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A week later it was also the song that got Monsta X their well deserved first win on a music show 2 years after their debut:
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Just posting here rather than in each individual thread to say that I've decided to stop updating the members' threads with fansite photos from now on.
I just found out that one of Hyungwon's sasaengs managed to get into a videocall fansign. Fairly recently a sasaeng called Minhyuk whilst he was on Vlive and a little while back whilst on Vlive Wonho also called out a sasaeng who kept harassing him too. The sasaengs weren't ones who were on Starship's blacklist so I wasn't aware of them. Luckily they don't seem to be fansites though. However, it does makes me worried that some fansites are really sasaengs even though they aren't blacklisted. What's even more worrying is that Eshy (MX's American manager) actually follows one of I.M's sasaengs on Twitter. It's clear that Starship aren't taking the situation seriously enough and it's really frustrating. It's a joke seeing as they recently posted that statement about protecting their artists. They're all talk and no action. Seeing as Starship haven't posted an up to date blacklist, I don't want to indirectly support sasaengs so I'm not going to update the members' threads with fansite photos at all anymore.
That's the end of my rant lol. I just hope that Starship actually do more to protect MX for once.
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So Shownu's movie was really Matrix
Now we just need I.M to confirm if his movie was Drive or The Hateful Eight lol
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Concert Behind The Scenes:
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I added all the Love Killa and Beastmode performances and fancams to the 4th post in the OP!~
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Wonho - With You
Kang Daniel - Waves
Suhyun - Alien
Bibi - KazinoI can't think of a 5th of the top of my head lol
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Wonho will be doing an online fanmeet on 15th November:
https://www.instagram.com/p/CHPE_o0JkFP/?igshid=zc9e6tnzi0kc
[TW: Suicide] At what age did you stop wanting to kill yourself?
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I'm 22 now and Honestly I started to feel better about life after I finished uni (which was only back in summer this year lol). It added so much unnecessary stress to my life and I was surrounded by negative people who made me feel worthless. It pushed me to my breaking point and when I first started uni I had a complete breakdown and just wanted to die. I was pushed so far to the brink that I thought about how I would kill myself and I even prepared letters to the people I cared about. Luckily a small voice in my head managed to keep me hanging in there. I ended up shredding the letters up so no one irl even knows about it now. It sounds dumb, but focusing on the small things that make me happy is what kept me alive tbh (well that and venting my thoughts and feelings either online or just in a notepad). People say things like playing video games, watching TV or listening to music are a waste of time, but when I was at my worst they were the only things that helped me escape even if it was just for 5 minutes. That's why I feel so strongly about Monsta X. When I was really struggling, listening to their music and watching their shows cheered me up so they will always have a special place in my heart.
Basically, I can't guarantee that it will work the same for everyone else, but focusing on the positives and venting really helped me get out of that dark place. Even if I'm not 100% happy now, once I vent my feelings it lifts a weight from my shoulders and even if I'm still not happy about my situation it at least helps me accept things.I was always the type of person who bottles up their emotions until the explode so I needed to find a way to cope with it. I'm more passive about life in general now. If something happens it happens. I just accept it and carry on even if it hurts at first. It's the only way I can get myself through.