are people who continue to hate me for the things I did even though they pretty much carry on doing the same thing they crucified me for. you probably don't know me, so you'll never know how sorry I am.. not you, not anyone who you know who came across my stupidity. even so, I'm sorry. #3: you need to grow up and get a life away from all of this. it may take time, but I'm willing to help. I know you're afraid cos I've been there.. I've been where you are, and I understand being attached to the very things that comfort me. that's no way to live, though. I'm not sure what type of scars that event caused you, but there is a logical person inside of you who needs to come out. I want to be your friend, but it's difficult when you act like an 11-year-old. it stresses me out because you know well enough that when I care about someone, I will protect that person to the death. because I can't do anything for you, I feel helpless. don't you want change? how long do you plan on staying this way? please don't give up so easily.. #4: I used to think that I was the problem.. that I was the reason everything crashed and burned last year. now, because of recent happenings, I realize that you're the problem, and that all of the self-torture and hatred I put myself through the last year was pointless. you're pathetic, and I finally have others who understand it as much as I do. I suggest you find a therapist ASAP because your sociopathic tendencies aren't going to remedy themselves. you want respect? learn how to respect others first.
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The TaengSic (titanic relationship) of your Bias Groups?
Mako replied to Penis Intolerant's topic in Couples/OTPs
speaking hypothetically since tbh we don't see every part of their lives. at this point, anything is possible, like Jess broke TY's guitar or something. your guess is as good as mine. -
#foreveralone single, but I like someone, which is unfortunate for me.
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The TaengSic (titanic relationship) of your Bias Groups?
Mako replied to Penis Intolerant's topic in Couples/OTPs
clearly, Jessica offended TY one too many times. or maybe TY just doesn't "get" Jess. R.I.P.