beginning

Hey guys. New OP is up featuring The Garden photos More changes to come, please anticipate. Thank you and enjoy Sorry it took so long! Advance Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to everyone ♥

Kei

I am so happy that I discovered Lovelyz! I have never found a rookie group that I am so interested in right away. I can't stop listening to Candy Jelly Love. The music video is really adorable. I love all the members and I think they're really really really pretty. ♥ ♥ I'm coming back for more lovelyz. ♥

I understand why you guys did what you had to do but I just don't get the method. There was no fair trial, it wasn't fair to my side. Since the thread was opened, I wasn't asked nor allowed to defend myself about it except for the fact that I am voluntarily posting here. I really wish you'd PM me about it all even though the decision seemed final in the beginning and close the thread myself and say goodbye to the people who followed through. I feel very much, I don't know humiliated? Is that the word? For not getting a single word from you guys except publicly closing the thread. I don't think I was given a chance since I did not recieve a warning nor a PM nor a post in my thread. The warning that you guys keep talking about in the beginning seemed like an sort of advice to me but I did not quickly realize that it was really a big deal since I don't know, nobody said anything to me after the thread was opened, ever? I was also open to complaints but I don't understand why no one directed it to me. Wasn't I deserving to know that you guys could give me a heads up of what is going to happen. I would like to give a scenario. There were times when I do things wrong but this certain mod/admin/staff pms me and lets me know about it and talk me through it. I learn, I cope and I make it right. Then, things were settled without having to discuss it publicly. I repeat, I would have accepted it but this all came like a hurricane. You maybe discussed it as a staff but I, the one who was mainly involved, wasn't a part of that discussion - just to be informed. That is my only fret. I will never talk about the thread again nor open any sort of similar thread here. That is an understanding.

SLAYINGSEOHYUN IS SOO CUTE WITH HIS TROLLING AND CONDESCENDING ACT BUT FK U WHEN UR A RANDOM HOE N CRITICIZE MY BAE THO...T ARA IS HORRIBLE LIKE LOOK AT THEM PERFORMING LIKE THEYRE INTO SOME DEPRESSION MODE AND CHINESE FANS HAVING FETISH OVER HALF ASS LIVE VOCAL IS SOO HUMILIATING ..I LOVE KAMI LOVE ME TOO KEMY this is the only post I can find of your name. I think they're referring to T-ara though. If this has offended you I'm sorry but there are worse things I had to censor in order to protect you. I told you, you could message me if you feel offended. I thought this was only a post about calling you cute and also a love for Kami. I did not comprehend well. (last post for the matter)

Let's just end the topic here if it would be alright and wait for the mods' decision. Before things get out of hand. To those who have given their opinions and support, thank you.

I did not omit names. I leave them be. The editing that all I ever did was to censor the curses and put sensitive topics under spoilers. I only did not post ONE confession about ranting, one only one that included a rant because someone called someone else a bitch and I think that draws the line. I think you might already know about that one. Another one that I did not post for example was because there was an anonym that included a sexual body part name.

I had to re-read this to realize something. I know that rules are rules and I know I may have made a mistake but is it something not worth talking about? That's the only part I ask. We are not robots here that if we make a mistake we just have to omit it. We are humans, we can communicate and learn from one another and give each other a chance. I hope you find it in your heart to understand what I mean. I had good intentions but I am just a person, I made a mistake and I need to learn but I cannot do it on my own. i even defined that in my thread. While you're going to talk about it, I have specific questions. Are posts that talk about feelings about other users, negatively but not expressed in a hurtful way not allowed? As in total ban on negative expression on feelings on other people. What level will be classified as "ranting"? These are serious questions that I hope you consider.

I'm not being impatient with a reply. I just had to speak out a lot of things and I was just typing and sending as my thoughts go. I know. I didn't say anything about that. All I'm saying is I'm new to this thing, I can learn, I would have if I was sent a specific warning. I am like still searching in the dark here for things I should do and wouldn't do. A little guidance from the mods would have been helpful. But to be blatantly locked like that, it's hard to accept. I do filter out rants, but I don't know how much do I have to filter. You would have at least talked to me about it. That was all I was asking. But I didn't get even a single heads up. That's the part where I feel bad.

I know you guys personally and we all know each other. Not a single mod or admin could PM me about it? That's the heartbreaking part. You can scan the thread and see if anyone was fighting cause I don't think there was. I don't think things got out of hand. We were all mature about it. Does anyone think I was only in it for the juicy part? No. If you can see there are more HEARTFELT posts than nonsense ones. There are 30 more posts waiting to be posted.

I can link you to the whole excel file if you want and we can single out every single thing you don't want to be posted. My arguments for this. 1. I don't think anyone has expressed that they have been hurt or violated. 2. I am willing to edit if they feel so. 3. I edit out posts that are CLEARLY not good for the community. I give out warning about the content and put them in spoilers and if I feel like it would offend SOME people. 5. I have only had 1 post that contains malicious content about another person and I singled it out. MEANING people are serious about this and really share their true feelings. There are barely trolls in the thread. 6. I know about the initial warning when I asked permission but couldn't you have given me another one? Was I not deserving of that? 7. I am clearly open to changes but none of the mods/admins have even tried to contact me about anything. I am not the type of person who would irk away on that. I will follow what I have to follow. I am a person and I made a mistake. Couldn't anyone have told me that? One time was enough for me and you had to close my thread without any conversation at all? Am I not a part of this community for be to ignored like I don't deserve anything like "Really sorry about it but we could not allow your thread due to some of the content that it have" 8. It could have been like this is the last warning and you could have point out specific things but NO, it just had to be closed down. I don't think it even had an issue with other people. Like I said guys I am open to changes, the thread is young and new. It can grow. People were giving me praises for it and saying they can relate to the posts.

I hope you had given me a chance to edit things out if you didn't want anything. It's heartbreaking that you had to close my thread without even messaging me. I have been in the community for so long and I think I have never stirred up shit for no reason. I made up rules, I am new to this and I am open to change. I can accept criticisms and I can definitely accept if you guys pin point me to specific posts that aren't acceptable in the community. I don't think anyone is fighting or being hurt inside of the thread. It's sad because there are really heartfelt posts over there and people are interacting. I know I said that people aren't supposed to rant but what happened to freedom of expression? We are entitled to that as long as we are expressing thoughts with caution. I filtered out a lot of things. I give out warnings for sensitive topics. What more do I need to do? Nobody is fighting in that thread. I filter out trolls, I leave out the fun stuff if they aren't harmful. What did I do wrong? I clearly said that if anyone feels offended about a certain rant or post I will definitely EDIT it. I am giving out my all here. This is outrageous because there are heartfelt posts there and people are contributing and interacting and we don't interact for shit in there. We give advice, we share things. I don't think it's fair to only say the things that are only acceptable to hear for some people. We need freedom of expression. Some people are afraid to share how they feel and this is a good way to say those things. We don't talk about crap there, we talk about some deep personal stuff too. This is not a troll thread which is why I am taking it seriously. If you've seen the confessions, you would've known. I read them all and I can relate to them. I leave out some troll things because it's a part of it. The main thing is I don't think anybody is fighting in that thread. We were all mature enough with our responses. 18+ content is a part of life. You can't avoid it forever. This is an open world.

Hey guys! Finally I'm back ~ So, from Page 1 - 160 nagbackread ako lahat kasi gusto ko makuha lahat ng forms. Eh tapos nakalimutan ko na si Cindy pala ay gumagawa nun ~ ~ So parang inaksaya ko lang oras ko hahaha. Anyway thanks Cinds. ♥ ♥ ♥ And thanks to everyone who kept this thread alive. I'll be more active from now on and expect new changes for the OP. ☺ To my friends, misss youu To new people, welcome ☺ Sana mas maging active na tong thread na to ☺ And paparating narin ang Philippine Kpop Convention! DECEMBER 28. So if you want EB or an organization lang, contact me. For new forms, send me a PM

I think it's his hair :(

How long should be the interval for your new post not to get merged with your old post?

I think it would defeat the purpose if it wouldn't be anonymous, people who would like to confess "truly" would be scared to post. I'd like to see which stories would be shared if it was anonymous. Don't worry, I'll try to filter things and make it clear that it is not a rant thread or a HATE thread for that matter. If it gets ugly, we'll change up the rules. I'd just like to see how it goes. Thanks!

Hi mods Is it okay to start a confession thread, like a freedom wall. But the thing is users remain anonymous People will have to submit through something like google forms and then it will be posted They can share experiences or rants or confessions about the forum or something like that. :3 I hope it's okay. It's sort of a thing where I am and people do actually enjoy this type of thing I just thought it would be fun to bring it over here, if we don't already have one

You're welcome ♥

  I'll also pass with that insertion thingy uterine device that was posted above.      Though I might have problems to begin with. I am diagnosed with cervicitis and I constantly have uterine problems. It hurts to pee, I also experience bleeding three or four times, back pain, side pain and sometimes i get super painful cramps down there. this has had been happening for like a month or two now but I am afraid to go back to the doctor. I don't want them to tell me any bad news so I am just trying to get by with antibiotics, maybe it will do.

  It stops the period but you'll still have minimum spotting.  But kinda scary although the doctor promised my friend and his girlfriend that it would not affect their fertility, but sounds scary.

  I think pills have different side effects for different women. It's a hormonal thing, I think. Anyway my friend recommended the inject type thingy and I did want to try it but still wary but he said it had zero effect on anything but it does make your period stop. :/

Now I really regret not buying those tickets for SNSD's Dream Concert in the Philippines last 2013. I was there, but I was outside (open grounds). I've seen the girls but I wish I would've seen them closer. I waited at the airport for at least four hours just to see them but they didn't come out of where everyone was waiting and got out through a back exit. Here I am hoping that in 2-3 years time I could get enough money to go to Korea or Japan to attend on of their concerts, even if it's a farewell concert. Or maybe they'll hold a concert here somehow someday. I think of that at least three times a month. I guess that will never happen now as with the complete. Still hoping for one last concert with Jessica though. They all deserve it and we fans all deserve it.

Damn, why did they have to sing Complete? :( I'm sorry but this draws the line for me. I really really cried, especially after seeing Seohyun's heartbreaking cry at the end.

Hey guys. I was hoping I could share my feelings about this matter. I was feeling okay the entire day but now I feel like tears are going to come out of my eyes. I have expressed so many times that Jessica is my bias ruiner. I didn't really follow her at first but slowly she climbed all the way to the top of my bias list, especially recently when Jessica and Krystal was aired. I do not follow variety shows that much but J&K had really got me hooked since first broadcast. I can say my love for sica was the greatest ever since 2013. I started watching her fancams up to the point my boyfriend would keep on saying "Why do you keep watching it over and over again?" which I would only laugh to and say, "Because I think she's really pretty and that I want to look like her so you'd love me more ♥". This is because my boyfriend really really likes Jessica and he even had a Jessica folder hidden in his computer (I deleted it). I would get mad, throw a fit and tell him he is not allowed to look at sica but secretly it's because I just want Jessica all to myself. Jk. I am very happy that we share the same bias. I don't blame anyone, not especially the members. If this happened to Yuri, Seohyun, Sooyoung, or any of the girls, I'd probably feel the same. But I can't help but feel that this is really unfair to Jessica and to the members as well. They worked hard to stay put through the years. I know they're not perfect so which is why I give more of the respect to them for sticking through all these years even though it might have been hard and there were times they might have wanted to leave. SM OWES IT TO THEM FOR STAYING STRONG LIKE THAT. But the way SM is acting now is as if nothing special ever happened about these girls. It's like they're 2-3 years into their debut and they think they could kick out Jessica like that (irregardless of the reason). I am not going to furthermore express my disappointment over SM. There's nothing new about that. I knew there will come a time that the girls might want to leave or disband. But I never imagined it to be like this. We deserve a proper, happy farewell. Together, as nine, as I hoped. I had always imagined a ten year anniversary farewell special. That would have been great even though the goodbye part still might be sad but I was really hoping for a happy ending. Even though Jessica was leaving, I knew she or none of the girls wanted it to be like this. Although she was preparing to go, I would have gladly went with a one last album as OT9 instead of this nonsense. I am now in the midst of preparing myself to watch OT8 performances. I don't know how that will ever work since there's a very huge gap to fill. Jessica and SNSD still has my support no matter what but like i said, I might be very very sad. And no, I will never put Jessica as "former member" in the OP. It will remain the same for as long as I am here. I hope tomorrow will be different day. I am still hoping everything can return to the way it was. It's not too late. It will never be. We didn't go through 7 years for nothing.

Well she can't be SM's robot forever that's for sure. One way or another this would've happened but SM just handled this so poorly instead of keeping it under and secretly dealing with it. It's as if they owe nothing to Jessica. It's as if having a label brand is such a bad thing for her to do. As a matter of fact, Jessica is responsible. She hasn't missed any schedules or performances despite anything.